Freedom and Fresh Starts

The Floor He Chose to Sleep On · Chapter 4 of 6

Chapter 4

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Winter tightened its grip on the mountains.

By February, storms arrived almost weekly.

Judson showed Josie how to read the weather by the clouds above the western peaks.

She learned to use snowshoes.

To set a rabbit snare.

To fire the pistol he had left for her during his first week away.

She missed the target entirely on her first attempt.

Judson examined the tree she had hit.

“Tree won’t bother you again.”

Josie shoved him.

He pretended to stagger.

It was the first time she had touched him playfully.

Both noticed.

Neither mentioned it.

Their life developed a rhythm.

Morning chores.

Breakfast.

Judson checking traps.

Josie sewing, cooking, reading, sometimes walking nearby trails.

Evenings by the fire.

One evening she found him studying a letter.

The paper looked old.

Judson folded it immediately.

Josie sat across from him.

“Bad news?”

“Old news.”

“Those are sometimes worse.”

His eyes lifted.

Josie waited.

Judson sighed.

“My brother.”

“I didn’t know you had one.”

“Had.”

She understood the correction.

“What happened?”

“War.”

The Civil War had ended fourteen years earlier, but its ghosts still lived in every town.

“Were you there?”

Judson nodded.

“Union cavalry.”

That surprised her.

He did not seem like a soldier.

Or perhaps he seemed exactly like one.

“My brother Caleb enlisted with me.”

Judson stared into the flames.

“He was younger. Sixteen.”

Josie said nothing.

“He lied about his age.”

“What happened?”

“Antietam.”

The single word carried an entire graveyard.

Judson unfolded the letter.

“This is the last thing he wrote.”

Josie looked away politely.

Judson surprised her by holding it out.

She accepted.

The writing was faded.

Caleb described home.

A girl named Margaret.

His mother’s biscuits.

At the bottom he had written:

Judd, if one of us gets back, promise we won’t waste what the other one lost.

Josie swallowed.

“Judd?”

Judson looked embarrassed.

“Only he called me that.”

She handed the letter back.

“Did you keep the promise?”

His laugh contained no humor.

“No.”

“Why?”

“Came home angry.”

Judson folded the letter again.

“Mother died while I was gone. Farm was sold. Margaret married somebody else.”

“Caleb’s Margaret?”

Judson nodded.

“I drifted.”

“Cheyenne.”

“Eventually.”

“And then the mountains.”

“Mountains don’t ask questions.”

Josie smiled sadly.

“Neither do you.”

Judson looked at her.

“You ask enough for both of us.”

She smiled.

Then the wind outside changed.

Judson’s expression sharpened.

He stood.

“What?”

“Horse.”

Josie heard nothing.

Judson reached for the rifle.

Seconds later, pounding came at the door.

Three hard strikes.

Judson opened it.

A boy collapsed inside.

Josie recognized him.

Tommy Ellis, O’Malley’s sixteen-year-old nephew.

His lips were blue.

His coat was crusted with ice.

Judson caught him before he hit the floor.

“Tommy.”

The boy struggled to speak.

“Men… coming.”

Judson carried him near the fire.

Josie grabbed blankets.

“What men?”

Tommy looked at Josie.

“Your father’s creditors.”

Her stomach dropped.

“Why?”

“Amos disappeared.”

Judson’s face darkened.

Tommy coughed.

“They think he came here.”

“He didn’t,” Josie said.

Tommy nodded weakly.

“I know. But they don’t.”

“How many?”

“Four.”

Judson stood.

Josie saw something change in him.

The gentle man who slept on the floor vanished.

In his place stood the mountain man everyone feared.

Not wild.

Not angry.

Controlled.

That was somehow more frightening.

“When?”

“Maybe an hour behind me.”

Judson checked the rifle.

Josie rose.

“What do we do?”

“You and Tommy stay inside.”

“No.”

Judson looked at her.

“Josie.”

“They’re here because of my father.”

“They’re here because they’re criminals.”

“I can help.”

“You can help by staying alive.”

Her temper flared.

