Freedom and Fresh Starts

Two Dollars and No Debt · Chapter 1 of 6

Chapter 1

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Elias Carr had survived things that should have killed him.

A war had taken three years of his life, shattered his left hip, and left him with memories that appeared whenever the nights grew too quiet.

He had survived fever in a field hospital.

He had survived a winter march with boots split at the soles.

He had survived watching men he had known since boyhood disappear beneath smoke and gunfire.

Ten years later, the only thing Elias had not figured out was how to live among people again.

That was why he stayed in the mountains.

His cabin sat nearly twelve miles outside Dry Creek, tucked into a canyon where pine trees bent beneath heavy snow and the wind sometimes screamed through the rocks like something alive.

The place was lonely.

Elias liked it that way.

Silence did not ask him why he woke before dawn with his hand wrapped around a pistol.

Silence did not stare when his damaged hip made him limp after a long day.

Silence did not tell him he should marry, settle down, attend church socials, or become the cheerful man everyone remembered before the war.

He trapped, hunted, cut timber, repaired harnesses, and came into Dry Creek only when supplies ran low.

On the afternoon he met Dileia, he had exactly two silver dollars left in his pocket.

He intended to spend one on cartridges and save the other.

Instead, before sunset, both would belong to a saloon keeper.

The Golden Spur was louder than usual when Elias stepped inside.

Men crowded around tables playing cards. Someone hammered an uneven tune on an old piano. The smell of whiskey, cigar smoke, sweat, and wet wool hung beneath the rafters.

Elias hated crowded rooms.

He had come only because the general store had run out of rye, and he wanted a bottle before winter sealed the northern trail.

He kept his collar raised and his head down.

Then he heard the slap.

The sound cut through the room.

Even the piano missed a beat.

Elias turned.

A young woman stumbled against the wall near the far end of the bar.

She looked no older than twenty-five.

Bare feet against filthy floorboards.

Dark hair tangled across her face.

A faded pink dress hanging from shoulders too thin for the coming winter.

A bruise darkened one cheek.

Another marked her wrist.

The man holding her was Abel Mercer, owner of the Golden Spur.

Elias knew Abel.

Everyone did.

Abel made money by selling whiskey to desperate men, rooms to travelers, and promises to women who usually discovered too late that his generosity always came with a price.

His fist was tangled in the young woman's hair.

“Room three,” Abel growled.

The woman shook her head.

Barely.

“I cleaned it.”

“I didn't ask you to clean it.”

Abel jerked her closer.

“A customer is waiting.”

Her face went white.

Elias felt something cold move through him.

The woman whispered, “Please.”

Abel leaned toward her.

“You cost me money every time you decide to grow a conscience.”

She closed her eyes.

There was no anger in her expression.

That was the part Elias noticed.

No defiance.

No expectation that anyone would intervene.

Only resignation.

Abel tightened his grip.

“You go upstairs, or you sleep outside tonight.”

The woman's mouth trembled.

“Don't make it worse.”

Four quiet words.

Elias stopped breathing.

Suddenly he was twenty-seven again.

Smoke everywhere.

A farmhouse burning.

A wounded boy whispering the same thing as soldiers dragged him away.

Don't make it worse.

Elias had spent ten years convincing himself that other people's suffering was no longer his responsibility.

He had learned what happened to men who tried to save everybody.

Eventually there was nobody left to save them.

He turned toward the door.

Took one step.

Then stopped.

Behind him, Abel said, “You belong to whoever pays your debt.”

Elias slowly closed his eyes.

His hand moved into his coat pocket.

Two silver dollars.

The last coins he owned until spring pelts could be sold.

He returned to the bar.

“Abel.”

The saloon owner looked over.

“What?”

Elias placed the coins on the wood.

Abel stared at them.

Then at Elias.

“What is that?”

“Let her go.”

Someone at a nearby table laughed nervously.

Abel's eyebrows lifted.

“Two dollars?”

“That's what I'm offering.”

“For her?”

Elias's jaw tightened.

“For whatever debt you claim she owes tonight.”

Abel looked at the woman.

Then laughed.

“You want her, Carr?”

“I want you to take your hand out of her hair.”

“That wasn't my question.”

Elias knew what kind of man Abel was.

Men like him understood ownership better than mercy.

So Elias said the words that tasted like poison.

“She's mine now.”

The saloon went silent.

The woman's eyes opened.

For the first time, she looked directly at Elias.

The expression on her face nearly made him regret speaking.

Not hope.

Terror.

Abel released her.

“Your funeral.”

He scooped up the coins.

Then shoved the woman forward.

She stumbled.

Elias instinctively lifted a hand to steady her.

She recoiled so violently that her back hit the bar.

He immediately lowered his hand.

“Easy.”

Her eyes searched his.

“You paid him.”

“Yes.”

“What do you want?”

“Nothing.”

She almost laughed.

It was a small, hollow sound.

“Men don't pay money for nothing.”

Elias looked at Abel.

“Get her coat.”

“She doesn't have one.”

Elias stared at him.

Abel shrugged.

Elias removed his own wool scarf and handed it toward her.

She did not take it.

So he placed it on the edge of the bar and walked toward the door.

After several seconds, he heard bare feet behind him.

Outside, the November air cut like a blade.

Dileia stopped on the boardwalk.

Elias finally knew her name because Abel shouted after them.

“Dileia!”

She flinched.

Abel stood in the doorway.

