Montana Territory, January 1884.
The first thing Hannah Reed heard that night was her uncle saying, in the same voice he used to price hogs and whiskey barrels, “She’s eighteen, untouched, and stronger than she looks. You won’t find a better bargain between here and Miles City.”
The second thing she heard was the wind slamming against the cabin hard enough to rattle the loose boards in the wall.
The third thing she heard was silence.
It came from the man standing across from Uncle Cyrus.
Jacob Mercer was tall enough that the low rafters made him look crowded inside the cabin. Snow covered the shoulders of his dark coat. Meltwater darkened his boots. He held a black hat between both hands, turning the brim once with his thumb while Cyrus talked as though Hannah were not standing ten feet away.
Jacob had the face of a man who had spent too many years squinting into hard weather. Dark hair. Short beard. Gray eyes that looked cold until a person stared long enough to notice the exhaustion behind them.
He did not look Hannah up and down.
That somehow frightened her more.
Cyrus spat into the fire.
“I raised her after my sister died,” he said. “Fed her. Clothed her. Put a roof over her head. She owes me plenty.”
Hannah’s fingers tightened around her shawl.
Her mother had been dead six years.
In those six years, Cyrus had reminded Hannah of every bowl of stew she ate, every worn-out pair of boots he replaced, every candle she burned after dark.
Gratitude, in Cyrus Reed’s house, was a debt that collected interest.
Jacob’s voice was quiet.
“What do you want?”
Cyrus grinned.
“Fifty dollars in cash. And the title to that Durham bull.”
Hannah felt the blood drain from her face.
Jacob looked at Cyrus.
Then at Hannah.
Then back to the fire.
For one terrible second, Hannah hoped he would refuse.
The next second, she realized she had no idea what refusing would mean.
Cyrus had spent the past month entertaining visitors when he thought she was asleep. Men with hard eyes and loud laughs. One of them had grabbed her wrist at Christmas and called her “fine stock.”
Cyrus had laughed.
Maybe Jacob Mercer was only the first man willing to pay what Cyrus wanted.
Maybe the next one would be worse.
Jacob reached beneath his coat.
The leather pouch landed on the table with a heavy clink.
Then came the folded paper transferring ownership of the Durham bull.
Cyrus lunged for both.
“We’re square.”
Jacob nodded once.
Then he turned toward Hannah.
“You can bring a bag.”
No apology.
No promise.
No pretty words.
Cyrus laughed.
“Don’t stand there like a fence post. You belong to Mercer now.”
For one clean, bright instant, Hannah imagined grabbing the iron poker from beside the fireplace and swinging it across Cyrus’s mouth.
She imagined teeth hitting the floor.
The thought frightened her less than it should have.
But survival had taught Hannah that anger was a luxury for people with somewhere safe to go afterward.
She walked to the little room where she had slept since her mother died.
There was not much to pack.
Two dresses.
A comb missing three teeth.
A pair of stockings she had mended so often that more of them were thread than original wool.
At the bottom of the small chest lay her mother’s Bible.
Its black leather cover was cracked. Several pages had browned along the edges after Cyrus once tried to throw it into the stove for kindling.
Hannah pressed it to her chest.
Her mother had written one sentence inside the front cover.
You belong first to God, then to yourself. Never let a cruel person convince you otherwise.
Hannah had read those words hundreds of times.
Tonight, they almost felt like a joke.
She slipped the Bible into a flour sack with her dresses.
When she returned to the main room, Cyrus was already counting the money.
He did not say goodbye.
Hannah waited near the door.
Jacob opened it.
The storm rushed inside.
He stepped aside for her.
That tiny gesture surprised her enough that she hesitated.
Cyrus noticed.
“Go on.”
Hannah walked into the snow.
The wagon waited near the fence, its lantern swinging wildly beneath the driver’s bench. Two horses stamped against the cold.
Jacob climbed up first.
He did not offer Hannah his hand.
At first she thought it was indifference.
Then she realized he was leaving the choice to her.
She climbed aboard herself.
The wagon started moving.
Hannah looked back.
Cyrus stood in the doorway with warm firelight behind him, head lowered over his money.
She waited for grief.
It never came.
Instead she felt something stranger.
