Freedom and Fresh Starts

The Wolf at Callaway Cabin · Chapter 1 of 6

Chapter 1

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

The wind had been worrying at the walls of Jedediah Lawson’s cabin since sundown.

It slipped through gaps between the logs, rattled the single pane of glass over the washstand, and made the flame inside the iron stove bend and flutter. Outside, the Wyoming night had swallowed the foothills beneath a moonless sky. Snow had not started yet, but everyone who had lived near the Bighorn Mountains long enough knew what the pressure in the air meant.

A storm was coming.

Arabella Lawson stood beside the stove with both hands wrapped around an empty tin cup.

She was twenty-two years old, though there were days when she felt much older.

Her brown hair was pinned carelessly behind her head. A few loose strands hung against her pale cheeks. The dress she wore had once belonged to her mother, and Arabella had patched its sleeves so many times that little of the original fabric remained.

She kept her eyes lowered.

That was how she survived evenings like this.

Across the room, her father sat at a scarred table playing cards with Aryan Reed.

Aryan was a cattle rustler, though no one in the valley said those words where he could hear them. He was in his early thirties, lean and sharp-faced, with pale eyes that rarely seemed to blink. He had arrived after sunset with whiskey in one saddlebag and enough cash in the other to make Jedediah forget the warnings he had heard about the man.

Arabella had disliked Aryan from the moment she met him.

It was not merely because he was dangerous.

Dangerous men were common on the frontier.

What frightened her was the way he watched her.

Not like a man admiring a woman.

Like a man inspecting livestock before making an offer.

Jedediah threw down another card.

“Damn it.”

Aryan collected the coins from the center of the table.

“You ought to quit.”

Jedediah reached for his whiskey.

“I’ll quit when I’m even.”

Arabella knew better than to speak.

Her father had been drinking since afternoon.

When Jedediah drank, every mistake in his life became somebody else’s fault.

Usually hers.

He had blamed her for a broken wagon wheel.

For a poor harvest.

For the death of a calf.

Once, when a winter storm destroyed half their roof, he had struck her because she had not noticed a loose shingle soon enough.

Arabella had learned the rules early.

Do not argue.

Do not cry loudly.

Do not run unless you know where you are running.

Most important of all, do not let Jedediah see defiance in your eyes.

Her mother had died when Arabella was nine.

After that, the cabin became colder even in summer.

Jedediah lost whatever softness he once possessed.

At first, it had been shouting.

Then grabbing.

Then the belt.

By the time Arabella reached womanhood, fear had become as ordinary as drawing water from the well.

She no longer counted the bruises.

Across the table, Jedediah shoved his rifle toward Aryan.

“One more hand.”

Aryan lifted an eyebrow.

“The rifle?”

“It’s worth twenty dollars.”

“Ten.”

“Fifteen.”

Aryan smiled.

“Done.”

They played.

Jedediah lost.

The rifle joined the money beside Aryan’s chair.

Then Jedediah wagered a narrow patch of grazing land near the creek.

Arabella finally looked up.

“Pa.”

Jedediah’s head turned.

That single glance told her she had made a mistake.

“What?”

“The creek land—”

“Did I ask you?”

“No.”

“Then keep your mouth shut.”

Arabella lowered her eyes again.

Aryan watched her.

The corner of his mouth moved.

The game continued.

Ten minutes later, the land was gone.

Jedediah stared at the cards in his hand as though sheer anger might change them.

He emptied his glass and slammed it down.

“I’m out.”

Aryan leaned back.

“No, you ain’t.”

“I said I’m out.”

Aryan’s pale eyes moved slowly across the cabin.

Then they stopped on Arabella.

“You got one thing left.”

The room seemed to go silent.

Even the wind felt distant.

Arabella’s fingers tightened around the tin cup.

Jedediah frowned.

Then he followed Aryan’s gaze.

For one foolish second, Arabella expected anger.

She expected her father to stand.

To curse Aryan.

To reach for the rifle he no longer owned.

Jedediah had hurt her for years, but some desperate corner of her heart still believed there had to be a boundary even he would not cross.

Instead, he studied her.

Not as a father looking at his daughter.

As a gambler calculating value.

Arabella felt something inside her turn cold.

Aryan tapped his cards against the table.

“What’s she worth to you?”

Jedediah rubbed his beard.

“She works hard enough when I take the belt to her.”

Arabella could not breathe.

Aryan’s eyes remained on her.

“I wipe your three-hundred-dollar debt clean.”

Three hundred dollars.

That was all.

Her childhood.

Her mother’s daughter.

Twenty-two years of surviving that cabin.

Three hundred dollars.

Jedediah hesitated long enough to make Arabella hate herself for hoping.

Then he extended his hand.

“Deal.”

Their palms slapped together.

The sound broke something in her.

Aryan smiled.

“Come here.”

Arabella did not move.

Jedediah looked over.

“You heard him.”

Her heart pounded so hard that the edges of the room blurred.

“No.”

Silence.

Jedediah’s chair scraped backward.

“What’d you say?”

Arabella had imagined defying her father hundreds of times.

In those private fantasies, she had always been brave.

She had shouted.

She had accused him of every cruel thing he had ever done.

She had told him he was no father at all.

Reality was different.

Her knees trembled.

Her mouth went dry.

But one word remained.

“No.”

Jedediah crossed the room in three strides.

His hand rose.

Arabella flinched before the blow came.

It did not.

Aryan spoke from the table.

“Don’t mark what belongs to me.”

