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Warmth at the Silver Plume Depot · Chapter 1 of 6

Chapter 1

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Snow lashed the frosted windows of the Silver Plume depot hard enough to make the glass tremble in its frame.

Jonas Hargrave stood beneath the narrow overhang with his shoulders hunched against the wind, staring at the iron tracks disappearing into a white blur.

He had been waiting nearly an hour.

He hated waiting.

At thirty-five, Jonas had learned that patience was useful when stalking elk, setting traps, or surviving a storm. Waiting for a stranger he had agreed to marry felt entirely different.

It felt foolish.

He flexed his gloved hands and reminded himself why he was there.

He did not want romance.

He did not want companionship.

He did not need soft words, pretty dresses, or a woman asking him about his feelings while snow piled against the cabin door.

He needed help.

That was all.

His homestead sat high in the Colorado Rockies, nearly nine thousand feet above sea level, where the winters could kill a careless man before sunrise. He cut timber, repaired his own roof, ran trap lines, hauled water, salted meat, and sometimes spent three days away from the cabin checking snares along frozen ridges.

The work had become too much for one person.

Especially after the previous winter, when he had come home from a trapping run with frostbite in two fingers and found half his food stores ruined because a pine had torn open part of the roof.

So

He had written to a matrimonial agency in St. Louis.

His letter had been painfully direct.

He wanted a practical woman.

A strong woman.

Someone familiar with hard work.

Someone who understood that his mountain was not a place for delicate dreams.

In return, he promised food, shelter, legal marriage, and protection.

Nothing more.

Rebecca Hale had answered.

Her letters were brief, sensible, and free of nonsense.

She claimed to be a widow.

She said she had managed a household.

She claimed she understood hardship.

Jonas believed she would arrive in wool, boots, and a coat sturdy enough to stop mountain wind.

Then the locomotive screamed around the bend.

Steam exploded across the platform.

Jonas straightened.

Passengers began climbing down.

A miner with soot in his beard.

An elderly couple clutching three carpetbags.

Two men in city coats already regretting their decision to come west.

Then Rebecca Hale stepped from the train.

Jonas stared.

She wore a dark blue velvet traveling suit.

Velvet.

In Colorado.

In winter.

The fitted jacket was finely made, though the cuffs were worn. The long skirt was crusted with mud from travel. One battered leather case hung from her right hand.

She was pale and slender.

Her brown hair had been pinned neatly at the back of her head, though several damp strands clung to her cheeks.

And she was beautiful.

Not pretty.

Beautiful.

The kind of beauty that belonged under chandeliers and in portraits, not in a cabin where wolves sometimes circled the woodpile.

She was also shaking so badly that Jonas could see the tremor from twenty feet away.

His disappointment arrived instantly.

And behind disappointment came anger.

He strode toward her.

“You. Rebecca Hale?”

She looked up quickly.

Her eyes were a deep hazel, almost green in the winter light.

“I am. You must be Mr. Hargrave.”

“You lied in your letters.”

Her lips parted.

Jonas continued before she could respond.

“You ain’t no sturdy widow. You look like you’ve never split a log or gutted a fish in your life.”

Color rose into her cold cheeks.

Jonas nodded toward town.

“The next train east leaves tomorrow morning. I’ll pay for your room tonight. You’ll be on it.”

For one second, Rebecca stopped shivering.

Her back straightened.

Her fingers tightened around the leather case.

“I am not going back.”

Jonas narrowed his eyes.

“You don’t understand what’s waiting up there.”

“I understand we had an agreement.”

“An agreement made under false pretenses.”

Her expression changed.

Fear flickered across her face.

Only for an instant.

Then it disappeared beneath something harder.

“Reverend Josiah Abbott is expecting us at the parish house in twenty minutes.”

Jonas stared.

Rebecca lifted her chin.

“Unless your word means nothing.”

That landed where she intended it to.

Jonas had very little pride in fancy matters.

But his word?

That mattered.

“You’ll die up there, city girl.”

“The mountain doesn’t care about stubbornness.”

Rebecca met his gaze.

“I have survived worse than cold.”

Jonas studied her.

There was a tremor in her voice now, but it had nothing to do with the weather.

Something in those words bothered him.

He had seen fear before.

The forest taught a man what fear looked like.

A wounded elk had fear.

