Freedom and Fresh Starts

The Letter That Called Cora Home · Chapter 4 of 6

Chapter 4

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The cave became completely silent.

Even Hayden seemed to understand something had changed.

I stared at Samuel.

His face had lost whatever color the cold had left in it.

The wounded stranger smiled despite blood running from the corner of his mouth.

“Well?” he asked.

Hayes grabbed the front of his coat.

“What was he carrying?”

The man looked amused.

“You really don’t know?”

Hayes tightened his grip.

“Try me.”

“A ledger.”

Samuel closed his eyes.

That was enough.

I felt something inside me sink.

“What ledger?”

Samuel said my name softly.

“Cora.”

“No. You answer me.”

Hayes glanced toward the cave entrance.

“We need to move soon.”

“Then he can explain while you pack.”

Samuel leaned back against the rock.

He looked exhausted.

Injured.

Cold.

Human.

I loved him.

At that moment, I also wanted to shake him.

“I was going to tell you.”

“People say that when they were not going to tell you.”

“I was.”

“When? After the baby started school?”

The wounded stranger laughed.

Hayes hit him once.

Not brutally.

Simply enough to end the laughter.

Samuel took a breath.

“Before we left Ohio, I worked for a freight company.”

“I know.”

“You know I kept books.”

“Yes.”

“What you don’t know is what I found.”

Hayes stopped packing.

Samuel continued.

“The company was moving mining supplies west. Tools, blasting powder, food, equipment. But some shipments didn’t match the invoices. Boxes were being marked as tools and billed twice.”

“Fraud?”

“More than that.”

His voice lowered.

“Rifles.”

Hayes’s attention sharpened.

“Who was buying?”

“I don’t know. That was part of the problem.”

The man on the cave floor smiled again.

Samuel continued.

“I copied records. Dates. Names. Routes. I thought I could turn them over to federal authorities once we reached Montana.”

My disbelief became anger.

“You brought evidence against criminals across the country while your pregnant wife traveled beside you?”

“I thought no one knew.”

“Clearly someone knew.”

“I hid the ledger.”

“In your saddle?”

“No.”

The stranger stopped smiling.

That interested Hayes immediately.

“Where?”

Samuel looked at me.

I knew before he said it.

Our cabin.

My stomach turned.

“You told me there was money under the floorboards.”

“There is.”

“And the ledger?”

“Inside the wall behind the stove.”

I wanted to scream.

Instead I whispered, “Why?”

“Because I wanted us free of it.”

“Then burn it.”

“If those rifles are going where I think they’re going, people could die.”

“And because you kept it, we could die.”

Samuel flinched.

That gave me no satisfaction.

The stranger shifted.

Hayes pointed the rifle at him.

“Your friends know where it is?”

“He didn’t tell us where it was.”

“So why follow him?”

“We saw him leave the shack before the storm. We’d been watching the road.”

Samuel stared.

“You followed me from our cabin?”

The man shrugged.

“Then weather caught everyone.”

The truth came together piece by piece.

Samuel had ridden south seeking help.

The criminals had followed.

The storm scattered them.

Samuel’s horse fell.

They later found the dead animal, took the saddle and money, then followed Hayes’s drag marks hoping they would lead to Samuel—and eventually the ledger.

I looked at my husband.

“You brought this to our door.”

His eyes filled with grief.

“Yes.”

There was no excuse in the answer.

No defense.

Just yes.

Strangely, that stopped some of my anger.

Samuel looked toward Hayden.

“I thought I was protecting you by not telling you.”

“Protection without truth is just another kind of danger.”

“I know that now.”

Hayes gave the wounded stranger a rope.

“Tie your own wrists.”

The man laughed.

Hayes stared.

He tied them.

“What now?” Samuel asked.

“We reach my second camp before sunrise.”

“You have a second camp?”

“Three.”

“Why?”

Hayes looked at him.

Samuel sighed.

“Right. Mountains.”

We left the cave while darkness still covered the valley.

The captured man—who finally gave his name as Rusk—walked ahead of Hayes with his wrists bound.

One of his companions had been wounded and fled.

The third had escaped on horseback.

That meant they would return.

Perhaps with more men.

Hayes’s second camp turned out to be an old line cabin hidden in a grove of cedar trees. It was smaller than the first but dry.

For two days we stayed there.

Those forty-eight hours changed all of us.