Jedediah’s hand stopped in midair.

Arabella stared at them both.

That was the moment fear changed shape.

She had spent years being afraid of running because the wilderness was dangerous.

Because winter could kill.

Because wolves hunted in the foothills.

Because a woman alone had few chances.

But the cabin no longer represented survival.

It was simply another kind of death.

Later, Aryan and Jedediah returned to drinking.

Aryan intended to leave with Arabella at first light.

Neither man bothered locking her room.

They believed she had nowhere to go.

That assumption saved her life.

Shortly before midnight, Arabella pulled on her thickest stockings and slipped into the kitchen.

She found a strip of dried venison.

A small canteen.

Her father’s hunting knife.

A length of cord.

She wanted the wool coat hanging near the door, but it belonged to Jedediah, and taking it would mean passing within arm’s reach of his chair.

So she took her mother’s worn shawl instead.

The back door opened with a soft groan.

Frozen air struck her face.

Arabella looked once toward the dark room behind her.

For years she had dreamed of leaving.

Now there was no plan.

No destination.

Only the mountain.

She stepped outside.

Then she ran.

She had crossed the yard and reached the tree line when the cabin door crashed open behind her.

“Arabella!”

Her father’s voice ripped through the dark.

She ran faster.

“You get back here!”

Another voice joined his.

Aryan’s.

Dogs began barking.

Arabella plunged into the foothills.

Branches scratched her face.

Rocks rolled beneath her thin boots.

Every breath stabbed her ribs.

She heard men shouting behind her for several minutes.

Then the wind rose.

A white flake touched her cheek.

Then another.

Within minutes, snow filled the darkness.

Arabella looked toward the mountains looming ahead.

She knew enough about the country to understand the danger.

A storm in open country was bad.

A storm in the Bighorns could erase roads, streams, trees, and people.

Behind her were Jedediah and Aryan.

Ahead was the blizzard.

She kept climbing.

At first, she told herself she needed only to reach an abandoned trapper shelter she remembered hearing about near a creek.

But she could not find the creek.

Snow thickened.

The wind erased her tracks almost as soon as she made them.

She wrapped the shawl over her head.

Her feet grew numb.

The barking behind her disappeared.

That should have felt like victory.

Instead, loneliness settled over her with the snow.

She walked for what might have been an hour.

Perhaps two.

Time lost meaning.

Her fingers stopped hurting.

That frightened her more than the pain had.

She tried flexing them.

They barely moved.

“Keep walking,” she whispered.

Her voice vanished into the wind.

She thought of her mother.

Not the sick woman from the final weeks.

The mother from earlier years.

A warm hand brushing tangles from Arabella’s hair.

A song hummed beside the stove.

A promise that someday Arabella would have a home where nobody made her afraid.

She had stopped believing that promise long ago.

Now, stumbling through darkness, Arabella suddenly wanted it to be true.

She took another step.

Her boot struck something hidden under the snow.

A root.

She fell hard.

Her knee twisted beneath her.

Pain tore through her leg.

Arabella gasped.

She tried standing.

Her leg buckled.

She fell again.

“No.”

She crawled.

Snow gathered on her sleeves.

She dragged herself toward what looked like the shadow of a tree, but the shape vanished when the wind shifted.

Her strength drained quickly.

Eventually, she rolled onto her side.

The world had become strangely quiet despite the storm.

Her body no longer shook as violently.

That felt almost peaceful.

Arabella knew enough to understand it was not.

She pulled her knees toward her chest.

Snow collected in her hair.

Her lashes grew heavy with ice.

“I got away,” she whispered.

She had escaped her father.

She had escaped Aryan.

Perhaps that had to be enough.

The white darkness closed around her.

And Arabella Lawson stopped fighting.

Miles higher along the ridge, a large gray-brown wolf dog lifted his head beside a stone fireplace.

Callaway Long glanced at him.

The dog had been sleeping moments earlier.

Now every muscle in his body had gone rigid.

“What is it, Bear?”

Bear stared toward the cabin door.

Wind hammered the roof.

Callaway returned his attention to the knife he was sharpening.

“You’re not going outside in that.”

Bear stood.

A low whine came from his throat.

Callaway paused.

In six years together, the animal rarely whined.

Bear moved to the door and scratched.

“No.”

The dog scratched harder.

Then barked once.

Callaway set down the knife.

His face changed.

“What do you hear?”

Bear turned toward him, then back to the door.

Callaway rose.

He had lived alone since his wife died three winters earlier.

The mountain had become the only place where silence did not ask questions.

Tonight, however, silence had been broken.

Callaway pulled on his heaviest coat.

He wrapped a scarf over his beard and took a lantern.

The storm outside was nearly blind.

He tied a rope to the porch post.

Bear disappeared into the snow.

Callaway followed.

Twenty minutes later, the dog stopped.

He began digging.

Callaway lifted the lantern.

“What’d you find?”

Bear dug furiously.

Snow flew between his paws.

Then Callaway saw cloth.

He dropped beside the dog and cleared the drift with both hands.

Dark hair appeared.

Then a woman’s cheek.

“God Almighty.”

Callaway dug faster.

He pressed two fingers against the woman’s neck.

Nothing.

He shifted position.

Waited.

There.

A faint pulse.

Barely there.

But alive.

Callaway looked toward Bear.

“Good boy.”

Then he lifted the unconscious woman into his arms.

The mountain had almost claimed her.

Callaway Long intended to make it give her back.

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