Freedom and Fresh Starts

The Rule That Was Hers to Choose · Chapter 5 of 6

Chapter 5

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Rose did not speak above a whisper for the first three days.

She refused to sleep in a room alone.

Mae made a bed for her beside Samuel’s cradle.

Every night, Rose checked the door twice.

Mae recognized the habit.

So did Gideon.

Neither commented on it.

Trust was not something a frightened person could be ordered to feel.

Mae had learned that.

Now Gideon had too.

The story of Rose’s survival came slowly.

Silas had reached Red Hollow with the stolen ledger.

He tried to sell it to the owner of a gambling house named Victor Crane.

Crane was more than a gambler.

He financed a network that purchased unpaid debts from desperate men.

Some debts were legitimate.

Others were manufactured.

Women were pressured into contracts they could not read.

Children without parents were moved between mining towns under the claim they were being placed with families.

Some were used as labor.

Others disappeared farther west.

Jeb Cutter had served as an enforcer and recruiter.

Years earlier, Clara—Gideon’s sister—had learned what her husband was involved in.

When she tried to leave with Rose, she was attacked.

Clara died.

Rose was taken.

Gideon had spent five years following fragments of information.

Red Hollow finally brought the pieces together.

Silas’s greed had unintentionally exposed everything.

Rather than pay Silas, Victor Crane detained him.

Jeb led Gideon and Pike through a rear entrance to Crane’s property.

They recovered the ledger.

They found Rose.

And they discovered records identifying other missing women and children.

Silas was arrested along with Crane.

Jeb surrendered after honoring his agreement.

Several men escaped.

But the operation had been broken open.

For Gideon, none of that mattered as much as Rose sitting beside his hearth.

Mae watched him trying to become an uncle again.

It was awkward.

Painful.

Beautiful.

On Rose’s fourth morning, Gideon placed pancakes in front of her.

She stared at them.

“What?”

Rose whispered, “Too many.”

Gideon looked confused.

“You don’t have to finish.”

She looked at him quickly.

“You’re not mad?”

“No.”

Rose touched the edge of the plate.

At Red Hollow, food had apparently been used as punishment.

Mae saw Gideon realize it.

He sat across from her.

“Rose.”

The girl looked up.

“You eat as much as you want.”

She nodded.

“And if you don’t like something, say so.”

Rose nodded again.

“You’re allowed.”

Her lip trembled.

Gideon looked helplessly at Mae.

Mae stepped beside Rose.

“He means it.”

Rose ate two pancakes.

She saved the third in her pocket.

Mae pretended not to notice.

Later she placed wrapped biscuits beside Rose’s bed.

Over time, the girl stopped hiding food.

Samuel helped.

Babies ask nothing about the past.

He crawled into Rose’s lap.

Pulled her hair.

Drooled on her sleeve.

Laughed when she made faces.

The first time Rose laughed, Gideon walked outside.

Mae followed.

He stood by the woodpile looking toward the mountains.

“Gideon?”

He wiped his face before turning.

Mae pretended she had not seen.

“I thought I forgot what she sounded like.”

Mae stood beside him.

“You didn’t.”

“No.”

His voice trembled.

Mae slipped her hand into his.

He accepted it.

Days became weeks.

Winter deepened.

Blackstone Ridge disappeared beneath snow.

And something grew quietly inside the cabin.

Family.

Not the kind Mae had believed family meant.

Not ownership.

Not duty forced through fear.

Something chosen.

One night after Rose and Samuel slept, Mae sat near the fire mending Gideon’s coat.

He was reading through legal documents Pike had delivered.

“What happens to Silas?” she asked.

“Trial in spring.”

“For what?”

“Fraud. Assault. Conspiracy. Human trafficking charges may follow depending on the federal marshal.”

Mae stared into the fire.

“And our marriage?”

Gideon lowered the papers.

“Pike says you can petition for dissolution.”

“Divorce?”

“Yes.”

The word carried shame in some communities.

For Mae it sounded like air.

“How long?”

“Months.”

She nodded.

Gideon watched her.

“If you want help, I’ll pay the attorney.”

“You’ve paid enough.”

“That wasn’t charity.”

“What was it?”

He did not answer.

Mae smiled faintly.

“Still afraid of saying things?”

“Some things.”

She set down the coat.

“Gideon, you faced armed men in Red Hollow.”

“Easier.”

“Than talking to me?”

“Yes.”

Mae laughed.

He smiled.

Silence returned.

Comfortable silence.

That was new too.

Then Gideon said, “What do you want after winter?”

Mae’s fingers stopped.

“You still planning to send me away?”

“No.”

His answer came fast enough to make her heart jump.

He cleared his throat.

“I mean—you said you wanted choices. I won’t take that from you.”

Mae studied his face.

“Do you want me to stay?”

“Yes.”

The room seemed suddenly warmer.

“Why?”

Gideon’s eyes moved toward the bedrooms.

“Rose trusts you.”

“Rose isn’t asking.”

“Samuel likes it here.”

“Samuel eats dirt when I’m not watching. His judgment is questionable.”

A reluctant smile appeared.

Mae waited.

“Why do you want me to stay?”

Gideon looked trapped.

For the first time, Mae enjoyed seeing the enormous mountain man afraid.

Finally he said, “Because when you aren’t in the room, I notice.”

Her teasing disappeared.

Gideon continued.

“When you laugh, the house changes.”

Mae’s throat tightened.

