Freedom and Fresh Starts

The Cowboy Who Saw the Fear · Chapter 3 of 6

Chapter 3

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

My first week at Sterling Ranch taught me two things.

Tempest hated ropes.

And Catherine Sterling hated being helped.

The first problem was easier.

Every morning before sunrise, I entered Tempest’s paddock without saddle, whip, or spurs.

Sometimes I carried grain.

Sometimes nothing.

For the first few days, I barely touched him.

Trust cannot be dragged from a living creature.

It can only be offered enough times that fear eventually gets tired.

By the fourth morning, Tempest followed me halfway across the corral.

By the sixth, he let me lift his feet.

By the eighth, he stood quietly while I placed a saddle over his back.

Catherine watched almost every session.

She pretended she wasn’t.

She would appear carrying ledgers, inspect fence posts, check water troughs, speak with ranch hands.

But whenever Tempest made progress, her eyes found us.

She never praised me.

Never criticized.

Just watched.

The second problem—Catherine herself—was harder.

She ran Sterling Ranch as if refusing help were a matter of honor.

Broken gate?

She repaired it.

Accounts?

She handled them.

Sick calf at midnight?

She went herself.

Ranch hand injured?

She covered his work.

One afternoon I found her trying to lift a wagon wheel alone.

“Move.”

She glared at me.

“I can manage.”

“I’m sure.”

“Then leave.”

“No.”

Her eyes narrowed.

“Do you always ignore your employer?”

“Only when she’s about to drop eighty pounds of oak on her foot.”

She almost smiled.

Almost.

Together we lifted the wheel.

Afterward, she wiped dust from her gloves.

“Thomas used to say the same thing.”

The name changed the air between us.

She seemed to regret speaking immediately.

I didn’t ask questions.

That may have been why she answered one anyway.

“He thought I tried too hard to prove I didn’t need anyone.”

“Was he right?”

She looked at me.

“Yes.”

Then she walked away.

That evening, Silas Mercer returned.

No crowd this time.

No smile.

He arrived in a polished black carriage with two men riding behind him.

Catherine met him on the porch.

I was repairing tack inside the barn when voices carried across the yard.

“You’re late,” Mercer said.

“I’m not selling.”

“This isn’t about selling.”

I moved closer to the door.

Mercer removed a document from his coat.

“Your note comes due in thirty days.”

Catherine didn’t take the paper.

“I know.”

“The bank will foreclose.”

“I know.”

“You owe twelve thousand.”

“I know what I owe.”

Mercer smiled.

“I offered fifteen for the north pasture alone.”

“No.”

“You’re going to lose everything because of pride.”

Catherine’s jaw tightened.

“This ranch belonged to Thomas’s family before Dry Creek had a church. I’m not selling it to you.”

Mercer stepped closer.

“You may not get a choice.”

I had heard enough.

I walked outside.

Mercer noticed me.

“The famous horse whisperer.”

“Mercer.”

Catherine’s eyes flashed a warning.

“Jake, this is private.”

Mercer chuckled.

“Is it?”

He looked between us.

“Dry Creek is already talking.”

Catherine stiffened.

“About what?”

“A widow. A drifter. Long evenings at the ranch.”

My fist tightened.

Mercer saw.

His smile widened.

“Careful, soldier.”

I froze.

He knew.

Not only my name.

My past.

“How do you know I served?”

“Men leave records behind.”

“What do you want?”

His gaze returned to Catherine.

“The north pasture.”

“No,” she said.

“It contains the only reliable spring for eight miles.”

Catherine’s eyes narrowed.

So did mine.

Water.

That was the real prize.

Not Tempest.

Not land.

Water.

Mercer owned several neighboring cattle outfits.

Control the spring and he controlled who could run livestock through the valley.

“I’ll return before the note is due,” he said.

Then he looked at me.

“And Morrison?”

“What?”

“Wars end.”

His voice became almost pleasant.

“Men like you should learn to leave them buried.”

He stepped into his carriage.

They rode away.

I waited until the dust settled.

Then I turned toward Catherine.

“How much trouble are you in?”

“Enough.”

“Twelve thousand?”

“Yes.”

“Why?”

She stared toward the road.

“Thomas borrowed to expand the herd.”

“Before he died?”

“Yes.”

“What happened to the cattle?”

“A winter storm killed almost half.”

