Freedom and Fresh Starts

The Shoes Beside His Fire · Chapter 5 of 6

Chapter 5

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Annabeth had always believed her mother came west alone.

That was the story.

Margaret Hayes arrived in Missouri at sixteen with a bonnet, two dresses, and enough money to rent a room.

Years later she married Annabeth’s father, Thomas Clay.

After Thomas died in a logging accident, she married his brother Vernon because survival left few choices.

That was what Annabeth knew.

Whitcomb’s confession destroyed it.

Margaret had been born Margaret Vale.

At fifteen, she met Amos Redd.

He was twenty-three.

Charming.

Ambitious.

Already involved with men who arranged marriages for profit.

He convinced Margaret to run away.

They married unofficially.

Within months, Amos began using her to recruit other young women.

Margaret resisted.

He beat her.

She escaped.

She changed her name.

Years later she married Thomas Clay.

Amos eventually found her.

By then Annabeth was a baby.

“He thought you might be his?” Sheriff Reed asked.

Whitcomb shook his head.

“No. Timeline was wrong.”

“Then why follow Annabeth?”

“Punishment.”

The word sickened everyone.

“Margaret embarrassed him,” Whitcomb continued. “He said taking the daughter would prove nobody escaped him.”

Annabeth walked outside before she was sick.

Elias followed but kept his distance.

She stood behind the barn with both hands over her mouth.

Her entire life shifted.

Her mother’s fear.

Why Margaret always checked windows.

Why she refused photographs.

Why she moved twice while Annabeth was small.

Why Vernon once shouted during an argument, “You think that Redd fellow is still coming?”

Annabeth had forgotten the words.

Now she remembered.

Elias said softly, “Your mother protected you.”

“For years.”

“Yes.”

“And then she died.”

“Yes.”

“And Vernon sold me to the same man she escaped.”

His jaw tightened.

“Yes.”

Annabeth turned.

“I want Amos dead.”

Elias’s expression changed.

She saw recognition.

He had carried that exact desire.

“I know.”

“I mean it.”

“I know.”

“If I had a gun right now—”

“I know.”

She stared at him.

Then understood why he looked so sad.

“You wanted the same thing.”

“For three years.”

“Do you still?”

Elias looked across the field.

“Yes.”

The honesty startled her.

“But?”

“But killing him won’t return Lily.”

“No.”

“And if I spend the rest of my life chasing him, then he gets that life too.”

Annabeth’s anger trembled.

“What are we supposed to do? Forgive him?”

“No.”

The answer was immediate.

“Then what?”

“Stop him.”

That was different.

Not revenge.

Justice.

Harder.

Slower.

Less satisfying.

But perhaps stronger.

Sheriff Reed organized warrants using the ledgers and Whitcomb’s testimony.

Messages went to neighboring counties.

Federal marshals were notified.

Names of missing women were circulated.

Within two weeks, three were found alive.

Miriam Cole was living under another name in Colorado.

Lucy Graves had escaped a ranch in Nebraska.

A third woman, Beatrice Hall, had been held at a brothel but fled months earlier.

Their testimony matched Annabeth’s.

The network began collapsing.

Amos remained free.

Then Vernon Clay arrived in Red Hollow.

Annabeth saw him through the boardinghouse window.

Older.

Thinner.

Still carrying the same swagger.

Her body reacted before her mind.

She stepped away from the glass.

Mrs. Bellamy noticed.

“That him?”

Annabeth nodded.

“Want me to hit him with a skillet?”

Despite everything, Annabeth laughed.

“A little.”

Mrs. Bellamy picked one up.

“I’m serious.”

Sheriff Reed arrested Vernon at the station.

Annabeth agreed to speak with him only with Reed and Elias present.

Vernon sat behind bars.

He looked at Annabeth.

“Well.”

She said nothing.

“Look better than when you left.”

Still nothing.

“Got yourself a cowboy?”

Elias shifted.

Annabeth touched his sleeve.

Not yet.

Vernon laughed.

“Always did know how to find a man.”

Annabeth stepped closer to the bars.

“You sold me.”

His smile weakened.

“I arranged a marriage.”

“You sold me.”

“I fed you for two years after your mama died.”

“You beat me.”

“You were difficult.”

“You sold my contract to Amos Redd.”

Vernon shrugged.

