Freedom and Fresh Starts

Wildflowers Where the Cabin Burned · Chapter 1 of 6

Chapter 1

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

The crack of bone reached Eleanor Whitfield’s ears before her own scream did.

One moment she was gripping the side of the supply wagon as it raced down Raven Pass, the wheels bouncing violently over frozen stones. The next, the world had become white sky, black trees, splintering wood, and the terrible sensation of falling.

The wagon struck the bottom of the ravine.

Wood exploded around her.

A wheel broke free and disappeared into the trees. One of the horses screamed once before falling silent. A shattered water barrel rolled across the wreckage and slammed against Eleanor’s body.

Then everything stopped.

For several seconds she heard nothing but the ringing inside her skull.

She tried to breathe.

Pain answered.

It tore through her right leg so violently that her vision went black around the edges.

When she forced herself to look down, she wished she had not.

Her leg was bent beneath the barrel at an angle no human leg should ever make.

“No…”

Her voice barely existed.

Then she remembered.

Silas Mercer.

She lifted her head toward the distant ridge.

“Silas!”

The name vanished into the Blackpine Mountains.

No answer came.

But Eleanor could still hear the fading rhythm of a horse galloping away.

Three days earlier, Silas had seemed like salvation.

Eleanor Whitfield was twenty-four years old, born and raised outside Boston, and had spent most of her life drawing things other people walked past without noticing: the veins of an autumn leaf, the delicate fibers inside a fern, the shape of a wildflower opening toward morning light.

Her talent had earned her a position with the Ashford Natural Society.

Her latest assignment had brought her farther west than anyone in her family had ever traveled.

The Society wanted illustrations of several rare alpine plants reported beyond Raven Pass, and Eleanor had volunteered.

She had wanted adventure.

She had wanted proof that she could build a life not defined by the expectations of respectable Boston society.

She had also carried the inheritance her late father had left her.

Nearly everything she owned was inside one leather strongbox.

Silas had learned that.

And then, on the steepest stretch of Raven Pass, Eleanor had seen him do something she would never forget.

He cut the wagon brake.

At first she could not understand what she was seeing.

Silas jumped from the driver’s bench while the wagon was still moving. He slashed the harness line, seized the strongbox, mounted the gray-and-white gelding he had tied behind them, and rode away.

Eleanor screamed his name.

He looked back once.

Not with fear.

Not with guilt.

With calculation.

Then the wagon had gone over the edge.

Now Silas had her money.

The mountain had everything else.

Eleanor pushed against the barrel.

Pain exploded through her body.

She collapsed against the snow.

Her gloves were torn. Blood darkened her sleeve. One side of her face felt swollen. Every breath burned.

The afternoon light began disappearing from the ravine.

That frightened her more than the injury.

Night in the Blackpine Mountains meant temperatures far below freezing.

She tried again to move the barrel.

Nothing.

She shouted.

No answer.

Another hour passed.

Frost crept over the broken wagon canvas.

Eleanor began shivering so violently that her teeth struck together.

Then she heard it.

A howl.

Long.

Low.

Close enough to make every hair on her arms rise.

Another wolf answered from farther down the valley.

Eleanor turned toward the dead horses.

Blood stained the snow around them.

The wolves would smell it.

Her pulse accelerated.

The cold might have killed her peacefully.

The wolves would not.

She pulled desperately at a broken board until her fingers closed around one jagged end. It was a ridiculous weapon, but she held it against her chest anyway.

Another howl came.

Closer.

“God…”

Her voice broke.

She had never considered herself particularly devout. Her mother had taken her to church every Sunday when she was young, but adulthood and science had complicated the certainty of childhood.

Yet beneath a wrecked wagon, with darkness coming and wolves somewhere among the trees, certainty suddenly mattered less than hope.

“I don’t ask You to save me.”

Her teeth shook.

A tear slipped down her cheek.

“Just don’t let them eat me alive.”

She closed her eyes.

“Send me an angel… or let the cold finish it first.”

Crunch.

Her eyes opened.

Something moved beyond the wreckage.

Crunch.

Eleanor tightened her grip on the broken board.

A shadow appeared between the pines.