A horse smelling a cougar had fear.

A miner trapped beneath timber had fear.

Rebecca Hale had fear too.

Not of him.

Not of the mountain.

Of going back.

“Take me to your mountain, Jonas,” she said quietly. “I will not be a burden to you. I swear it.”

He should have refused.

Instead, he took her case.

It was heavier than it looked.

They walked through snow to Reverend Abbott’s church.

The ceremony lasted less than ten minutes.

There were no flowers.

No guests.

No ring.

Only the reverend, his wife, Jonas, Rebecca, and a marriage certificate spread across a plain wooden table.

Wind rattled the stained-glass windows.

Rebecca signed first.

Jonas watched the pen pause briefly in her fingers before she wrote her new name.

Rebecca Hargrave.

Then Jonas signed.

Reverend Abbott looked from one to the other.

“Marriage can begin as many things,” he said. “Duty. Necessity. Friendship. Sometimes even desperation.”

Rebecca lowered her eyes.

Jonas noticed.

The reverend continued.

“But what it becomes is determined by what two people choose every morning after.”

Jonas almost smiled at the man’s unnecessary optimism.

Instead, he put on his hat.

Outside, the snow had worsened.

The ride to his cabin took nearly four hours.

Jonas rode his gelding, Flint, and led the pack mule.

Rebecca rode a gentle mare named Bess.

The trail wound through pine forest and climbed steadily toward darker mountains.

At first, Rebecca sat properly in the saddle.

Too properly.

Jonas had seen eastern ladies ride before.

She had training, but no experience with mountain terrain.

By the second hour, the altitude began affecting her.

Her shoulders sagged.

Her face went white.

Twice, Bess stumbled.

Twice, Rebecca clutched the saddle horn.

Jonas kept waiting for her to ask to stop.

She never did.

When they reached the narrowest part of the trail, Jonas dismounted.

“To your right is a drop of three hundred feet.”

Rebecca looked down.

“That was unnecessary information.”

For the first time all day, Jonas almost laughed.

“Keep Bess close to the rock.”

She did.

By dusk, they reached the cabin.

It stood beneath massive pines, smoke curling from a chimney.

Jonas had built most of it himself.

The logs were thick.

The roof steep enough to shed heavy snow.

A small barn stood fifty yards away.

To him, it was security.

To Rebecca, it must have looked like the end of the earth.

Inside, the cabin was brutally simple.

A cast-iron stove.

Rough table.

Two chairs.

Shelves.

A wash basin.

Rifles mounted above the mantle.

One large bed piled with wolf pelts.

Rebecca looked at the bed.

Then at Jonas.

“I’ll sleep on the floor,” he said.

Her eyebrows lifted.

“You will?”

“You expected otherwise?”

“I didn’t know what to expect.”

That bothered him.

Jonas removed his heavy coat.

“Flour and salt pork are in the larder. Coffee’s in the tin. Water freezes outside, so I keep a bucket near the stove. I’ll show you the well tomorrow.”

Rebecca rubbed her hands together.

Jonas added, “Assuming you don’t freeze to death tonight.”

She looked at him.

“You do know how to welcome a bride.”

“I told you this wasn’t a romance.”

Rebecca turned away.

For a moment, something in her expression changed.

Pain.

Then it vanished.

“I will make supper.”

“You don’t have to.”

“I said I would work.”

She walked to the stove.

Jonas watched her open the iron door.

She stared into the ashes.

Then she looked at the split wood.

Then the kindling.

Jonas waited.

Rebecca knelt.

She arranged everything incorrectly.

Jonas leaned against the table.

“You ever lit one of those before?”

“Yes.”

She struck a match.

The flame died.

She tried again.

Smoke rolled into her face.

Rebecca coughed.

Jonas folded his arms.

She shot him a furious look.

“Do not say anything.”

“I wasn’t going to.”

“You were thinking loudly.”

This time, he did laugh.

It surprised both of them.

Rebecca stared.

Jonas stopped immediately.

He stepped forward.

“Move.”

She moved aside.

He rearranged the wood.

Within two minutes, flames caught.

Rebecca watched carefully.

Jonas closed the stove door.

“There. Next time, leave space underneath for air.”

She nodded.

“I’ll remember.”

Jonas turned away.

Behind him, she said, “Thank you.”

He grunted.