“And insurance?”

“This is cattle country, Jake, not Boston.”

Fair enough.

I looked toward the pastures.

“How long have you known Mercer wanted the spring?”

“Two years.”

“And you never considered selling?”

“No.”

“Why?”

Her voice hardened.

“Because once Mercer controls water, every small ranch from here to Santa Rosa either pays him or disappears.”

That sounded like Catherine.

Stubbornness disguised as morality.

Or morality disguised as stubbornness.

Maybe both.

“There must be another way.”

“There isn’t.”

“What about Tempest?”

Her eyes snapped toward me.

“No.”

“I didn’t say sell him.”

“What were you going to say?”

“Breed him.”

She stared.

“Tempest is valuable.”

“Very.”

“You could stand him at stud.”

Silence.

“The best ranches would pay.”

She considered it.

Then shook her head.

“Not enough in thirty days.”

“Maybe.”

Her gaze sharpened.

“What are you thinking?”

I looked toward the black stallion grazing behind the rail.

“A demonstration.”

“We already had one.”

“For locals.”

I smiled.

“I’m thinking bigger.”

Three days later, I rode Tempest into Dry Creek.

Not hard.

Not fast.

Just down the main street.

The effect was immediate.

People poured from stores.

Men stepped off sidewalks.

Children followed us.

The supposedly unrideable black stallion walked calmly beneath me.

At the livery stable, I dismounted.

A horse breeder from Abilene happened to be in town.

By sunset, he offered two hundred dollars for breeding rights to three mares.

The next day, two more breeders came.

Then another.

Word spread.

For the first time, Catherine began to believe Sterling Ranch might survive.

She smiled more.

Not much.

But enough that I noticed.

And I hated myself for noticing.

One evening we sat on the porch after supper.

Tempest grazed beyond the fence.

The sky burned orange behind the mesa.

Catherine handed me coffee.

“You saved my ranch.”

“Not yet.”

“You gave it a chance.”

“We’ll take that.”

She looked at me over the rim of her cup.

“Samuel says Tempest follows you around like a dog now.”

“Samuel exaggerates.”

Tempest whinnied from the paddock.

Catherine laughed.

A real laugh.

It startled both of us.

Her smile faded.

“I haven’t laughed much since Thomas.”

“You don’t owe anyone sadness forever.”

Her fingers tightened around the cup.

“Sometimes it feels like I do.”

I knew that feeling.

“Survivor’s debt.”

She looked at me.

“What?”

“Thinking being happy means you forgot the people who aren’t here.”

Her eyes searched mine.

“You do that?”

“Every day.”

The porch went quiet.

“Who did you lose?” she asked.

I stared into my coffee.

“Friends.”

“War?”

I nodded.

She didn’t press.

That was the moment I began trusting her.

Not because she understood.

Because she allowed silence.

After a while she said, “Thomas died on Tempest.”

I looked at her.

“He rode into a snowstorm looking for missing cattle. Tempest returned alone the next morning. Saddle torn. Blood on one stirrup.”

“Did they find him?”

“Two days later.”

Her voice became thin.

“At the bottom of Miller’s Ravine.”

“I’m sorry.”

“They called it an accident.”

“But you don’t believe it.”

She looked toward the darkening fields.

“I never did.”

“Why?”

“Thomas hated that ravine. Wouldn’t ride near it during bad weather.”

My skin tightened.

“Then what was he doing there?”

“I don’t know.”

A sound came from behind the barn.

A horse shifting.

I stood.

Catherine frowned.

“What is it?”

“Stay here.”

I walked toward the barn.

The door was open.

I had closed it earlier.

Inside, Tempest’s stall stood empty.

My stomach dropped.

“Catherine!”

She ran toward me.

“What?”

“Tempest.”

The rear barn door swung in the wind.

Fresh hoofprints cut across the dirt.

Alongside them were boot tracks.

Someone had taken him.

Then Catherine spotted something hanging from the stall latch.

A silver-topped cane.

Mercer.

She went pale.

I picked it up.

A folded paper was tied beneath the handle.

Catherine opened it.

Three words were written inside.

SELL THE SPRING.

She lowered the note.

“They took Tempest.”

I looked toward the dark hills.

“No.”

I grabbed my saddle.

“They stole him.”

And for the first time since the war, I wasn’t running from trouble.

I was riding directly toward it.

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