For one horrifying second, she thought the wolves had arrived.

Then the shape stood upright.

A man.

A very large man.

He stepped into the remaining light.

He wore buckskin beneath an enormous bearskin coat. Snow covered his shoulders. A rifle rested in one gloved hand. His beard was dark and rough, his hair long enough to touch his collar.

But it was his eyes Eleanor noticed.

Pale blue.

Alert.

Dangerous.

He studied the destroyed wagon.

Then the horses.

Then the road above.

His gaze settled on the severed brake cable.

Something hardened in his face.

He understood.

Eleanor tried to speak.

“Please…”

The stranger turned.

He saw her.

The rifle dropped into the snow.

He crossed the ravine with astonishing speed.

“Don’t move.”

Eleanor almost laughed.

“I wasn’t planning to.”

He tore wreckage aside.

Only when he reached the barrel did his expression change.

“This will be difficult.”

“My leg…”

“I know.”

He positioned both arms around the barrel.

“Wait.”

He looked at her.

“I need you to breathe.”

“I don’t think breathing is the problem.”

For the faintest second, something almost like amusement appeared in his eyes.

Then he lifted.

The barrel rolled away.

Eleanor screamed.

Pain tore through her from ankle to hip.

The stranger caught her before her head struck the wreckage.

“Easy.”

She could hardly hear him.

“I’ve got you.”

He removed one glove and pressed his fingers against the side of her throat.

Then he examined her leg.

Eleanor watched his expression.

“Is it…”

“Broken.”

“I gathered that.”

“The bone hasn’t broken through the skin.”

“Is that good?”

“It’s why you’re still alive.”

Another howl echoed between the trees.

The stranger looked toward it.

“What’s your name?” Eleanor whispered.

“Elias Hart.”

He removed the huge bearskin coat and wrapped it around her.

She felt heat trapped inside it.

“Elias…”

“Yes?”

“If the wolves come…”

“They won’t.”

“You can’t know that.”

He looked at her.

Something about his expression made her believe him anyway.

He took a leather strap from his belt.

Eleanor stared.

“What are you doing?”

“Setting the leg.”

“Here?”

“If I carry you with the bones like this, you may lose it.”

Fear replaced the cold.

“You know how?”

“I know enough.”

He folded the strap and held it out.

“Bite.”

Eleanor understood.

“No.”

“Miss—”

“Whitfield.”

“Miss Whitfield, this is going to hurt.”

“It already hurts.”

His jaw tightened.

“Not like this.”

She took the strap.

Elias placed one hand above the break and the other around her ankle.

Their eyes met.

“Ready?”

“No.”

He pulled anyway.

The world exploded.

Then disappeared.

When Eleanor next opened her eyes, she saw firelight.

For several seconds she believed she had died.

A log ceiling hung above her.

Wool blankets covered her body.

Her injured leg rested between cedar splints.

Snow hammered shutters somewhere nearby.

A pot simmered over a stone fireplace.

“You’re awake.”

Eleanor turned.

Elias Hart sat in a wooden chair beside the fire.

Without the bearskin coat, he looked even larger.

He rose and brought her a steaming cup.

“How long?”

“Two days.”

“Two days?”

“You had a fever.”

He slipped an arm behind her shoulders and lifted her gently.

The same hands strong enough to move a barrel handled her as though she were made of thin glass.

“Drink.”

She sniffed the liquid.

“What is it?”

“Willow bark.”

“It smells terrible.”

“It tastes worse.”

She drank.

He had not lied.

Eleanor grimaced.

Elias almost smiled.

“You saved me.”

“You’re not saved yet.”

She looked toward her leg.

“Will I walk?”

“If you do exactly what I tell you.”

“You sound pleased about that.”

“I spend most of my life alone. I’m enjoying finally having someone I can order around.”

A quiet laugh escaped her before she could stop it.

Then Elias’s expression changed.

He placed the cup down.

“Who cut your brake?”

Eleanor stared.

“How did you know?”

“Wagons fail. Wood breaks. Metal snaps.”

He leaned forward.

“That cable was cut clean.”

Eleanor swallowed.

