Freedom and Fresh Starts

The Price of Choosing Freedom · Chapter 4 of 6

Chapter 4

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The federal marshal’s name was Nathan Cole.

He was fifty, gray-haired, deliberate, and unimpressed by threats.

After inspecting the broken wagon, he ordered two deputies to escort Jeremiah and Otis to Fort Avery.

Then he looked at Annabeth.

“You should come too.”

Caleb agreed.

Annabeth did not.

“No.”

Marshal Cole frowned.

“Miss Hale, Silas Vane is dangerous.”

“I know.”

“Then why refuse protection?”

“Because every time I’m afraid, somebody decides where I should go.”

Cole studied her.

“That isn’t what I’m doing.”

“I understand.”

Annabeth looked toward Caleb.

“But I need one night at the ranch.”

Caleb knew why.

Her mother’s letters.

The music box.

The bonnet.

The truth she had barely begun understanding.

She had spent months being transported from place to place without control.

She wanted to choose one destination.

Even if it was only for a night.

Cole finally agreed on the condition that two deputies accompany them.

By sunset, Annabeth and Caleb reached the ranch.

The storm had followed.

Rain struck the roof.

Wind bent the pines.

The deputies settled inside the barn where they could watch the road.

Caleb reinforced the shutters.

Annabeth sat at the kitchen table reading Rebecca’s letters.

There were seven.

Each revealed a fragment of the mother she had lost.

Rebecca had worried about Annabeth’s stubbornness at age two.

She had laughed because Annabeth refused to sleep unless somebody sang.

She had told Caleb that Thomas pretended not to spoil his daughter while secretly carving wooden animals for her every winter.

Annabeth cried.

Not from pain exactly.

From recognition.

Her childhood had existed.

It had not been erased merely because cruelty came afterward.

Caleb placed coffee near her.

“You should sleep.”

“I’m afraid if I stop reading, she’ll disappear again.”

“She won’t.”

Annabeth looked up.

“How can you know?”

“Because you sound like her.”

She stared.

“You remember her voice?”

“Yes.”

“What did it sound like?”

Caleb sat across from her.

“Calm.”

Annabeth smiled faintly.

“My mother?”

“Usually.”

“She once threw a skillet at my father.”

Caleb blinked.

“Thomas left that out.”

“He probably would.”

They both laughed quietly.

The warmth between them frightened Annabeth in a different way.

She trusted Caleb.

Perhaps more than she had intended.

That trust had begun becoming something else.

Not love.

She was not ready to call it that.

But when he entered a room, she noticed.

When he rode ahead, she watched until he returned.

When he smiled, something inside her responded.

And that terrified her because affection could become another chain if given to the wrong person.

Caleb seemed to sense the change too.

He became even more careful.

Never stood too close.

Never touched her unnecessarily.

Never let his eyes linger.

That restraint did something his attention never could have.

It made Annabeth feel safe enough to want him near.

Thunder shook the windows.

Caleb stood.

“I’ll check the horses.”

Annabeth looked outside.

“In this?”

“They spook during storms.”

“Take a lantern.”

He smiled.

“Yes, ma’am.”

She rolled her eyes.

Caleb opened the door.

Cold rain swept inside.

Then one of the deputies shouted from the barn.

“Mercer!”

A gunshot cracked.

Caleb shoved Annabeth down.

“Stay here!”

He ran into the storm.

Annabeth crawled toward the window.

Another shot.

A lantern crashed near the barn.

Flames jumped across dry straw beneath the awning despite the rain.

Someone had thrown oil.

The barn caught quickly.

Annabeth saw one deputy running toward the house.

The other lay near the fence.

Then a shadow emerged behind the first man.

Silas.

Annabeth’s breath stopped.

Silas struck the deputy from behind.

Caleb fired.

Silas disappeared behind the smoke.

“Annabeth!” Caleb shouted.

She locked the front door.

Her hands shook.

Silas had returned.

The barn fire spread.

Horses screamed.

Caleb ran toward the corral to free them.

Annabeth knew exactly what Silas was doing.

Creating chaos.

Separating Caleb from the house.

A window shattered.

Annabeth spun.

Nothing.

Then the back door moved.

Once.

Twice.

The lock broke.

Silas stepped inside.

Rainwater streamed from his coat.

A pistol filled his hand.

Annabeth backed away.

“There you are.”

Her body remembered every cruel moment.

The wagon.

The locked rooms.

The auction.

Silas smiled.

“Mercer fill your head with heroic ideas?”

Annabeth said nothing.

