Freedom and Fresh Starts

The Stranger in the Wyoming Snow · Chapter 6 of 6

Chapter 6

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Silas Crowe’s trial took place in early spring.

By then, snow had begun sliding from the lower slopes, patches of brown grass appeared along the valley floor, and Clara’s south creek ran louder every day.

Crowe faced charges of fraud, attempted extortion, assaulting Sheriff Mercer, and actions connected to Thomas Matthews’s death.

Amos Pike agreed to testify in exchange for leniency.

His testimony filled in what Clara had never known.

Crowe had altered Thomas’s debt contract after Thomas refused to sign new terms giving Crowe water rights.

Thomas discovered the scheme.

On the day he died, he rode toward town intending to report Crowe.

Silas followed.

He fired a shot beside Thomas’s horse to frighten him.

The animal reared.

Thomas fell.

Crowe found him alive.

And rode away.

That last detail nearly broke Clara.

Not because it changed Thomas’s death.

Nothing could.

But because for months she had imagined an unavoidable accident.

Now she knew another man had made a choice.

A terrible one.

Elijah sat beside her throughout the trial.

He did not speak unless she spoke first.

He did not take her hand until she reached for his.

When the verdict came, Silas Crowe was convicted on multiple charges.

The death charge was legally complicated because Crowe had not directly shot Thomas, but the judge made clear that Crowe’s actions had caused the fatal fall.

He would spend years in prison.

Clara expected victory to feel bigger.

Instead, she simply felt tired.

Outside the courthouse, Elijah asked, “What do you want to do?”

“Go home.”

So they did.

No celebration.

No saloon.

No speeches.

Just the ride back to Matthews Ranch.

At Thomas’s grave, Clara dismounted.

Elijah remained with the horses.

She walked alone to the stone.

Spring mud softened beneath her boots.

For several moments, she could not speak.

Then she smiled.

“We won.”

Wind stirred the cottonwood branches.

“I wish you’d let me help you when you were alive.”

Her eyes filled.

“But I suppose I’m one to talk.”

She laughed softly.

“I’ve been doing the same thing.”

Clara knelt.

“I loved you.”

The past tense felt wrong.

She corrected herself.

“I love you.”

Better.

“I think I always will.”

She looked back.

Elijah stood in the distance beside the horses.

Waiting.

Never rushing her.

“There’s somebody else now.”

Her voice trembled.

“I used to think saying that meant I’d failed you.”

She touched the stone.

“I don’t think that anymore.”

For the first time, she left Thomas’s grave without feeling she was leaving him behind.

She was carrying him correctly now.

In memory.

Not in chains.

Elijah said nothing when she returned.

He simply offered his hand.

She took it.

Life became strangely ordinary after that.

And ordinary felt miraculous.

Elijah repaired the well pump.

Clara criticized his technique.

He rebuilt the east fence.

Clara rebuilt the section he had measured wrong.

They argued over where to plant potatoes.

They argued over cattle feed.

They argued over whether the chicken coop needed another window.

Then they discovered something surprising.

They enjoyed arguing.

Neither needed obedience from the other.

Clara had spent months fearing love might mean losing independence.

Elijah proved otherwise every day.

When he helped, he did not take over.

When he disagreed, he listened.

When Clara wanted to try something herself, he let her.

Even when he knew it might fail.

Sometimes especially then.

One afternoon she found him repairing the barn roof.

“You’re doing that wrong.”

Elijah looked down.

“I own one of the largest ranches in the county.”

“And apparently none of your buildings have roofs.”

He sighed.

“Come show me.”

Clara climbed the ladder.

Ten minutes later they were arguing.

Twenty minutes later they were laughing.

An hour later they were sitting on the roof watching sunset.

“This is ridiculous,” Clara said.

“What?”

“How normal this feels.”

Elijah considered.

“I like normal.”

“So do I.”

His hand found hers.

Spring deepened.

Calves were born.

The grass turned green.

Migrating birds returned.

For the first time since Thomas’s death, Matthews Ranch made a profit.

Not a large one.

But enough.

Elijah tried to refuse repayment for the tools and materials he had bought.

Clara presented him with an itemized ledger.

He stared at it.

“You charged yourself for the coffee I drank?”

“You drink a lot.”

“This says eighteen cents.”

“Accurate accounting matters.”

He kissed her.

“That doesn’t settle the account.”

“It should.”

“It doesn’t.”

He kissed her again.

“Closer.”

Their relationship became impossible for the valley to ignore.

Mrs. Hollister asked Clara when they planned to marry.

Clara nearly dropped a sack of flour.

Elijah, standing behind her, suddenly found canned peaches fascinating.

On the ride home, Clara said nothing for two miles.