Relief wearing mourning clothes.
For nearly an hour, neither Hannah nor Jacob spoke.
The world beyond the lantern was nothing but snow, darkness, and the occasional black shape of a pine tree.
Hannah kept the flour sack on her lap.
One hand remained inside it, wrapped around her mother’s Bible.
Every time Jacob shifted, she stiffened.
Every time the wagon slowed, she wondered whether he had decided they were far enough from Cyrus’s cabin.
She knew what men meant when they talked about purchasing a woman.
She knew what Cyrus had promised him.
Finally Jacob spoke.
“There’s a room upstairs.”
Hannah stared ahead.
“Second door on the left,” he continued. “It has a lock.”
She turned.
He kept his eyes on the road.
“The key will be inside.”
Hannah said nothing.
Jacob’s jaw tightened.
“Nobody enters that room unless you invite them.”
She searched his face.
“Not even you?”
His answer came immediately.
“Especially not me.”
For the first time that night, Hannah forgot to be afraid.
Only for a second.
But she noticed it.
The Mercer ranch appeared almost an hour later, black shapes rising through the storm.
A large log house stood near a barn, bunkhouse, smokehouse, corrals, and several smaller sheds. Warm light glowed through two windows.
It was bigger than Cyrus’s place.
Much bigger.
But it did not look happier.
Jacob stopped the wagon.
Before Hannah could climb down, the front door opened.
A girl stood framed in the light.
She looked about ten.
Thin.
Dark-haired.
Barefoot despite the cold spilling across the porch.
Her expression changed when she saw Hannah.
Not curiosity.
Not excitement.
Anger.
Jacob stepped down.
“Clara.”
The girl’s eyes never left Hannah.
“You brought one.”
Jacob froze.
Hannah looked from daughter to father.
A smaller boy appeared behind Clara. Maybe seven. Another child, no older than four, clung sleepily to his shirt.
Jacob took Hannah’s flour sack from the wagon only after silently asking with his eyes.
She released it.
He walked toward the house.
Hannah followed.
Clara did not move from the doorway until Jacob said gently, “Let her inside before she freezes.”
Clara stepped aside.
Barely.
Heat hit Hannah’s face.
The house smelled of pine smoke, boiled potatoes, lamp oil, and something burned.
A pot sat abandoned near the stove.
A shirt hung from a chair.
Children’s boots lay in the middle of the floor.
The little boy stared at Hannah.
Jacob pointed to him.
“Eli.”
Then the youngest.
“Samuel.”
Samuel buried his face against Eli.
“And Clara.”
“I can tell her my own name,” Clara snapped.
Jacob closed his eyes for half a second.
Hannah understood then.
This was not a household waiting eagerly for a woman.
This was a wounded house.
Jacob removed his coat.
Snow fell from it in clumps.
“Hannah Reed,” he said. “She’ll be staying here.”
Clara’s face hardened.
“For how long?”
Jacob looked at Hannah.
“As long as she chooses.”
Hannah’s head lifted.
Clara gave a bitter little laugh.
“That’s what you said about Mrs. Pruitt.”
Jacob’s face changed.
“She was hired help.”
“She left.”
“She stole sixty dollars and your mother’s silver.”
Clara’s chin trembled.
“She still left.”
Then she turned and ran upstairs.
A door slammed.
Samuel began crying.
Eli stared at the floor.
Jacob stood motionless.
Hannah had expected a dangerous man.
She had not expected a man who looked completely helpless because his daughter had slammed a door.
“She thinks everyone leaves,” he said quietly.
He seemed to regret saying it.
Hannah whispered, “Did their mother?”
Jacob’s gaze moved to the fire.
“She died.”
The room went still.
“Two winters ago.”
Hannah looked at the children again.
Eli had moved his arm around Samuel.
Neither boy looked at Jacob.
“What happened?”
“Fever.”
Jacob swallowed.
“It came fast.”
Hannah knew there was more.
But she also knew what it felt like when strangers asked questions that cut too deeply.
She did not ask another.
Jacob picked up a lamp.
“Your room.”
He led her upstairs.
The second door on the left opened into a small bedroom with a narrow bed, washstand, wooden chair, and window overlooking the barn.
It was simple.