“You run from him, don't come crawling back.”

Elias turned.

“She won't.”

Abel grinned.

“They always do.”

Elias mounted his horse.

Dileia remained below him, arms crossed over herself.

She had taken the scarf.

That was something.

“Where are you taking me?” she asked.

“My cabin.”

Her expression tightened.

Elias understood immediately what she thought.

“You can stay in Dry Creek if you prefer.”

She glanced toward the saloon.

Several men watched through the windows.

“No.”

“There is a widow named Mrs. Callahan near the church. She might take you in.”

“Abel knows her.”

“You think he'd come after you?”

Dileia did not answer.

Elias held down one hand.

“We leave now, we make the canyon before dark.”

She stared at his palm.

“You expect me to ride with you?”

“Yes.”

“And when we get there?”

“You eat.”

Her eyes narrowed.

“And after that?”

“Sleep.”

“And after that?”

“Whatever you decide.”

She looked almost angry.

“You think saying it softly makes it true?”

Elias lowered his hand.

“No.”

That answer surprised her.

He continued.

“You don't know me. You shouldn't trust me.”

“Then why should I go?”

“You shouldn't, unless you believe staying is worse.”

Dileia looked back at the Golden Spur.

That decided it.

She reached for his hand.

The moment Elias pulled her onto the saddle behind him, her entire body went rigid.

He noticed.

He shifted forward, creating as much distance as possible.

“Hold the saddle.”

She gripped the leather instead of him.

They left Dry Creek without another word.

The mountains swallowed the town within an hour.

Snow appeared along the trail as the elevation rose.

Elias rode slowly because his horse carried two people and because Dileia had no proper shoes.

He gave her his gloves.

She accepted those without argument.

Darkness gathered beneath the pines.

At one point Elias noticed her looking repeatedly behind them.

“You expecting someone?”

“No.”

The answer came too quickly.

Elias glanced back.

Dileia's face had changed.

Fear again.

Not fear of him.

Fear of something behind them.

He searched the ridge.

Nothing.

“You sure?”

“Yes.”

They continued.

Almost two hours later they reached the cabin.

It was small but solid, with a stone chimney and enough stacked wood to survive winter.

Elias dismounted carefully.

His bad leg almost buckled.

Dileia noticed.

“You're hurt.”

“Old injury.”

“War?”

He looked at her.

She lowered her eyes.

“Sorry.”

“You don't have to apologize for asking.”

Inside, Elias lit two lamps.

Dileia remained near the door.

He showed her the kitchen table.

The fireplace.

The wash basin.

Then a small second bedroom that had not been used since Elias built the cabin.

The room contained a narrow bed, a chest, a window, and a wooden door.

“This is yours.”

Dileia stared.

“Mine?”

“While you're here.”

She touched the door.

“There is a lock.”

“Yes.”

“From the inside.”

“Yes.”

She looked at him again.

Elias pointed toward the kitchen.

“I'll sleep in the main room.”

She studied him with deep suspicion.

“Why?”

“Because there are two rooms and one of them is yours.”

“That isn't what I meant.”

Elias sighed.

“I know.”

He warmed beans and venison.

Dileia ate slowly at first.

Then hunger defeated caution.

She finished two bowls.

Elias pretended not to notice how quickly.

Afterward he found an old shirt, wool trousers, thick socks, and a pair of boots belonging to a trapper who had died years earlier.

“They're too big,” he said, “but better than nothing.”

Dileia stared at the clothing.

“What do you want in return?”

Elias leaned against the table.

“Nothing.”

Her eyes hardened.

“There it is again.”

“What?”

“That word.”

“Nothing?”

“Men always say nothing before the price changes.”

Elias looked at her for a long moment.

Then he picked up his rifle.

Dileia froze.

He walked past her, placed it against the far wall, and stepped away.

“My pistol stays in my holster because wolves have been coming close to the cabin.”

She said nothing.

“If you want the rifle in your room tonight, take it.”

Her eyes widened.

“You'd give me a loaded weapon?”

“If it'll help you sleep.”

She stared at him.

Perhaps for the first time, she had no answer.

That night Elias lay on a blanket near the fireplace.

He heard the bedroom door close.

Then the lock turn.

Minutes later came a scraping sound.

Something heavy being dragged.

A chest, probably.

Dileia was barricading the door.

Elias stared at the ceiling.

He understood.

And he did not move.

An hour passed.

Then another.

Finally he heard a sound from behind the door.

Not crying exactly.

More like someone trying desperately not to cry.

Elias closed his eyes.

He wanted to knock.

He wanted to tell her nobody would hurt her.

But promises from strangers meant nothing.

So he stayed where he was.

Near midnight, outside beneath the rising wind, something moved among the trees.

A horse.

Far away.

Then another.

Elias sat up.

His hand closed around the pistol.

He crossed silently to the window.

The moon revealed only snow and dark pine trunks.

No rider.

No movement.

Behind him, the bedroom door opened barely an inch.

Dileia stood in darkness.

“What is it?”

Elias looked toward her.

“Thought I heard something.”

She went pale.

“A horse?”

He paused.

“Yes.”

Her fingers tightened around the door.

“Dileia.”

She stared at him.

“Who would be looking for you?”

“No one.”

Another lie.

This time both of them knew it.

Then from somewhere deep in the canyon, a horse whinnied.

Dileia whispered one word.

“Silas.”

And immediately slammed the bedroom door.

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