Freedom and Fresh Starts

Lena Chose the Hand Beside Her · Chapter 4 of 6

Chapter 4

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Silas did not waste time.

Within minutes, every lamp in the cabin was extinguished.

He moved ammunition near the windows.

Water buckets were positioned beside the doors.

Lena wrapped Rose tightly in a blanket.

“Cellar,” Silas said.

Lena shook her head.

“No.”

“Lena.”

“I can shoot.”

“You also have a newborn.”

“That doesn't make me useless.”

“It makes you responsible for someone who can't run.”

The words stopped her.

Silas crouched in front of her.

“I need to know Rose is safe.”

Lena's throat tightened.

“And you?”

“I'll be safer knowing you two are below.”

She hated it.

But she understood.

Silas opened the cellar hatch.

Lena descended with Rose.

Before Silas closed it, she caught his wrist.

“Don't be brave because you think no one would miss you.”

Silas froze.

Lena continued.

“Someone would.”

His expression changed.

Then he nodded.

The hatch closed.

Darkness surrounded Lena.

She sat among sacks of flour and dried meat with Rose pressed against her chest.

Minutes passed.

Then an hour.

Nothing.

The silence became unbearable.

Rose slept.

Lena whispered to her.

“You're going to grow up somewhere nobody gets to tell you your life is shameful.”

Above, a floorboard creaked.

Lena stopped breathing.

Then Silas's voice came faintly.

“Stay down.”

Horse hooves approached.

Several.

Lena counted six.

Then more.

Turner's voice rang across the yard.

“Creed!”

Silas answered from inside.

“Go home.”

Turner laughed.

“Home?”

Lena pressed her ear toward the ceiling.

Nathaniel spoke next.

“We're here for Lena.”

Silas replied, “No. Turner is here for me. You're just stupid enough to stand beside him.”

Nathaniel shouted something Lena couldn't hear.

Then came the unmistakable crash of a bottle breaking.

A second later, firelight flickered through cracks in the floor.

Lena's blood ran cold.

They had thrown burning oil.

Silas fired.

Men shouted.

Horses screamed.

Another bottle broke.

Smoke began seeping through the cellar ceiling.

Rose woke and cried.

“No, no, sweetheart.”

Lena wrapped her tighter.

Smoke thickened.

The cabin was burning.

Silas had expected attack.

He had not expected Turner to destroy the house immediately.

Lena heard boots pounding overhead.

Then the cellar door opened.

Silas appeared.

“Out.”

Smoke rolled behind him.

He lifted Rose from Lena.

“Back door.”

They moved through the kitchen.

Flames crawled along one wall.

Lena coughed.

Silas kicked open the rear door.

A shot cracked.

Wood exploded beside his shoulder.

Silas shoved Lena behind the stone well.

“Stay.”

He handed Rose back.

Then returned fire.

Lena peeked around the stones.

The barn was burning.

Three men moved near the trees.

Turner stood behind a fallen log.

Nathaniel was beside him.

Lena saw her father staring at the flames.

For the first time, he looked uncertain.

“You said we'd scare him!” Nathaniel shouted.

Turner laughed.

“You wanted your daughter back.”

“Not dead!”

“Then maybe you should've thought about that before bringing me.”

Nathaniel's face changed.

Lena understood.

Her father had believed he controlled this.

He did not.

Turner had used him.

A bullet struck the well.

Rose screamed.

Something inside Lena snapped.

She handed Rose to Silas when he crouched beside her.

“Take her.”

“What?”

“Take Rose.”

“Lena—”

She grabbed the rifle.

Before Silas could stop her, Lena stepped from behind the well.

“Nathaniel!”

Her father turned.

Turner did too.

Lena aimed.

“Get away from him.”

Nathaniel stared.

Turner laughed.

“She won't shoot.”

Lena pointed the rifle toward Turner's feet and fired.

Dirt exploded inches from his boot.

Turner jumped.

Lena worked the lever.

“Try me.”

His smile disappeared.

Nathaniel slowly moved away.

Turner cursed.

“You ungrateful little—”

Silas fired from behind the well.

Turner's hat flew off.

Silas's voice carried across the yard.

“Next one isn't the hat.”

Turner's men began retreating.

They had expected an isolated mountain man.

Not two armed defenders and a frightened Nathaniel ruining the plan.

Turner looked around.

“Cowards!”

No one moved forward.

He raised his pistol toward Silas.

Nathaniel grabbed his arm.

The shot went wild.

Turner struck Nathaniel hard across the face.