Dinner was terrible.

Rebecca burned the salt pork.

The biscuits were hard enough to stop a bullet.

The coffee was somehow both weak and bitter.

Jonas ate everything.

She watched him.

“You don’t have to pretend.”

“I ain’t pretending.”

“You nearly broke a tooth.”

“I’ve eaten worse.”

“Where?”

“Mining camp in Leadville.”

She considered that.

“I don’t know whether to be relieved or insulted.”

That night, Jonas spread blankets near the stove.

Rebecca changed behind a hanging quilt he rigged across the cabin.

Neither spoke.

When she climbed into the bed, Jonas turned his back.

Minutes passed.

The wind howled.

Then Rebecca whispered, “Jonas?”

“What?”

“Do bears come near the cabin?”

“Sometimes.”

Silence.

“Wolves?”

“Sometimes.”

Another pause.

“Mountain lions?”

“Sometimes.”

Rebecca sighed.

“Anything pleasant live here?”

Jonas stared at the stove.

“Deer.”

“Good.”

“They kick.”

Rebecca groaned into the pillow.

Jonas smiled in the darkness.

He did not know it then.

But that was the first crack in the wall he had spent twelve years building around himself.

Morning arrived blue and bitter.

Rebecca was already awake.

Jonas found her standing near the table wearing one of his wool shirts over her nightdress.

Her hair fell loose past her shoulders.

She looked very different from the stiff woman at the depot.

Younger.

More vulnerable.

She held a folded letter.

When she noticed Jonas awake, she shoved it quickly into her leather case.

He pretended not to notice.

He dressed.

“Today you learn the well, chicken coop, woodpile, smokehouse, and barn.”

Rebecca nodded.

“And how to use an ax.”

She hesitated.

Jonas saw it.

“You ever used one?”

“Of course.”

“You’re a bad liar.”

Her jaw tightened.

He carried an ax outside.

Rebecca followed.

He showed her how to stand.

How to grip.

How to let the weight of the tool do the work.

Her first swing bounced uselessly.

Her second struck sideways.

On her third, she nearly hit her boot.

Jonas caught the handle.

“That’s enough.”

Rebecca yanked it back.

“No.”

“You’re going to take off your foot.”

“Then teach me.”

“It takes time.”

“I have time.”

He looked at her.

Rebecca swung again.

And again.

By the twentieth attempt, she split a small piece of pine.

Her face lit with triumph.

Jonas felt something strange in his chest.

Then he remembered the way she had hidden the letter.

And the way she had said she could never go back.

“You lied to me,” he said.

Her smile disappeared.

“About what?”

“Everything, near as I can tell.”

Rebecca set down the ax.

“I told you my name.”

“That all?”

She looked toward the mountains.

Snowflakes caught in her hair.

Then she whispered, “For now.”

Jonas stepped closer.

“That won’t do.”

“I know.”

“Who are you running from?”

Rebecca’s face drained of color.

He had guessed correctly.

She turned quickly toward the cabin.

Jonas caught her wrist.

Rebecca froze.

Not merely startled.

Frozen.

Her breathing stopped.

Jonas released her immediately.

Her eyes were wide.

He had seen that reaction before.

A woman in Silver Plume once flinched the same way when her drunken husband raised his hand.

Jonas’s voice changed.

“Who hurt you?”

Rebecca looked away.

“No one you need to worry about.”

“Rebecca.”

She walked into the cabin.

Jonas did not follow.

For the first time since seeing her step from the train, he understood something.

His new wife was not weak.

She was wounded.

And whatever had chased her across hundreds of miles had frightened her more than the Rockies ever could.

That night, long after Rebecca went to sleep, Jonas found tracks near the lower trail.

Horse tracks.

Fresh.

Someone had ridden close enough to see smoke from his chimney.

Someone had stopped.

And then turned back toward town.

Jonas crouched in the snow.

The cold suddenly felt different.

He looked toward the cabin where his bride slept.

Then he saw something beside the tracks.

A cigarette stub.

Store-bought.

The kind men smoked in eastern cities.

Jonas picked it up.

His expression hardened.

Rebecca had not simply come west.

Someone had followed her.

And Jonas Hargrave had spent enough years in the mountains to know one thing.

Predators did not climb this high unless they believed their prey had nowhere left to run. he had done something he once swore he would never do.

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