“I am tired of men deciding where I belong.”

Judson went completely still.

The words struck harder than she intended.

Josie regretted them immediately.

He lowered the rifle.

“You’re right.”

She blinked.

Judson breathed slowly.

“I’m asking you to stay inside because four armed men may be coming. I’m not ordering you.”

That difference mattered.

“What will you do?”

“Talk first.”

“And if they don’t want to talk?”

Judson checked the pistol at his belt.

“Then I’ll try harder.”

Josie almost smiled.

Less than forty minutes later, riders appeared.

Four men.

Judson stepped onto the porch.

Josie stood behind the window with the pistol.

Tommy remained beside the fire.

The riders stopped twenty yards away.

Their leader was a narrow-faced man with a scar beneath one eye.

“Cole!”

Judson waited.

“We want Amos Hale.”

“He isn’t here.”

“His girl is.”

Josie’s fingers tightened around the pistol.

Judson’s voice remained calm.

“She isn’t part of his debt.”

“Amos says otherwise.”

“Amos doesn’t own her.”

Scar-Face laughed.

“Funny thing about debt, mountain man. Somebody always owns somebody.”

Judson’s face became unreadable.

“No.”

The man’s smile faded.

“We ride away with the girl, debt disappears.”

Judson stepped off the porch.

The four men shifted.

“Or,” Scar-Face continued, “you pay us fifty dollars.”

“No.”

“Then move.”

Judson did not.

One rider reached toward his rifle.

Judson spoke quietly.

“I wouldn’t.”

The man stopped.

Scar-Face spat into the snow.

“You think town stories scare us?”

“No.”

“Then what?”

Judson tilted his head.

“You should be scared because you rode two hours into the mountains to kidnap a woman and didn’t consider whether the man living here might object.”

Nobody moved.

Josie felt her pulse hammering.

Scar-Face glanced toward the window.

His gaze found her.

“Girl!”

Josie opened the door before Judson could stop her.

She stepped onto the porch.

Judson looked back.

She nodded.

He reluctantly stepped aside.

Scar-Face smiled.

“Your daddy owes us money.”

“I know.”

“Come with us and he walks free.”

“No.”

His smile disappeared.

“You understand the offer?”

“Yes.”

“Then maybe you don’t understand what happens to Amos.”

Josie’s chest tightened.

“That’s between you and him.”

Scar-Face stared.

“He said you’d come.”

“He was wrong.”

The man looked toward Judson.

“You poisoning her against her own blood?”

Josie answered first.

“No.”

Her voice steadied.

“My father did that himself.”

The riders exchanged glances.

Scar-Face’s face reddened.

“Last chance.”

Judson stepped forward.

“No.”

This time the word belonged to both of them.

For several seconds the mountains seemed silent.

Then the four men turned their horses.

Scar-Face looked back.

“This isn’t finished.”

Judson nodded.

“Probably not.”

They rode away.

Josie released a breath.

Judson immediately faced her.

“You all right?”

“Yes.”

His gaze dropped to the pistol.

“You had the safety on.”

Josie looked.

He was right.

She laughed.

The laugh came out shaky and half-hysterical.

Judson smiled.

Then Tommy called from inside.

“Josie?”

She hurried back.

By midnight, the boy’s color had improved.

Judson remained awake.

Josie joined him near the window.

“They’ll come back.”

“Maybe.”

“You’re not worried?”

“Yes.”

“You don’t look worried.”

“I’ve had practice.”

Josie studied his face.

“Were the stories about three cattle thieves true too?”

Judson sighed.

“Only two.”

She stared.

He looked at her.

Josie burst out laughing.

Judson shook his head.

“You’re strange.”

“I learned from you.”

He smiled again.

The danger had not disappeared.

Her father remained missing.

Four desperate men knew where she lived.

Winter still isolated them from town.

Yet standing beside Judson, Josie felt something she had not expected to feel again.

Safe.

Not because Judson could fight.

Not because he was feared.

Because whenever a choice concerned her life, he let it remain hers.

That distinction was beginning to mean everything.

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