Freedom and Fresh Starts

The Winter Hannah Chose · Chapter 4 of 6

Chapter 4

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

By April, Montana began turning green.

Snow remained along the northern slopes, but the valley around Mercer Ranch softened beneath spring sunlight.

Calves appeared in the pastures.

Birds returned.

Mud became the enemy of every clean floor Hannah had ever loved.

The ranch changed too.

Not magically.

Jacob still owed money.

The barn still needed repair.

Wade’s theft had been worse than expected.

But once Jacob began reviewing every account, he found enough missing cattle, false supply charges, and unpaid customer invoices to keep the bank satisfied.

Hannah helped.

At first Jacob brought her the ledger because she had noticed the problem.

Soon she was keeping half of it herself.

She organized bills.

Compared receipts.

Tracked eggs, butter, vegetables, and milk that could be sold in town.

When Hannah suggested they sell butter instead of letting excess milk spoil, Jacob stared at her.

“What?”

“We have six milk cows.”

“I know.”

“And five ranch hands who drink coffee black.”

“I know that too.”

“So why do we throw away milk?”

Jacob considered this.

“Because nobody thought about it.”

Within three weeks Hannah was selling butter and cheese through the Miles City mercantile.

Not enough to save a ranch.

Enough to matter.

Clara helped wrap butter in waxed cloth.

Eli carved a tiny cow Hannah placed beside the kitchen account book.

Samuel mostly ate things meant for sale.

“Quality testing,” Jacob called it.

Life became almost peaceful.

That was when town gossip found them.

Hannah went to Miles City with Jacob and the children on a Saturday in late April.

She had been there before with Cyrus.

But entering town beside the Mercers felt different.

People noticed.

Two women standing outside the mercantile went silent.

A ranch hand Hannah recognized from Cyrus’s area whispered something to another man.

The second man laughed.

Hannah felt herself shrinking.

Jacob noticed.

“You all right?”

“Yes.”

He followed her gaze.

His expression hardened.

“Do you want to leave?”

Hannah looked at the women.

One was Mrs. Caldwell, whose husband owned the livery.

The other was a widow named Margaret Bell.

Mrs. Caldwell whispered again.

Hannah knew the story.

Cyrus had told anyone willing to listen.

Jacob Mercer had bought himself a young bride.

Some versions said fifty dollars.

Some said seventy-five.

One version had somehow grown to three hundred dollars and two horses.

Nobody seemed interested in asking Hannah.

The truth was less entertaining.

Hannah straightened her shoulders.

“No.”

Jacob raised an eyebrow.

“I came for sugar.”

They entered the mercantile.

The storekeeper, Mr. Collins, greeted Jacob warmly.

Then he saw Hannah.

His smile became awkward.

“Miss Reed.”

“Mr. Collins.”

She placed her order.

Flour.

Sugar.

Salt.

Thread.

Lamp oil.

Mr. Collins kept glancing at Jacob.

Finally he cleared his throat.

“So, uh, wedding planned?”

Silence fell across the store.

Hannah stared.

Jacob’s face turned dangerous.

But Hannah spoke first.

“No.”

Mr. Collins went red.

“I only heard—”

“I know what you heard.”

She placed coins on the counter.

“My uncle has a creative relationship with the truth.”

Somebody near the back chuckled.

Hannah continued.

“Mr. Mercer employs me.”

Jacob glanced at her.

The sentence was accurate.

For some reason it sounded increasingly incomplete.

Mr. Collins nodded quickly.

“Of course.”

Hannah gathered her packages.

Then a male voice spoke behind her.

“Expensive employee.”

She turned.

Silas Rusk stood near the door.

The man Cyrus had meant to sell her to.

He looked exactly as Hannah remembered.

Heavy shoulders.

Broken nose.

Red veins around his cheeks.

He smiled.

“Fifty dollars and a Durham bull.”

Jacob stepped forward.

Hannah blocked him.

Rusk laughed.

“Mercer letting you make decisions now?”

Hannah looked directly at him.

“Yes.”

That wiped the smile from his face.

Rusk lowered his voice.

“Cyrus promised me first.”

Every instinct told Hannah to move away.

Instead she remained still.

“You should ask him for your money back.”

Several people laughed.

Rusk’s face reddened.

He reached toward Hannah.

Jacob caught his wrist before he touched her.

The store went silent.

“I wouldn’t,” Jacob said.

Rusk looked at his hand.

Then at Jacob.

“You think because you paid more—”

“I didn’t pay more.”

“You know what I mean.”

Jacob released him.

“No. I know what you mean to imply.”

His voice carried through the store.

“And you’re wrong.”

Rusk sneered.

“County knows what happened.”

Jacob glanced at Hannah.

She saw the question.

Do you want me to say it?

Hannah shook her head slightly.

Not yet.

She did not want Jacob explaining her life every time a man demanded entertainment.

She wanted to choose when the truth became public.

Rusk walked out.

But the confrontation spread faster than any explanation could have.

By Sunday people were saying Jacob Mercer had nearly fought Silas Rusk over the woman he purchased.

By Tuesday another version claimed Hannah was pregnant.

By Wednesday Clara came home from visiting a neighboring family with swollen eyes.

Hannah found her behind the barn.

“What happened?”

“Nothing.”

“That’s usually my line.”

Clara looked away.

Hannah sat beside her.

Finally Clara whispered, “Lucy Harmon said Papa bought you because nobody else would marry him.”