“I offered you a simple arrangement.”

“You sold me.”

“I settled a debt.”

“My father owed you nothing.”

Silas shrugged.

“Your father had land.”

“You forged his name.”

“And?”

Annabeth stared at him.

That one word revealed everything.

No guilt.

No shame.

No belief that she mattered.

Silas gestured with the pistol.

“Where’s the ledger?”

“The marshal has it.”

His face changed.

“You lying?”

“No.”

Silas swore.

Outside, Caleb shouted.

Silas grabbed Annabeth.

She screamed.

His arm locked around her throat.

“Mercer!”

Caleb appeared in the doorway, soaked from the rain.

His revolver aimed at Silas.

Silas pressed his pistol beneath Annabeth’s jaw.

“Drop it.”

Caleb’s expression became completely still.

Annabeth knew what he would do.

He would surrender.

Not because he was weak.

Because he valued her life more than victory.

“Don’t,” she whispered.

Silas tightened his grip.

Caleb lowered the gun.

“Kick it away.”

He obeyed.

Silas laughed.

“Three dollars, Mercer.”

Caleb stared at him.

“That’s all she cost you.”

Annabeth felt Caleb’s anger from across the room.

Silas continued.

“You could buy ten more just like her.”

“No,” Caleb said.

His voice was quiet.

“There isn’t anyone like her.”

Annabeth’s heart stopped.

Silas scoffed.

“Still pretending you saved her?”

Caleb looked at Annabeth.

“I didn’t.”

Silas frowned.

Caleb continued.

“She saved herself the moment she chose to walk out of that barn.”

Something inside Annabeth steadied.

Silas held her.

But he did not own her fear anymore.

She looked toward the stove.

The iron poker leaned beside it.

Too far.

The coffee pot sat on the table.

Closer.

Silas began backing toward the door.

“You’re coming with me.”

Caleb took one step.

Silas raised the pistol.

“Don’t.”

Caleb stopped.

Annabeth deliberately went limp.

Silas stumbled under her weight.

“What—”

She twisted.

Her hand struck the coffee pot.

Scalding liquid flew into Silas’s face.

He screamed.

Annabeth dropped.

Caleb lunged.

The gun fired into the ceiling.

Silas swung wildly.

Caleb hit him once.

Twice.

Silas crashed against the table.

The pistol slid across the floor.

Annabeth grabbed it.

Silas reached for a knife.

“Stop!”

Her voice cracked like a whip.

Silas froze.

Annabeth aimed at his chest.

For once, he looked afraid of her.

Caleb stood a few feet away.

He did not take the weapon from her.

Silas smiled despite the blood on his mouth.

“You won’t shoot.”

Annabeth’s hands trembled.

“You’re right.”

His grin widened.

Then Annabeth continued.

“Because I want you alive long enough to hear every woman you hurt testify.”

The grin vanished.

The surviving deputy entered behind Caleb.

Marshal Cole’s backup arrived twenty minutes later.

By dawn, Silas Vane sat handcuffed in the back of a federal wagon.

The barn was damaged but standing.

Three horses had escaped but been recovered.

The wounded deputy would survive.

Annabeth stood on the porch watching the wagon disappear.

Caleb approached.

“You all right?”

“No.”

He waited.

Annabeth smiled weakly.

“But I think someday I will be.”

Caleb nodded.

They stood together in silence.

Then Annabeth looked at him.

“What you said…”

Caleb’s expression tightened.

“What?”

“There isn’t anyone like her.”

He looked suddenly uncomfortable.

“That.”

“I was trying to distract him.”

Annabeth raised an eyebrow.

“You’re a terrible liar.”

“I know.”

She laughed.

Then the laugh disappeared.

“Caleb.”

“Yes?”

“Why didn’t you ever marry?”

He looked toward the mountains.

“You asked me that already.”

“You didn’t answer completely.”

He was silent.

Annabeth waited.

Finally he said, “Because I stopped believing someone could choose me without wanting something else.”

Her chest tightened.

“And now?”

His eyes met hers.

“Now I know choice matters more than I understood.”

He started walking away.

Annabeth spoke before fear stopped her.

“What if someday someone chose you?”

Caleb stopped.

He did not turn.

“I’d make sure she had every chance to choose differently.”

Annabeth smiled through sudden tears.

“That sounds exhausting.”

“It probably is.”

He finally looked back.

Their eyes held.

Nothing happened.

No kiss.

No confession.

No promise.

Only possibility.

For Annabeth, that was enough.

For now.

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