Freedom and Fresh Starts

The Price of Choosing Freedom · Chapter 1 of 6

Chapter 1

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

The barn smelled of sweat, dust, damp hay, and humiliation.

Annabeth stood beneath a crooked wooden sign that read UNCLAIMED BRIDES — AUCTION ENDS AT NOON, trying not to look at the men who had gathered to watch.

She was nineteen years old.

Her borrowed dress hung awkwardly from her shoulders, its faded yellow fabric having belonged to a woman broader and shorter than she was. The sleeves ended several inches above her wrists, exposing bruises that had nearly faded from purple to yellow. Her cracked brown boots pinched her toes, and the old cream bonnet tied beneath her chin was the only thing she owned that had once belonged to her mother.

Everything else had been taken.

Her home.

Her father.

Her name, almost.

And now, apparently, her freedom.

The auctioneer seized Annabeth beneath the chin and turned her face toward the crowd.

“A virgin!” he shouted.

A few men laughed.

Annabeth’s stomach twisted.

“Untouched, gentlemen! Nineteen years old. Healthy enough. Not a mark on her except those you can’t see.”

More laughter rolled through the barn.

Annabeth shut her eyes for one second.

She remembered being six years old and sitting beside her mother at a kitchen table in Tennessee while rain struck the window.

Her mother, Rebecca, had been sewing tiny white flowers along the edge of the bonnet now resting on Annabeth’s head.

“A woman’s worth isn’t decided by what someone pays for her,” Rebecca had said.

Annabeth had not understood the sentence then.

She understood it now.

The auctioneer released her.

“Starting at three dollars!”

Someone whistled.

“Three dollars?” a ranch hand called. “That dress worth more than that?”

Laughter erupted.

Annabeth stared at the dirt floor.

She thought fear had a limit.

She was wrong.

Fear could keep expanding as long as there was space inside a human heart.

Three months earlier, Annabeth had still believed she might escape this fate.

Her father, Thomas Hale, had died during a fever outbreak the previous winter. Their tiny farm had already been buried under debt.

Within weeks, creditors appeared.

A man named Silas Vane claimed Thomas owed him nearly two hundred dollars.

Annabeth knew nothing about such a debt.

But Silas had papers.

He always had papers.

He had taken the livestock first.

Then the wagon.

Then the farm.

Annabeth had been taken last.

Silas called it “settling an obligation.”

He brought her west with six other women in two wagons.

Some were widows.

Some were abandoned wives.

Some had been promised housekeeping jobs.

None had known about the auction.

Now Annabeth was the final woman remaining.

The others had already been purchased.

She had watched each one disappear through those barn doors beside a stranger.

The auctioneer slapped the railing.

“Three dollars! Surely somebody’s willing to risk three dollars!”

Then a voice came from the darkness near the back wall.

“Three.”

It was not loud.

It did not need to be.

Something in the voice made everyone turn.

A man stepped forward.

He was tall, broad through the shoulders, and dressed almost entirely in dark colors. Dust covered the bottom of his long charcoal coat. His black hat sat low over his eyes. Dark hair curled beneath the brim, and several days of beard shadowed a face hardened by wind, sun, and disappointment.

He looked perhaps thirty-two.

Maybe thirty-five.

Annabeth could not tell.

He moved like someone who had spent years alone.

The laughter stopped.

The auctioneer squinted.

“Caleb Mercer.”

So the stranger had a name.

A man near the railing muttered, “Mountain rancher.”

Another whispered, “Thought Mercer didn’t come to town anymore.”

Caleb approached the auction table.

The auctioneer grinned.

“You finally looking for a wife?”

“No.”

The answer came immediately.

Several men laughed again, although more carefully this time.

The auctioneer held out his palm.

“Then what are you buying?”

Caleb reached inside his coat.

Annabeth’s breath stopped.

His hand emerged holding three silver dollars.

He placed them into the auctioneer’s palm one at a time.

Clink.

Clink.

Clink.

“Her freedom.”

The auctioneer’s grin weakened.

“That isn’t how this works.”

“It is today.”

“You paid for the girl.”

Caleb’s expression did not change.

“I paid you to stop selling her.”

The auctioneer glanced around the barn, suddenly aware that every man there was listening.

“You trying to make trouble, Mercer?”

“No.”

Caleb looked at Annabeth.

“But I’ll finish it if somebody else starts it.”

Nobody laughed.

The auctioneer muttered something under his breath and pocketed the coins.

“Fine. She’s yours.”

Annabeth flinched.

Caleb’s jaw tightened.

“She’s nobody’s.”

Then he walked toward her.

Every instinct Annabeth had screamed at her to run.

But where?

The doors were behind him.

Silas’s men were outside.

She had no horse.

No money.

No family.

Caleb stopped three feet away.

Annabeth clutched her skirt with both hands.

He looked at her face.

Then her bruised arms.

Then her cracked boots.

His expression shifted.

Barely.

But she saw anger there.

Not desire.

Not triumph.

Anger.

He slowly lowered himself onto one knee.

Annabeth screamed.

The sound tore from her before she could stop it.

She stumbled backward.

Caleb froze.

“I won’t hurt you.”

“What are you doing?”

Her voice shook.

The barn had become completely silent.