“And when you’re afraid, I want to destroy whatever caused it.”

“That sounds romantic until you remember half the mountain believes you bury people under avalanches.”

“I never buried anyone under an avalanche.”

“Good.”

“It was a rockslide.”

Mae stared.

Gideon’s expression remained completely serious.

Then his mouth twitched.

She threw a piece of cloth at him.

He laughed.

Mae laughed too.

Then neither was laughing.

They were looking at each other.

Gideon slowly stood.

Mae’s heart hammered.

He approached but stopped several feet away.

The rule.

Always the rule.

“Mae.”

“Yes?”

“I want to kiss you.”

No man had ever asked her that.

Even Silas had assumed marriage meant permission forever.

Mae stared at Gideon.

Everything inside her shook.

Not with fear.

With the terrifying possibility of wanting something.

She stood.

Walked to him.

Placed both hands against his chest.

“Yes.”

Gideon leaned down slowly.

His lips touched hers.

Gentle.

So gentle that Mae nearly cried.

He pulled away first.

“Was that all right?”

Mae answered by kissing him again.

This time longer.

When they separated, Gideon rested his forehead against hers.

Samuel began crying from the bedroom.

Mae laughed softly.

“Perfect timing.”

“I’m beginning to think he does it deliberately.”

Mae went to the baby.

The next morning brought trouble.

Deputy Pike arrived before noon.

His expression told Gideon everything.

“What happened?”

“Silas escaped.”

Mae’s stomach dropped.

“How?”

“Transport wagon overturned near Red Hollow. One guard dead. Two prisoners escaped.”

“Crane?”

“No. Silas and another man.”

Gideon asked, “Who?”

Pike hesitated.

“Jeb Cutter.”

Mae’s fear sharpened.

Gideon’s face hardened.

“He helped us.”

“He also spent ten years working for Crane.”

Pike removed his hat.

“There’s more.”

“There always is,” Mae murmured.

Pike looked at her.

“Someone broke into the county clerk’s office.”

“What did they take?”

“Property records.”

Gideon frowned.

“Whose?”

“Yours.”

The room went silent.

Blackstone Ridge.

The cabin.

Land claims.

Why?

Pike continued.

“Crane’s people think something is hidden up here.”

Gideon’s eyes moved toward the floor.

Mae noticed.

“What?”

He said nothing.

“Gideon.”

Pike looked between them.

“You haven’t told her?”

“Told me what?”

Gideon closed his eyes.

“My land contains an abandoned silver vein.”

Mae blinked.

“So?”

“It isn’t abandoned because it’s empty.”

Pike answered.

“It was closed because Gideon refused to sell access.”

Mae stared at Gideon.

“How valuable?”

“Potentially enormous.”

Pike said quietly, “Enough to explain why Crane kept tracking him.”

Pieces clicked into place.

The missing girl.

The trafficking operation.

The ledger.

The land.

“Was Clara’s husband involved because of the mine?”

Gideon’s face changed.

“I think so.”

Mae felt cold.

“Then Clara wasn’t killed merely because she tried to leave.”

“No.”

“They wanted leverage against you.”

Gideon nodded.

Rose stood in the bedroom doorway.

Everyone froze.

“How much did she hear?” Pike whispered.

Rose’s face had gone pale.

Gideon approached slowly.

“Rose.”

She stepped backward.

“Did Mama die because of you?”

The question struck Gideon like a bullet.

“No,” Mae said quickly.

But Rose was looking only at her uncle.

Gideon’s face crumpled.

“I don’t know.”

Rose ran into the bedroom.

The door slammed.

Gideon stood motionless.

Mae touched his arm.

“She’s frightened.”

“She’s right.”

“No.”

“If I had sold the land—”

“Stop.”

Gideon looked at her.

Mae’s voice hardened.

“Men like Crane choose what they do. You do not get to steal responsibility from them because guilt feels easier than helplessness.”

Gideon stared.

“You couldn’t control Clara’s husband.”

“No.”

“You couldn’t control Crane.”

“No.”

“You couldn’t know where Rose was.”

“No.”

“But you spent five years looking.”

His eyes lowered.

Mae squeezed his hand.

“Go talk to her.”

Gideon hesitated.

“She may not want me.”

“Then sit outside her door until she decides.”

He did.

For nearly two hours.

Eventually the door opened.

Mae gave them privacy.

That evening, Gideon and Rose emerged together.

Rose’s eyes were swollen.

But her hand was inside Gideon’s.

For the first time, she called him Uncle Gideon.

That night, the warning bell near the barn rang.

Once.

Twice.

Gideon grabbed his rifle.

Pike drew his revolver.

Mae lifted Samuel.

Rose froze.

Then a voice came from outside.

“Hale!”

Not Silas.

Jeb Cutter.

“I came alone!”

Gideon looked through the window.

Jeb stood in the snow, hands raised.

Blood stained his shirt.

He collapsed.

They brought him inside.

He had been shot.

Before losing consciousness, Jeb grabbed Gideon’s sleeve.

“Silas made a deal.”

“With who?”

Jeb coughed blood.

“Crane’s remaining men.”

Gideon leaned closer.

“What deal?”

Jeb looked toward Mae.

Then Rose.

“He gives them your land papers.”

His eyes closed briefly.

“And he gets the woman and boy.”

Mae’s blood ran cold.

Gideon’s face became deadly still.

Jeb forced out the final words.

“They’re coming tonight.”

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