My bleeding stopped.

My milk came fully.

Hayden began crying with enough force to convince me he intended to make up for his silence at birth.

Samuel’s fever rose.

That terrified Hayes more than he admitted.

The injured leg had become swollen and hot.

“I need a doctor,” Samuel murmured.

“Yes,” Hayes said.

“Town?”

“Tomorrow.”

“Why not now?”

“Because Cora can’t ride hard, you can’t ride at all, and men are hunting us.”

Samuel nodded.

“Fair.”

Rusk sat tied near the wall.

He had become less arrogant as time passed.

Hayes gave him food.

Samuel objected.

Hayes ignored him.

“Why feed him?”

“Because I’m not him.”

That ended the argument.

On the second evening, while Hayden slept, I asked Hayes about the initials on his knife.

E.H.

“Elias Hayes.”

He stared into the fire.

“You’re curious.”

“You saved my life. I’m allowed one question.”

“One?”

“For now.”

He considered.

“My father trapped these mountains. My mother taught school in Missoula.”

“And?”

“And they died.”

I waited.

He glanced at me.

“You said one question.”

I smiled.

“So I did.”

Hours later, he told me anyway.

His wife had died too.

Her name was Anna.

She had been pregnant.

That explained everything.

The childbirth knowledge.

The terror in his face when I bled.

The way he had known just enough to save me while believing he knew nothing.

“She died giving birth?” I whispered.

Hayes nodded.

“Baby too.”

“How long ago?”

“Six years.”

“I’m sorry.”

“I was away.”

The words came out flat.

“Trapping?”

“Yes.”

“She went into labor early. Neighbor found her the next morning.”

My throat tightened.

Hayes stared into the flames.

“So when you asked me not to leave…”

He stopped.

I understood.

That single request had reached backward through six years of grief.

“Hayes.”

He looked at me.

“You did for me what you wish someone had done for Anna.”

“Yes.”

“No.”

His eyes narrowed slightly.

“You didn’t just undo the past.”

“I didn’t say I did.”

“You look like you think you were paying a debt.”

He said nothing.

“You weren’t.”

I shifted Hayden higher against my shoulder.

“You saved us because you are a good man who happened to arrive when we needed one.”

Hayes looked uncomfortable.

“Don’t ruin my reputation.”

I laughed softly.

Across the room, Samuel was awake.

He had heard everything.

Later that night, when Hayes stepped outside, Samuel whispered, “I understand him now.”

“What?”

“Why he kept looking at you like he was angry you might die.”

I looked toward the door.

“He wasn’t angry at me.”

“No.”

Samuel smiled faintly.

“He was angry at death.”

The next morning we prepared to leave.

Hayes found two horses from his hidden corral.

One carried supplies.

The other pulled Samuel’s sled.

I rode for short periods, then walked.

Rusk went with us.

By noon we reached an abandoned mining road.

By afternoon, smoke rose ahead.

A settlement.

I nearly cried at the sight.

Twenty buildings had never looked like civilization before.

Now they looked like heaven.

A doctor named Whitcomb examined Samuel immediately.

He said the leg was badly infected but salvageable.

Then he examined me.

His eyebrows rose when I described the birth.

“Who treated the bleeding?”

I pointed at Hayes.

The doctor looked at him.

“You a physician?”

“No.”

“Midwife?”

“No.”

“Medical corps?”

“No.”

“What exactly are you?”

Hayes seemed annoyed.

“Cold.”

The doctor laughed.

Then became serious.

“Whatever you did probably saved her life.”

Hayes looked away.

“And the baby?”

“Needed breathing.”

“You did that too?”

“Yes.”

Dr. Whitcomb shook his head.

“Remind me never to play cards with you.”

“Why?”

“You appear to have spent all your luck already.”

We should have been safe.

But before sunset a rider entered town.

He wore a black coat and rode a chestnut horse.

Rusk saw him through the clinic window.

Every bit of color left his face.

Hayes noticed.

“Who?”

Rusk swallowed.

“Calder Vane.”

Samuel gripped the blanket.

The name appeared in his ledger.

Hayes looked at Rusk.

“What does he want?”

Rusk stared through the window.

“The same thing he’s wanted since Ohio.”

“The ledger.”

Rusk shook his head.

“No.”

He looked at Samuel.

“He wants everyone who knows about it dead.”

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