Freedom and Fresh Starts

The Cook Who Kept the Fire · Chapter 6 of 6

Chapter 6

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

Two mornings later, sunlight entered Iron Creek Ranch.

Real sunlight.

It slipped through the frost-covered window like something holy.

Billy saw it first.

He shouted so loudly Wyatt nearly fell from the table.

"SUN!"

Everyone woke.

Abby hurried to the window.

A pale golden line stretched across the snow.

Blue sky appeared above distant ridges.

Nobody spoke for several seconds.

Then the room erupted.

Men laughed.

Cheered.

Prayed.

Billy hugged Jeb.

Jeb threatened him.

Then hugged him back.

Wyatt cried openly.

Abby stood still.

She had imagined this moment countless times.

She expected relief.

Instead she felt tired.

So tired that her bones seemed hollow.

Caleb approached.

"It's over."

"No."

He looked confused.

"The storm is."

"The surviving isn't."

Abby pointed outside.

"We still need roads. Animals. Shelter. Injured men."

Caleb smiled.

"There she is."

"Who?"

"The woman who refuses to celebrate anything until she's cleaned afterward."

"Somebody has standards."

He stood beside her.

Sunlight touched his face.

His frostbitten cheek had begun healing.

"You kissed me."

Abby closed her eyes.

"I hoped you'd suffered memory loss."

"No such luck."

"It was medical."

"Medical?"

"You were hypothermic."

"I wasn't."

"You might have been."

"Was the slap medical too?"

"Yes."

"What condition did it treat?"

"Stupidity."

He laughed.

Abby tried not to.

Failed.

Caleb became serious.

"Rosalie."

She looked at him.

"We should talk."

"Those words have never led anywhere pleasant."

"About St. Louis."

Her expression cooled.

"Why?"

"Because you said something the first night."

"I said many things."

"You said you might misunderstand me."

Abby turned toward the window.

Caleb waited.

Finally she said, "A man once made me believe he wanted me."

Caleb did not interrupt.

"He didn't."

Her voice remained steady.

"He wanted entertainment for his friends."

Caleb's jaw tightened.

"It was years ago."

"Doesn't sound like it."

"Some wounds don't require bleeding."

Caleb looked down.

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be."

"I am anyway."

Abby sighed.

"Caleb, I don't want pity."

"You've never had mine."

She looked at him.

He continued.

"Respect, yes."

His eyes held hers.

"Admiration."

Abby's breath caught.

"Something considerably less convenient."

The kitchen seemed suddenly very quiet.

"What?"

He stepped closer.

"You know."

"No."

"Rosalie."

"I would like the man to state his case."

Caleb almost smiled.

"Fine."

He took her scarred hand.

"I have wanted to kiss you since September."

Abby's eyes widened.

"September?"

"Third."

"You know the date?"

"You threw a biscuit at Billy."

"He deserved it."

"I know."

"You wanted to kiss me because I assaulted a ranch hand with bread?"

"It was a good throw."

Despite herself, Abby laughed.

Caleb squeezed her hand.

"I like you."

The laughter faded.

"I like how you think before speaking."

Abby raised a brow.

"Usually."

"Usually."

He continued.

"I like that frightened people become calmer when you're near them."

Her eyes began stinging.

"I like that you don't ask permission to be capable."

"Caleb—"

"And yes."

His voice softened.

"I like the woman I'm looking at."

Abby looked away.

He gently turned her face back.

"All of her."

Tears came.

That angered her.

"I hate crying."

"I won't tell."

"I look terrible."

"You don't."

"That was too fast. You're lying."

"I'm learning."

She laughed through tears.

Then Caleb kissed her.

Slowly this time.

No storm.

No panic.

No audience.

Or almost no audience.

From behind them came Billy's whisper.

"I knew it."

Abby pulled away.

"Billy Dawson!"

Billy fled.

Jeb's laughter followed him.

For the first time, Abby did not mind.

Outside, the rebuilding began.

They dug tunnels between buildings.

Recovered six horses.

Found three dead.