“Silas Mercer.”

Elias froze.

The reaction was so immediate that she wondered whether she had imagined it.

“What did you say?”

“Silas Mercer.”

He stood.

“Scar through his left eyebrow?”

Her heartbeat quickened.

“Yes.”

“Gray-and-white gelding?”

“Yes.”

Elias turned toward the window.

His hands slowly curled into fists.

“Elias?”

Nothing.

“How do you know him?”

The fire cracked.

Finally he answered.

“Because three years ago Silas Mercer murdered my brother.”

Eleanor forgot her own pain.

Elias remained facing the window as he spoke.

His younger brother Nathan had been twenty.

Optimistic.

Restless.

Always certain the next valley held something worth seeing.

The brothers had spent a winter trapping north of Blackpine when they discovered a stranger nearly frozen beside an abandoned camp.

Silas Mercer.

They fed him.

Gave him blankets.

Shared their fire.

Elias left before sunrise to check traps.

When he returned, the horses were gone.

So were their pelts, supplies, and money.

Nathan remained.

Face down in the snow.

Shot through the back.

Elias tracked Silas for six months.

Spring rains eventually erased the trail.

“So you stayed here?” Eleanor asked.

“Yes.”

“Waiting?”

“Yes.”

Eleanor studied him.

The frightening mountain man who had appeared from the darkness was suddenly something else.

A brother who had never stopped searching.

“He took everything I had,” Eleanor whispered.

Elias looked at her.

“He thought he killed me.”

His eyes sharpened.

“He made that mistake before.”

For a moment, silence filled the cabin.

Then Eleanor pushed herself upright.

“When my leg heals, I’m coming with you.”

“No.”

“He tried to murder me.”

“You can barely sit.”

“Then I’ll learn to stand.”

“No.”

“I can identify him.”

“I don’t need identification.”

“You need a witness.”

Elias’s expression hardened.

“This isn’t Boston.”

“Then perhaps Blackpine could use a little Boston stubbornness.”

That earned the smallest smile.

“Heal first.”

Winter trapped them together.

Days became weeks.

Elias changed her bandages and checked the swelling each morning. Eleanor learned the sounds of the cabin—the wind in the chimney, the groan of timber under snow, the soft click of Nathan Hart’s pocket watch whenever Elias opened it beside the fire.

She discovered books beneath Elias’s bed.

Shakespeare.

Medical guides.

A collection of poetry.

“You read poetry?” she asked one evening.

“I also know how to skin a bear. People can have two talents.”

Eleanor laughed.

She began drawing again.

At first her hands shook too badly.

Then they steadied.

She sketched pinecones, dried herbs, and eventually Elias while he was repairing a trap.

He caught her.

“Burn that.”

“Absolutely not.”

“I look angry.”

“You usually look angry.”

“I’m not.”

“You are now.”

Another reluctant smile.

Something grew between them.

Not quickly.

Not dramatically.

In the quiet way trust often grows between two people who have learned not to expect kindness.

By early spring Eleanor could cross the cabin using a crutch.

One afternoon she tried without it.

Her leg buckled.

Elias caught her around the waist.

Her palms landed against his chest.

Neither moved.

His face was inches away.

Eleanor felt his breathing change.

His eyes dropped toward her lips.

Then—

BANG.

Three violent knocks hit the door.

Elias immediately moved Eleanor behind him and drew his revolver.

Another knock.

Then a voice.

“Hart!”

Elias went still.

“I know where Silas Mercer is!”

He opened the door.

A trapper collapsed inside.

Blood covered his coat.

Elias caught him.

The wounded man seized his shirt.

“Mercer knows the woman survived.”

Eleanor’s blood turned cold.

“He knows?”

The trapper looked toward her.

“He’s coming.”

His breathing rattled.

“And he isn’t coming alone.”

Outside, beyond the trees, came another sound.

Not wolves.

Horses.

Many of them.

Elias extinguished the nearest lamp.

Then he looked at Eleanor.

“Get your coat.”

The horses were getting closer.

And for the first time since the wagon crash, Eleanor realized Silas Mercer had not merely returned for the money.

He had returned to finish what he started.

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