But clean.
A folded quilt lay at the foot of the bed.
Jacob set the flour sack inside.
Then he placed a small iron key on the washstand.
Hannah stared at it.
Jacob remained in the doorway.
“The roads should clear enough by spring that you could travel safely,” he said. “If you want to leave sooner, I’ll take you to town when weather permits.”
Hannah frowned.
“What?”
“I’ll pay you twenty dollars a month for keeping house and helping with the children.”
She stared.
“You already paid.”
“That was Cyrus.”
“For me.”
“No.”
The word was sharper than anything Jacob had said all night.
Hannah flinched.
His expression immediately changed.
“I’m sorry.”
He lowered his voice.
“I didn’t pay him for you.”
“I was standing there.”
“I know.”
“He told you what he was selling.”
“I know that too.”
“And you gave him fifty dollars.”
“Yes.”
“And your bull.”
“Yes.”
“Then what do you call that?”
Jacob stood silent for a long time.
Finally he said, “Getting you out before another man arrived.”
Cold crawled across Hannah’s skin.
“What man?”
“Silas Rusk.”
She knew the name.
Everyone did.
Rusk ran freight wagons between settlements. He was twice widowed and had a reputation for using his fists when liquor made him angry.
Hannah remembered Christmas.
The man who had grabbed her wrist.
Her stomach twisted.
Jacob continued.
“I heard Cyrus talking in Miles City three days ago. Rusk offered seventy-five dollars. Cyrus wanted a hundred.”
Hannah gripped the bedpost.
“Why would you care?”
Jacob had no easy answer.
“I knew your mother.”
Hannah stared at him.
“What?”
“Not well. Years ago.”
He looked away.
“She once helped my wife when Sarah was stranded in a storm. Never asked payment.”
Hannah barely breathed.
Jacob glanced down the hall toward his children.
“And I needed help here.”
There it was.
The part she understood.
“But that doesn’t make you mine,” he said.
Hannah gave a hollow laugh.
“Cyrus says it does.”
“Cyrus can say whatever he wants.”
“You traded a bull.”
“Best bull in eastern Montana.”
Despite herself, she looked at him.
Jacob’s mouth almost moved into a smile.
Almost.
Then he became serious again.
“The lock is yours. Your wages are yours. You eat at my table because you’re working here, not because you owe me.”
Hannah looked at the key.
“What do you want from me?”
“Help with the children. Meals when you can manage them. Washing. Nothing you can’t reasonably do.”
“And your bed?”
The question left her mouth before she could stop it.
Jacob went utterly still.
Hannah felt heat crawl up her neck, but she forced herself to maintain eye contact.
Cyrus had included it in the bargain.
Jacob knew that.
His voice became quiet.
“My wife has been dead two years.”
Hannah waited.
“I have not put another woman in her bed.”
He looked directly at Hannah.
“And I will never force one into it.”
The words struck harder than any promise should have.
Jacob stepped backward into the hallway.
“Sleep.”
He started to leave.
“Mr. Mercer?”
He stopped.
Hannah held up the key.
“If I lock it?”
“I’ll knock.”
“If I don’t answer?”
“I walk away.”
“And if I want to leave?”
“I take you wherever you choose.”
Hannah studied him.
“What did you buy tonight?”
Jacob looked tired enough to collapse.
But his answer was steady.
“Hopefully?”
He glanced toward the stairs where Samuel had begun crying again.
“A little time.”
Then he left.
Hannah closed the door.
She turned the key.
Once.
Then twice, just to be certain.
She pushed a chair beneath the handle anyway.
Only then did she open her flour sack.
She pulled out the Bible.
Her mother’s handwriting waited inside the cover.
You belong first to God, then to yourself.
Hannah sat on the edge of the bed.
For the first time in six years, she read the words without thinking they sounded impossible.
Downstairs, someone began singing.
Badly.
Jacob.
A low, uncertain lullaby broken by Samuel’s sobs.
Hannah listened.
After a minute, Samuel cried harder.
After two, Jacob stopped singing and muttered something that sounded defeated.
Hannah almost smiled.
Almost.
Then a child’s frightened scream tore through the house.
Hannah was on her feet before she remembered the chair beneath the door.
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