Finally Elijah cleared his throat.

“About what she said…”

“What about it?”

“Nothing.”

“Good.”

Another mile.

“Clara?”

“Yes?”

“Do you ever think about it?”

She looked at him.

“Marriage?”

“Yes.”

“Do you?”

“All the time.”

Her stomach fluttered.

“That sounds inconvenient.”

“It is.”

They continued riding.

Elijah did not propose.

Clara was oddly disappointed.

Then furious at herself for being disappointed.

A week passed.

Then two.

Elijah behaved normally.

Too normally.

Clara began inventing reasons to be annoyed.

He left a tool outside.

He forgot to latch a gate.

He cut bread too thick.

Finally Elijah put down his fork during supper.

“What have I done?”

“Nothing.”

“I’ve been married before, Clara. I know what ‘nothing’ means.”

She glared.

“You haven’t asked.”

“Asked what?”

She stared.

He stared.

Understanding slowly appeared in his eyes.

Then, to Clara’s horror, the man smiled.

“You find this funny?”

“A little.”

She stood.

“I’m going to bed.”

He caught her hand.

“Wait.”

“No.”

“Clara.”

She turned.

Elijah was no longer smiling.

“I haven’t asked because I’m scared you’ll think I’m trying to take Thomas’s place.”

Her anger disappeared.

“Oh.”

“And because I don’t want you to think you have to leave this ranch.”

“I wouldn’t.”

“I know that now.”

“And?”

“And I’ve been trying to figure out how to ask a woman who points rifles at strangers.”

“Carefully.”

A laugh escaped him.

Then he stood.

He reached into his pocket.

Clara stopped breathing.

The ring was simple.

Gold.

A small pale stone caught the lamplight.

“It was my mother’s.”

Clara’s eyes filled.

Elijah lowered himself onto one knee.

Even kneeling, he seemed enormous.

“Clara Matthews, I loved Margaret. You loved Thomas. Neither of us arrived here empty.”

His voice roughened.

“I don’t want an empty heart. I want yours exactly as it is.”

Tears slipped down Clara’s face.

“I want the stubborn parts. The angry parts. The parts that scare me half to death by running toward burning barns.”

She laughed through tears.

“I want mornings when we disagree about fences and nights when you steal all the blankets.”

“I do not.”

“You absolutely do.”

“Elijah.”

“Right.”

He smiled.

“I want to build something with you. Not on top of what came before. Beside it.”

His eyes held hers.

“Will you marry me?”

Clara pretended to consider.

Elijah’s face fell.

She laughed.

“Yes.”

He stood so quickly she squealed.

Then his arms were around her.

“Yes?”

“Yes!”

He kissed her.

Clara wrapped her arms around his neck.

When they separated, Elijah rested his forehead against hers.

“You’re sure?”

“Ask again and I may change my answer.”

He kissed her again.

“Understood.”

The wedding was planned for June.

Clara insisted on something small.

The valley disagreed.

By the week before the ceremony, nearly everyone seemed involved.

Mrs. Hollister made a dress.

The blacksmith offered his barn.

Sheriff Mercer, fully recovered, volunteered to stand beside Elijah.

Peter Wilkes brought wildflowers.

And then, three days before the wedding, a letter arrived from Missouri.

Thomas’s brother.

Clara opened it slowly.

She had not written to him since refusing his invitation months earlier.

The letter contained only a few paragraphs.

Clara,

Word reached us about Crowe and about everything you survived.

I owe you an apology.

When I told you a woman alone had no business running that ranch, I thought I was protecting you.

I understand now I was insulting you.

Thomas always said you were tougher than all of us.

He was right.

I also heard you’re marrying again.

If this man respects you, makes you laugh, and knows enough not to tell you what to do, then I suspect Thomas would approve.

I hope someday you’ll visit.

You will always be family.

Clara sat quietly after reading.

Elijah found her there.

“Bad news?”

She handed him the letter.

He read it.

Then he looked at her.

“You all right?”

“Yes.”

And she was.

Truly.

“Yes, I think I finally am.”

Outside, spring sunlight covered the ranch Thomas and Clara had built.

Soon it would also become the ranch Clara and Elijah would carry forward.

Not replacing one life with another.

Expanding it.

That night Clara stood on the porch where she had once aimed a rifle at Elijah’s heart.

He came behind her.

“Cold?”

“No.”

His arms wrapped around her.

“Thinking?”

“Yes.”

“Dangerous.”

She elbowed him.

He laughed.

Clara looked toward the mountains.

“One winter ago, I thought surviving meant making it through every day alone.”

“And now?”

She turned inside his arms.

“Now I think surviving was only the first part.”

“What’s the second?”

She smiled.

“Living.”

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