Freedom and Fresh Starts

The Woman Carrying Clean Linen · Chapter 1 of 6

Chapter 1

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Six doctors had already decided Elias Thorne was dying.

By sunrise, five of them had packed their instruments, closed their leather cases, and begun making arrangements for the long journey home. The sixth, Dr. Nathaniel Sterling, stood beside the enormous walnut bed in the upstairs master bedroom of Blackwood Ranch and quietly told the family that it was time to prepare for the end.

Then Grace Miller walked into the room carrying fresh linens.

Grace was the laundress.

She was also the woman almost no one in that house ever thought to listen to.

At thirty-eight, Grace had long ago learned how quickly people could decide what a woman was worth by looking at her body, her clothes, or the kind of work she did. She was broad-shouldered and full-figured, with strong arms earned from lifting wet sheets, hauling wash water, and scrubbing clothes through Wyoming winters that could split fence posts with cold.

That morning she wore a faded yellow calico dress beneath a plain white apron. Steam from the laundry room had curled dark strands of hair loose around her face.

She expected to change the sheets.

Instead, she saw the coffee.

The porcelain cup sat on the bedside table, half empty.

Grace reached for it automatically.

Then she stopped.

Something pale floated against the dark surface.

She lifted the cup toward the window.

A greasy film clung to the blue-and-white porcelain, gathering along the edge in a ring that shouldn't have been there.

Behind her, Dr. Sterling frowned.

"What are you doing?"

Grace didn't answer immediately.

She tilted the cup.

The film moved slowly.

Not cream.

Not coffee oil.

Something else.

Grace had worked in the Blackwood kitchen often enough to know exactly how Elias Thorne took his coffee.

Black.

Strong.

Nothing added.

"This doesn't belong here," she said.

Sterling exhaled impatiently. "It's coffee, Miss Miller."

"I know."

"I assure you, coffee occasionally leaves residue."

Grace turned.

"And I assure you this pot doesn't."

Julian Thorne stood near the foot of his uncle's bed.

At thirty-one, Julian was handsome in the sharp, polished way fashionable women in Cheyenne seemed to admire. He dressed better than most ranch owners despite having never built anything himself. His brown hair was carefully parted. His dark suit had come from Denver. A burgundy cravat rested neatly against his collar.

His face had been arranged into grief all morning.

But when Grace held up that cup, the grief vanished for one heartbeat.

His jaw tightened.

His fingers locked around the back of a chair.

Grace noticed.

"Put that down," Julian said.

His tone carried more authority than a nephew should have possessed in a house that did not belong to him.

Grace looked at him.

"Who made this coffee?"

Julian hesitated.

"I did."

"Why?"

"My uncle likes it strong."

Grace glanced toward Elias.

Three months ago, the richest rancher in Sweetwater County had still ridden horseback most mornings.

He had been sixty-one, weathered but powerful, a man who could spend twelve hours inspecting cattle and still walk into supper with enough energy to argue about railroad prices.

Now he looked twenty years older.

His face was hollow.

His cheeks had sunk beneath his gray beard.

His hands trembled even in sleep.

The white nightshirt hanging from his shoulders looked as though it belonged to someone else.

Three months of stomach pain.

Three months of weakness.

Three months of confusion, trembling, nausea, and sudden attacks that seemed worst after breakfast.

Six doctors had examined him.

None could explain why he was dying.

Grace could not explain it either.

But she knew one thing.

"He isn't drinking another cup," she said.

Julian stared at her.

"You don't decide what my uncle drinks."

"Then fetch the sheriff."

Silence.

Even Dr. Sterling looked startled.

Julian's face paled.

Grace heard the wind rattle the bedroom windows.

Outside, spring had begun breaking the grip of winter. Snow still covered the distant Wyoming mountains, but the valley around Blackwood Ranch had turned to red mud.

The terrible winter of 1886 into 1887 remained in everyone's memory.

Thousands of cattle had frozen or starved.

Ranchers had lost fortunes.

Families had packed wagons and disappeared east.

Blackwood had survived largely because Elias Thorne had prepared better than most.

He had bought feed early.