Caleb gestured toward her right boot.

“The leather’s cutting your ankle.”

Annabeth stared.

Only then did she notice the blood.

The boot had rubbed the skin raw.

Caleb waited.

He did not touch her.

“May I?”

Nobody had asked permission to touch her in months.

Annabeth swallowed.

Slowly, she nodded.

Caleb loosened the laces.

His hands were rough, scarred, and surprisingly careful.

He pulled the leather wider so it stopped pressing into her swollen ankle.

Annabeth covered her mouth.

Tears filled her eyes.

Caleb kept his gaze lowered.

“You don’t belong to me,” he said quietly. “I paid so nobody else could hurt you.”

Her knees almost gave out.

“Why?”

He stopped moving.

For an instant, she thought he might answer.

Instead he stood, removed his long coat, and placed it around her shoulders.

He did not pull her toward him.

Did not take her arm.

Did not demand gratitude.

He simply stepped away.

“There’s a wagon outside.”

Annabeth stared at him.

“You expect me to go with you?”

“No.”

That surprised her even more.

Caleb glanced toward the barn door.

“You can stay here if you want.”

She looked at the men surrounding them.

The auctioneer.

The gamblers.

The ranch hands.

Silas’s employee near the door.

Caleb followed her gaze.

His voice became softer.

“But I wouldn’t recommend it.”

He turned and started walking.

Annabeth stood frozen.

Nobody moved.

She looked down at the coat around her shoulders.

Warm.

Heavy.

Smelling faintly of cedar smoke and horses.

Caleb reached the doors without looking back.

Annabeth followed.

Not because she trusted him.

Not yet.

She followed because he had knelt.

Because he had asked.

Because when everyone else had spoken about her as property, he had spoken to her as if she were human.

Outside, afternoon sun flooded the yard.

A plain wagon waited beside a chestnut gelding and a gray mare.

Caleb climbed onto the bench.

Annabeth stopped several feet away.

“What happens if I leave?”

“Then you leave.”

“You won’t stop me?”

“No.”

“Where would I go?”

Caleb looked toward the distant hills.

“That part I can’t answer.”

She hated that answer because it was honest.

He extended his hand.

Not to pull her.

Only to help her climb aboard.

Annabeth hesitated before placing her fingers in his palm.

His hand closed gently around hers.

Then released immediately once she was seated.

They rode out of town without speaking.

For the first mile, Annabeth expected him to change.

For the second, she expected some demand.

By the third, she wondered whether he was waiting until they reached an isolated place.

By the sixth, she could no longer ignore the fact that he had barely looked at her.

The prairie stretched wide beneath an enormous blue sky.

Annabeth finally asked, “Where are we going?”

“My ranch.”

Her stomach tightened.

“You said I don’t belong to you.”

“You don’t.”

“Then why take me there?”

“You need food.”

“I could work.”

“You don’t have to.”

“I won’t take charity.”

Caleb glanced at her.

“Good. Neither will I.”

That irritated her.

“What does that mean?”

“It means I have chickens that consider laying eggs a personal insult, a roof that leaks over the pantry, and enough dust inside my house to plant wheat.”

Against every reasonable instinct, Annabeth nearly smiled.

She stopped herself.

Caleb saw anyway.

He said nothing.

Hours later, they left the open prairie and climbed into pine-covered foothills.

The air cooled.

A narrow valley appeared between ridges.

At its center stood a modest ranch house with a barn, corral, smokehouse, and several fenced pastures.

Not wealthy.

Not poor.

Just cared for.

Caleb pulled the wagon to a stop.

Annabeth stared.

Something about the place felt strangely familiar, although she knew she had never seen it before.

Caleb climbed down.

He went to the front door, opened it, and disappeared inside.

Annabeth waited.

Her suspicion returned.

Then Caleb emerged carrying something wrapped in faded blue cloth.

He stopped several feet from the wagon.

For the first time since the barn, he looked uncertain.

Annabeth slowly descended.

“What is that?”

Caleb unwrapped the cloth.

Inside was a small wooden music box.

Annabeth stopped breathing.

A tiny white flower had been carved into the lid.

Her mother used to draw that flower everywhere.

On recipe cards.

Inside books.

On letters.

Annabeth took one step forward.

“No.”

Caleb’s eyes never left her face.

She whispered, “Where did you get that?”

Caleb swallowed.

“From Rebecca Hale.”

The world seemed to tilt beneath Annabeth’s feet.

“My mother died thirteen years ago.”

“I know.”

“You knew her?”

“Yes.”

Annabeth’s fingers began trembling.

Caleb held the music box toward her.

“She gave me this before she died.”

Annabeth backed away.

“You’re lying.”

“I wish I were.”

“She never talked about you.”

“I wouldn’t expect her to.”

“What does that mean?”

Caleb looked down at the box.

Then he said the sentence that changed everything.

“Your mother saved my life, Annabeth.”

She stared at him.

He lifted his eyes again.

“And before she died, she made me promise that if the day ever came when you had nobody left, I would find you.”

Annabeth’s face went pale.

Caleb looked toward the road they had traveled.

“I’ve been looking for you for seven years.”

And suddenly the three dollars in the barn no longer seemed like the beginning of their story.

They were only the moment two unfinished stories finally collided.

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