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The Cook of Crowder Basin · Chapter 4 of 6

Chapter 4

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Silas Crowder arrived just after noon beneath a sky washed clean by the storm.

He was not what Mara expected.

The ranch bore his name.

Men lowered their voices when they spoke about him.

Gideon described him as demanding, exacting, and “not fond of unnecessary complications.”

Mara had imagined someone older.

Perhaps sixty.

Heavy.

Comfortable.

A businessman who wore polished boots and saw ranch work from horseback only when visitors were present.

Instead, Silas Crowder rode into the yard alone.

He looked forty-five at most.

Tall.

Lean.

Dark coat powdered with snow.

There was a scar at his left temple and another across the back of one hand.

He dismounted without waiting for help.

His first glance went to the barn.

Second to the corrals.

Third to the smokehouse.

He stopped.

Gideon approached.

“You fixed that?”

“No.”

Silas looked at him.

Gideon cleared his throat.

“New cook.”

At that exact moment, Toby came running from behind the cookhouse carrying an egg.

“Mama!”

Silas turned.

Toby stopped.

So did Mara.

For a long second, nobody moved.

Silas looked from Toby to Mara.

Then at Gideon.

“You hired a child?”

Mara answered before the foreman could.

“He works cheap.”

Wade, standing near the bunkhouse, turned abruptly to hide a grin.

Silas stared.

Toby held up the egg.

“We got chickens.”

“I see that.”

“They came from gambling.”

Silence.

Gideon closed his eyes.

Mara wished the earth would open.

Silas looked toward the bunkhouse.

“Gambling?”

Wade stepped forward.

“Technically—”

“No,” Gideon said.

Wade stopped.

Silas returned his gaze to Mara.

“You’re Mrs. Vance.”

“Yes.”

“Your letter said widow.”

“It didn’t say child.”

“No.”

“Why?”

“Because most places stop reading after that word.”

Silas’s face remained unreadable.

“Walk with me.”

Mara’s stomach tightened.

She gave Toby to Amos.

Then followed Silas toward the cookhouse.

He said nothing as he entered.

His eyes moved over everything.

Clean stove.

Organized shelves.

Inventory ledger.

Freshly sharpened knives.

Bread cooling on a rack.

He opened the pantry.

Checked the flour.

Looked toward the back door and the working smokehouse beyond it.

“You did this?”

“Some.”

“Who helped?”

“The men.”

“Why?”

“Eventually they realized hunger was a strong argument.”

Silas walked to the inventory notebook.

“You keep records.”

“Yes.”

He read.

“Every pound?”

“Approximately.”

“Why approximately?”

“Because Wade Talbot steals bacon.”

From outside came a muffled, “I heard that.”

Silas looked toward the window.

Then back at Mara.

“You’ve been here how long?”

“Eight days.”

“Gideon says the supply wagon failed.”

“Yes.”

“And you haven’t missed a meal.”

“No.”

“Anyone sick?”

“No.”

“Complaints?”

“Constantly.”

Silas’s mouth moved slightly.

“So normal.”

“More or less.”

He closed the ledger.

“Come outside.”

They crossed to the smokehouse.

Silas inspected it.

Then the repaired chicken enclosure.

Then the garden.

Then the root cellar.

Mara watched him becoming less interested in Toby and more interested in the ranch.

That should have reassured her.

It did not.

Finally he stopped near the corral.

“The ranch has lost seven cooks in fourteen months.”

“Six, according to Gideon.”

Silas glanced at her.

“One lasted half a day.”

“I count him.”

“So do I.”

Mara almost smiled.

He continued.

“Why did they leave?”

“I don’t know.”

“You asked everyone else everything.”

“I asked enough.”

“Tell me.”

Mara hesitated.

“The kitchen was neglected.”

“That doesn’t answer me.”

“The men treated the cooks like outsiders.”

Silas’s gaze shifted toward the bunkhouse.

“Anything else?”

“The supply process is unreliable.”

He looked back.

“Anything else?”

“The ranch wastes food.”

A muscle moved in Gideon’s jaw several yards away.

Silas noticed.

“You disagree, Gideon?”

“No.”