Hannah almost smiled.

“That isn’t true.”

“She said you’re his—”

Clara stopped.

“What?”

“I don’t want to say it.”

Hannah’s stomach tightened.

Clara began crying.

“She said you’re a bad woman.”

Hannah closed her eyes.

There were insults an adult could survive.

Hearing them carried into a child’s world was harder.

“Look at me.”

Clara did.

“People tell ugly stories when the truth doesn’t entertain them enough.”

“Why?”

“Because ugly stories make people feel important.”

Clara wiped her face.

“Are you leaving?”

The question surprised Hannah.

“Why would I?”

“Because people are mean.”

Hannah thought of all the years she had wanted to run from Cyrus.

Then she looked toward the house.

Samuel was chasing a chicken.

Eli sat on the fence.

Jacob stood near the barn speaking with a ranch hand.

This place was no longer only where she worked.

That realization scared her.

“No,” she said.

Clara’s shoulders relaxed.

Hannah added, “But I might make Mrs. Harmon pay double for butter.”

Clara laughed.

Later Jacob found Hannah sorting accounts.

“Clara told me.”

“I handled it.”

“I know.”

His jaw tightened.

“I should’ve told people the truth sooner.”

“Why?”

“To protect you.”

“From words?”

“Words matter.”

“Yes.”

Hannah closed the ledger.

“But whose story is this?”

Jacob went quiet.

“Mine,” she said. “Not Cyrus’s. Not Rusk’s. Not yours.”

Jacob nodded slowly.

“You’re right.”

“When I want people to know, I’ll tell them.”

“All right.”

He started to leave.

Hannah said, “Unless they insult Clara again.”

Jacob stopped.

She smiled sweetly.

“Then you may be as unpleasant as you like.”

His grin appeared.

“I can work with that.”

That evening, after the children slept, Jacob and Hannah sat on the porch.

Spring rain had washed the air clean.

Hannah could smell wet earth.

Jacob handed her an envelope.

She opened it.

Inside was thirty dollars.

“What is this?”

“Your wages.”

“My wages are twenty.”

“They were.”

She looked at him.

“You said if I saved you more than twenty dollars—”

“That was a joke.”

“I wasn’t joking.”

Hannah stared at the money.

Jacob continued.

“You keep the household. Help raise three children who would defeat the U.S. Army. Manage dairy sales. And half my books.”

“Half?”

“More than half.”

She laughed.

“You’re terrible at bookkeeping.”

“Yes.”

“And cooking.”

“Yes.”

“And singing.”

Jacob looked offended.

“Samuel likes my singing.”

“Samuel eats paste.”

“That seems unrelated.”

Hannah smiled.

The quiet that followed felt different.

Warm.

Jacob looked toward the dark fields.

“When the children go to bed, the house used to feel dead.”

Hannah’s smile faded.

“Now it doesn’t.”

He looked at her.

“Hannah.”

Her heartbeat changed.

Jacob’s hand rested on the bench between them.

Not touching hers.

Close.

“I need to say something.”

She stopped breathing.

“I don’t want you to misunderstand.”

“That’s not a promising beginning.”

He smiled faintly.

Then seriousness returned.

“I care about you.”

The night seemed suddenly louder.

Frogs.

Wind.

A horse moving in the pasture.

Hannah looked at his hand.

“I know.”

Jacob’s brows rose.

“You do?”

“You’re not as mysterious as you think.”

That almost made him laugh.

He sobered.

“I’m not asking anything.”

“Why not?”

He looked surprised.

Hannah was surprised too.

Jacob studied her face.

“Because when you came here, you had no choice.”

“I have one now.”

“Yes.”

“That was your whole argument.”

“Yes.”

“Then let me use it.”

Jacob’s voice went softer.

“What are you choosing?”

Hannah looked at him.

“I don’t know yet.”

He nodded.

“Then I wait.”

“No.”

Jacob blinked.

Hannah turned toward him.

“You don’t have to stand twenty feet away every time we’re alone.”

His mouth opened.

Closed.

Hannah felt heat rise to her cheeks.

“I said you don’t have to.”

Jacob moved his hand.

Slowly.

He placed it palm-up between them.

Hannah stared at it.

Callused.

Scarred.

Patient.

She set her hand in his.

Nothing dramatic happened.

No thunder.

No sudden music.

Jacob simply closed his fingers around hers.

And for Hannah, that was enough to change the world.

Then a gunshot cracked across the pasture.

Jacob was on his feet instantly.

A second shot followed.

From the cattle pens.

He ran for the rifle by the door.

Hannah stood.

“Jacob?”

He turned.

“Stay with the children.”

“What is it?”

Another ranch hand shouted from the darkness.

“Mercer! The south herd’s out!”

Jacob disappeared into the night.

By sunrise they discovered two hundred feet of fence deliberately cut.

Thirty-eight cattle were missing.

And carved into one broken fence post were two letters.

W. T.

Wade Turner had come back.

---

✦
YOUR CHOICE

Cookie preferences

Read and listen either way. You can change your choice at any time using the link in the footer.

Essential & reading preferences

Remember this choice and the bookmarks, text size and listening settings you choose. Also supports security and publisher sign-in.

Always available

Help us understand story visits, chapter progress and listening using a random browser identifier. Advertising is off. This choice does not authorize advertising trackers.

Your choice lasts 180 days on this browser and this website. Read our privacy policy.