Thirty-seven cattle had perished.

Many more survived because the men broke open drifts around the pens.

The south shed collapsed completely.

The bunkhouse roof was beyond repair.

For a week, everyone continued sleeping in the ranch house.

Nobody complained about Abby's food.

That became an unspoken law.

Wyatt eventually stood.

He lost the tip of one finger.

Only one.

When Abby told him, he stared at his hands for a long time.

Then he smiled.

"Nine and three quarters."

"Plenty."

"I'll still rope."

"I told you."

He hugged her.

Abby pretended to hate it.

Jeb changed more slowly.

He no longer made cruel jokes.

When another ranch hand who had sheltered elsewhere returned and made a remark about Abby's size, Jeb knocked his hat off.

"You eat because of that woman."

The man laughed.

Jeb didn't.

"Pick up your hat and apologize."

Abby witnessed it from the porch.

She said nothing.

But later she gave Jeb an extra biscuit.

He noticed.

Neither mentioned why.

Ten days after the sky cleared, riders appeared on the ridge.

Harlan Cole had returned.

He came with four men from Cheyenne and two wagons of supplies.

When he saw Iron Creek, his face changed.

The bunkhouse destroyed.

Barn damaged.

Dead cattle visible beneath snow.

Harlan dismounted.

"Caleb?"

"Alive."

"Men?"

"Most."

Harlan looked at Abby.

"What happened?"

Every man began speaking at once.

Caleb lifted one hand.

Silence.

He pointed at Abby.

"Ask her."

Harlan frowned.

So Abby explained.

The pressure drop.

The wood.

The bunkhouse.

Wyatt.

The rationing.

The damaged roof.

The fire.

The rescues.

She left out the kiss.

Billy nearly choked trying not to laugh.

When she finished, Harlan stared.

"How many died?"

Caleb answered.

"Three ranch hands caught outside before reaching shelter. Thirty-seven cattle."

Harlan looked across the ruined ranch.

Then back at Abby.

"Could've been everyone."

Nobody disagreed.

Harlan removed his hat.

"Mrs. Higgins—"

"Miss."

"Right."

He cleared his throat.

"I owe you."

Abby crossed her arms.

"I was doing my job."

"No."

Caleb said, "That's what she says."

Harlan ignored him.

"Your job is feeding men."

He gestured at the ranch.

"You saved them."

Abby became uncomfortable.

"What do you want?"

Harlan looked surprised.

"Want?"

"People become very generous after disasters. Then reality returns."

Jeb smirked.

Harlan laughed.

"Fine."

He thought.

"I'll double your wage."

Abby's eyebrows rose.

"Permanent?"

"Yes."

"Private kitchen authority?"

"What does that mean?"

"If I say provisions are reserved, nobody overrides me."

"Done."

"New stove."

Harlan stared.

"That's expensive."

Abby turned away.

"Wait."

She looked back.

"New stove."

"Good one."

"Best Cheyenne has."

"Now we're negotiating."

"You started."

Harlan smiled.

"Done."

The men cheered.

Abby pointed at them.

"And anyone insulting the cook loses dessert."

Silence.

Jeb raised his hand.

"Retroactively?"

Abby smiled.

"No."

He sighed in relief.

Harlan stared around at his men.

Something felt different.

Iron Creek had survived.

But the ranch that existed before the blizzard had not.

That place had been governed by pride.

The new one understood something better.

The strongest person in a room was not always the one carrying a gun.

Sometimes strength wore an apron.

Sometimes it had scarred hands.

Sometimes it spent years being mocked while quietly learning everything everyone else would one day desperately need.

✦
YOUR CHOICE

Cookie preferences

Read and listen either way. You can change your choice at any time using the link in the footer.

Essential & reading preferences

Remember this choice and the bookmarks, text size and listening settings you choose. Also supports security and publisher sign-in.

Always available

Help us understand story visits, chapter progress and listening using a random browser identifier. Advertising is off. This choice does not authorize advertising trackers.

Your choice lasts 180 days on this browser and this website. Read our privacy policy.