“Debt was debt.”

Annabeth felt something unexpected.

Not rage.

Not fear.

Disgust.

Small, almost cold.

This man had seemed enormous when she was younger.

Now he was only a tired coward behind iron bars.

“Did you know Amos had been married to Mama?”

Vernon’s eyes shifted.

“Yes.”

Elias cursed softly.

Annabeth gripped the bars.

“You knew?”

“Eventually.”

“And you still dealt with him?”

“Margaret was dead.”

“She spent her life hiding from him!”

“She never told me the details.”

“You heard enough.”

Vernon looked away.

“You don’t understand debt.”

“I understand selling somebody you were supposed to protect.”

He looked at her.

“Family does what it has to.”

“No.”

Annabeth shook her head.

“That’s what men like you say when you want cruelty to sound necessary.”

Vernon’s face hardened.

“You ungrateful little—”

Elias moved.

Annabeth stopped him with one raised hand.

She looked directly at Vernon.

“You can’t hurt me anymore.”

He laughed.

“You think Mercer will keep you forever?”

Annabeth’s heartbeat changed.

Vernon saw it and smiled.

“You think a man wants damaged goods?”

Elias slammed both hands against the bars.

Vernon jumped.

But Annabeth remained calm.

She turned toward Elias.

“Let’s go.”

Outside, he was furious.

“You should’ve let me—”

“No.”

“He deserved—”

“No.”

Elias stopped.

Annabeth looked at him.

“If you hit every man who says something cruel about me, you’ll run out of knuckles.”

“I have two hands.”

She laughed.

Then unexpectedly began crying.

Elias’s anger vanished.

He waited.

Annabeth took one step toward him.

Then another.

She pressed her forehead against his chest.

He froze.

“Can I?” he whispered.

She nodded.

His arms came around her slowly.

Annabeth had been held before.

Restrained.

Dragged.

Pinned.

Never this.

Elias did not trap her.

His arms were strong but loose.

She could leave whenever she wanted.

That was why she stayed.

For a long time neither moved.

Then Annabeth whispered, “I’m afraid to need you.”

His chest rose beneath her cheek.

“I’m afraid to be needed.”

She almost smiled.

“That’s inconvenient.”

“Yes.”

She leaned back.

“Elias?”

“Yeah?”

“When you said you care whether I live…”

“I meant it.”

“I know.”

She looked at his mouth.

Then his eyes.

He understood.

But he did not move.

Annabeth almost became frustrated.

“You’re making me do everything?”

His brows lifted.

“I’m trying not to assume.”

“For once, assume a little.”

Elias smiled.

“May I kiss you?”

“Yes.”

The kiss was gentle.

Too gentle at first.

Annabeth pulled him closer.

He made a surprised sound against her lips.

She laughed.

So did he.

Then the kiss deepened.

Not desperate.

Not possessive.

Warm.

Real.

When they separated, Elias rested his forehead against hers.

“Still okay?”

“Yes.”

“Sure?”

She kissed him again.

“That answer?”

“Pretty clear.”

For the first time in years, Annabeth felt nineteen.

Not old from suffering.

Not someone’s burden.

Not someone’s merchandise.

Just nineteen.

Falling in love.

Their happiness lasted three days.

On the fourth, Lily’s shoes disappeared.

Elias discovered it first.

He came out of the cabin holding a note.

His face terrified Annabeth.

“What?”

He handed it to her.

You stole something from me. I took something from you. Come alone to Cottonwood Crossing at midnight. Bring the girl. — A.R.

Annabeth stared toward the fireplace.

The empty place where Lily’s shoes had rested looked like a wound.

“He came inside.”

“Yes.”

“While we were gone.”

“Yes.”

“He wants me.”

Elias tore the note in half.

“He’s not getting you.”

Annabeth looked at him.

Then toward the torn paper.

A plan began forming.

“He thinks those shoes can control you.”

“They can’t.”

“They already did.”

Elias stared.

“You’re thinking about going.”

“I’m thinking about ending this.”

“No.”

She lifted an eyebrow.

He closed his eyes.

“Sorry.”

“Better.”

“Annabeth, walking into Amos’s trap is insane.”

“I know.”

“So we don’t.”

“We don’t walk into his trap.”

She stepped closer.

“We make him walk into ours.”

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