Moved cattle into protected valleys.

Refused to gamble everything on endless open range.

That judgment had turned him from a wealthy rancher into one of the most powerful men in the territory.

Now he lay helpless in his own bed.

Grace crossed to him.

"Grace," Elias whispered.

It was barely sound at all.

She bent closer.

"I'm here, Mr. Thorne."

His eyelids fluttered but did not open.

Grace touched two fingers to his wrist.

Weak pulse.

Still there.

She remembered another morning three years earlier.

She had arrived at Blackwood with one carpetbag, worn boots, and fourteen dollars hidden inside her dress. The housekeeper at the time had looked Grace up and down before asking whether she truly expected to work in "a respectable house looking like that."

Grace had been preparing to leave when Elias came through the hall.

"What's happening?"

The housekeeper explained.

Elias looked at Grace.

Not at her waist.

Not at her patched dress.

At her face.

"Can you work?"

"Yes, sir."

"Good."

That had been all.

No smirk.

No pity.

No joke.

"That's what matters here."

Grace had never forgotten it.

Now everyone else seemed prepared to let him die because important doctors could not find an explanation.

She wouldn't.

"Dr. Sterling," Grace said, "does he always get worse in the morning?"

Sterling rubbed his tired eyes.

"His symptoms fluctuate."

"That's not what I asked."

Julian snapped, "Enough."

Grace ignored him.

Sterling reluctantly answered.

"Yes. Usually."

"And by evening?"

"He occasionally improves."

Grace's gaze returned to the cup.

"What medicine does he receive in the morning?"

Sterling listed several powders.

"Who gives them?"

"Generally his nephew."

Grace slowly looked at Julian.

Julian smiled without warmth.

"You've decided I'm poisoning him because you saw something floating in coffee?"

"I haven't decided anything."

"Then stop behaving like you have."

"I'm behaving like a woman who doesn't want a dying man to drink from a suspicious cup."

Julian stepped closer.

"You wash sheets."

Grace met his eyes.

"Yes."

"You scrub undergarments and boil towels."

"Also true."

"You have no education."

"Enough to notice you're frightened of that cup."

The room went still.

Julian's face changed.

For the first time, there was no grief left.

Only anger.

Dr. Sterling stepped between them.

"That will be enough from both of you."

Grace looked at him.

"Doctor, keep the cup."

Sterling frowned.

"For what purpose?"

"Have someone examine what's in it."

"And who exactly do you suggest? We are not in Chicago."

"There's an apothecary in Rock Springs."

Sterling's expression shifted.

Grace knew the name of the man there: Samuel Beckett, a former army medical orderly who had become the nearest thing the region had to a chemist.

"He won't prove much from old coffee," Sterling said.

"Then let him try."

Julian reached for the cup.

Grace pulled it away.

Too quickly.

His eyes narrowed.

That movement convinced her more than anything.

She covered the cup with a saucer and handed it to Sterling.

"Keep it with you."

"This is absurd," Julian said.

Perhaps it was.

Grace hoped it was.

Because if she was right, someone inside Blackwood Ranch was slowly killing Elias.

And the most likely person was standing six feet away.

That possibility frightened her far more than looking foolish.

Sterling reluctantly placed the cup and saucer inside an empty medical case.

Julian watched every movement.

"I want everyone out," he said.

"This is my uncle's room."

A weak voice came from the bed.

"No."

Everyone froze.

Elias's eyes had opened.

His gaze was cloudy, but unmistakably aware.

Julian hurried toward him.

"Uncle?"

Elias ignored him.

His eyes found Grace.

"Stay."

Julian's jaw tightened.

Grace moved beside the bed.

"I'm staying."

"Coffee..." Elias whispered.

"No more today."

Something close to amusement moved across his exhausted face.

"Ordering me... around now?"

"You can fire me when you're strong enough."

A faint breath escaped him that might have been laughter.

Then his eyes closed again.

Sterling checked his pulse.

"He's stable."

Grace looked toward the doctor.

"For now."

The bedroom door opened.

Thomas Pike, Blackwood's sixty-year-old foreman, stood outside. Behind him were two ranch hands and Mrs. Bell, the cook.