Lena gasped.

Silas moved.

Three shots cracked almost together.

Turner dropped his weapon.

He fell to one knee clutching his hand.

Silas had shot the pistol from his grip.

Silence followed.

Then Samuel Reeves rode into the clearing with Sheriff Dalton and four armed deputies behind him.

“Drop your weapons!”

Turner's remaining men surrendered immediately.

Turner stared at Samuel.

“You little rat.”

Samuel ignored him.

Sheriff Dalton dismounted.

His gaze traveled over the burning cabin.

“Looks like we got here barely in time.”

Silas looked at Samuel.

“You went for them?”

Samuel nodded.

“Figured warning you wasn't enough.”

The deputies arrested Turner and two others.

Several men had fled.

Nathaniel stood apart, blood running from his lip.

Lena approached him.

Silas stayed several feet behind her holding Rose.

Nathaniel stared at the burning cabin.

“I didn't know.”

Lena almost laughed.

“You never know.”

His eyes moved toward her.

“Lena—”

“You didn't know Andrew would abandon me. You didn't know the auction would become cruel. You didn't know Turner wanted revenge. You never know because you never care enough to ask.”

Nathaniel looked older suddenly.

“You're my daughter.”

“You keep saying that like it gives you rights.”

His shoulders sagged.

“What do you want from me?”

For years, Lena would have had a thousand answers.

Love.

Approval.

An apology.

One kind word.

Now she realized none of them could be demanded.

“Nothing.”

The answer frightened Nathaniel more than anger would have.

Lena returned to Silas.

Rose had stopped crying.

The cabin wall collapsed.

Flames climbed into the night.

Lena stared.

“My yellow blankets.”

Silas looked at her.

“We'll make more.”

“The garden.”

“We'll plant another.”

“The cradle.”

“I'll build one.”

She turned toward him.

“And the house?”

Silas watched it burn.

“We'll build that too.”

Lena's eyes filled.

Silas shifted Rose into one arm and took Lena's hand with the other.

She squeezed.

The fire destroyed half the cabin before morning.

But nobody died.

Turner was taken to the territorial jail.

Nathaniel returned to Gravel Hollow alone.

Silas and Lena stayed temporarily at Samuel's family farm.

For the first time, people in town began speaking differently about Lena.

Some apologized.

Most did not.

Mrs. Reeves brought baby clothes.

Mr. Bell brought lumber.

The blacksmith offered nails.

Even Sheriff Dalton donated two windows.

Silas protested.

Lena accepted everything.

“You hate charity?”

“I hate owing people.”

“Maybe this isn't charity.”

“What is it?”

“People trying to become better than they were.”

Silas considered that.

“Maybe.”

They rebuilt.

Each morning, Lena rode with Silas into the mountains.

Rose slept in a sling against her chest.

By autumn, the cabin stood again.

Larger.

Stronger.

Two bedrooms upstairs.

A wide kitchen.

A porch facing the valley.

One afternoon, Silas finished hanging the front door.

Lena tested the lock.

“Works.”

Silas smiled.

She looked at him.

“Why two bedrooms?”

His smile faded.

“For you and Rose.”

“And you?”

“Downstairs.”

Lena stared.

“You've been sleeping on a cot for months.”

“I'm used to it.”

“Well, I'm not.”

Silas raised an eyebrow.

Lena's courage vanished immediately.

She turned away.

“I mean, that's ridiculous.”

“Lena.”

She kept walking.

He caught her hand.

She stopped.

Silas looked terrified again.

The same way he had when Rose was born.

“I don't know what I'm allowed to want.”

Lena faced him.

“Neither do I.”

He swallowed.

“I want you to stay.”

She smiled faintly.

“I already am.”

“No.”

He stepped closer.

“I mean permanently.”

Her heart began pounding.

“As what?”

Silas looked toward the mountains.

Then back at her.

“As whatever you choose.”

Lena's eyes filled.

He was offering freedom even now.

Not obligation.

Not debt.

Choice.

She leaned forward and kissed him.

Silas froze.

Then kissed her back carefully, as though she might disappear.

When they separated, Lena whispered:

“I choose this.”

For one perfect moment, everything felt possible.

Then hoofbeats sounded on the road.

Lena turned.

A lone rider approached carrying a familiar leather satchel.

Her breath stopped.

She knew that satchel.

Andrew had carried it every day when he worked near Gravel Hollow.

The rider dismounted.

He removed his hat.

“Lena.”

Silas went completely still.

Andrew had returned.

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