Everyone had clearly been listening.

Grace walked into the hall.

"Thomas."

"Ma'am?"

"Send someone to Rock Springs."

Julian appeared behind her.

"No one leaves."

Thomas looked from Grace to Julian.

Julian straightened.

"There's flooding along the lower road."

Thomas's eyebrows lifted.

"The creek's high. Road ain't closed."

Julian glared at him.

Grace's unease deepened.

"Take Dr. Sterling and that cup to Beckett's apothecary," she said.

Thomas hesitated.

Julian spoke quietly.

"Remember who'll be running this ranch when my uncle dies."

The words landed badly.

Several men looked at him.

Julian realized his mistake.

"When I am responsible for settling his affairs," he corrected.

Thomas spat tobacco juice into a brass spittoon.

"Mr. Thorne ain't dead."

Then he looked at Grace.

"I'll have horses ready."

Julian walked away without another word.

Grace watched him disappear down the hall.

Mrs. Bell approached.

"You think he put something in it?"

"I don't know."

"But you think it."

Grace lowered her voice.

"Has Julian been making Elias's coffee every morning?"

Mrs. Bell nodded.

"For about three months."

Grace felt cold.

"Exactly three months?"

"Near enough."

"When Elias got sick?"

Mrs. Bell's face changed.

"Oh, Lord."

"Don't say anything."

"What do we do?"

Grace glanced toward the staircase.

"For now? Nothing that makes Julian believe we know more than we do."

That afternoon, Julian remained close to his uncle.

Too close.

Grace began quietly keeping track of everything Elias ate and drank.

She replaced his water herself.

She brought broth prepared in front of her.

She refused every powder Julian offered.

Dr. Sterling protested at first.

But when Elias's nausea failed to appear after lunch, the doctor became less argumentative.

By sunset, Elias opened his eyes for nearly ten minutes.

It was the longest period of awareness anyone had seen from him in days.

Sterling stared at him.

"Remarkable."

Grace said nothing.

Julian left the room.

A few moments later Grace heard a door slam downstairs.

That night, Thomas and Dr. Sterling returned from Rock Springs.

Their horses were covered in mud.

Sterling carried his medical case.

His face had lost every trace of skepticism.

Grace met him in the kitchen.

Mrs. Bell closed the door.

"What did Beckett say?" Grace asked.

Sterling took a slow breath.

"He cannot identify the substance with certainty using what he has available."

Grace's stomach sank.

"But?"

"He performed several basic tests. There is something in that cup besides coffee."

Mrs. Bell crossed herself.

Sterling continued.

"Metallic compounds, perhaps. Possibly arsenic."

Grace gripped the edge of the table.

"Could it cause Elias's symptoms?"

"Yes."

"Could it kill him?"

Sterling looked at her.

"Yes."

A board creaked beyond the door.

Grace spun around.

Thomas pulled it open.

No one stood there.

Only a dark hallway.

But a side door at the far end swung slowly shut.

Julian had been listening.

Thomas reached for his revolver.

Grace caught his sleeve.

"No."

"We ought to lock him up."

"We need proof."

"We got poison in a cup."

"We have something suspicious in a cup that Julian says he made. That's not the same as proving who put it there."

Sterling nodded reluctantly.

"She's right."

Grace stared toward the dark hallway.

Then a terrible thought came to her.

"If Julian knows we tested it, he'll know Elias might recover."

Thomas looked at her.

"So?"

Grace felt the warning settle heavily in her chest.

"So if Julian really has been poisoning him slowly, he doesn't have time anymore."

From upstairs came the sudden crash of breaking glass.

Grace ran.

She lifted her skirts and raced up the staircase with Thomas behind her.

Elias's bedroom door stood open.

The lamp inside had gone out.

Grace could barely see.

Then lightning flashed beyond the window.

For one white instant, she saw a figure leaning over Elias's bed.

And a hand pressed tightly across the dying rancher's mouth.

"GET AWAY FROM HIM!" Grace screamed.

The figure turned.

Julian Thorne's face appeared in the darkness.

And this time, he wasn't pretending to grieve.

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