“Good.”

Mara said, “The cook before me had no authority over stores, no control over waste, no dependable labor, and no incentive to build anything permanent.”

Silas folded his arms.

“You’ve formed strong opinions in eight days.”

“I formed most of them in eight hours.”

“About my ranch?”

“About my kitchen.”

That brought silence.

Then Silas nodded.

“Fair distinction.”

Mara breathed slightly easier.

Until he said, “And your son?”

“There is no distinction there.”

Silas’s expression changed.

She continued before fear could soften her words.

“If Toby goes, I go.”

“I haven’t asked you to send him anywhere.”

“Not yet.”

“You assume I will.”

“I assume employers prefer workers without inconvenient families.”

Silas looked at Toby in the distance.

The boy was sitting on an overturned bucket while Amos showed him how to braid rawhide.

“My wife died when our daughter was six.”

Mara had not expected that.

“I’m sorry.”

“She died eight years ago.”

“Your daughter?”

“At school in Denver.”

Silas’s voice had changed.

Only slightly.

Enough.

“She hates ranch life.”

Mara said nothing.

Silas turned toward her.

“A child isn’t an inconvenience, Mrs. Vance.”

“Some people disagree.”

“Then some people are fools.”

Mara’s shoulders lowered.

“So we can stay?”

“Did Gideon hire you?”

“Yes.”

“Then you’re hired.”

“That simple?”

“No.”

Her fear returned.

Silas pointed toward the smokehouse.

“You’re not rebuilding half my ranch without telling me what it costs.”

Mara stared.

Then she realized he was joking.

Barely.

But joking.

Behind them, Wade called, “Does that mean she stays?”

Silas turned.

“Why do you care?”

Forty men suddenly found separate reasons to study boots, saddles, fence posts, and sky.

Wade shoved his hands into his coat pockets.

“Food’s improved.”

Amos shouted, “Coward!”

Laughter exploded.

Even Silas smiled.

Mara felt something inside her loosen.

Not disappear.

She had lived too long without security to trust it after one conversation.

But it loosened.

The following weeks brought change faster than Mara expected.

Silas approved the dairy cow.

Then two.

He paid for a proper pantry door.

Ordered new stove parts.

Authorized a regular kitchen assistant from among the ranch hands on rotating duty.

That announcement produced near rebellion.

“Cooking duty?” Wade demanded.

“Kitchen duty,” Mara corrected.

“What’s the difference?”

“You’re not allowed to cook.”

“Why?”

“Because I’ve seen what you call coffee.”

The room erupted.

Wade pointed at her.

“This is tyranny.”

“Peel potatoes.”

He did.

Silas remained at Crowder Basin longer than usual.

Mara saw him at meals.

He spoke little.

Watched much.

Toby became fascinated with him.

Children, Mara had learned, were often attracted to the most serious adult in a room.

Perhaps because serious adults were easier to surprise.

One evening Toby climbed onto the bench across from Silas.

“Do you own everything?”

“No.”

“Gideon says you own all the land to the ridge.”

“Most of it.”

“Do you own Mama’s stove?”

“Yes.”

Toby thought.

“Then you should fix it.”

Wade choked on coffee.

Silas looked at Mara.

She lifted both hands.

“Not mine.”

The new stove plate arrived two weeks later.

So did winter flour.

Salt.

Sugar.

Coffee.

Dried fruit.

Mara stood inside the full pantry and nearly cried.

She did not.

Instead she built shelves.

By November, the cookhouse had become more than a place to eat.

Men gathered there after supper.

Amos played fiddle.

Toby drew pictures.

Mara sometimes made extra coffee and sat long enough to listen.

Wade increasingly found reasons to stay.

One night, after everyone left, he remained at the end of the table.

“You ever think about marrying again?”

Mara froze.

“That’s a strange question.”

“Is it?”

“Yes.”

Wade stared at his cup.

“I’m bad at these conversations.”

“So stop having one.”

He laughed quietly.

“See, that’s why I like talking to you.”

Mara began wiping the counter.

“I was married nine years.”

“What happened?”

“Fever.”

“Sorry.”

“He was a good man.”

Wade nodded.

“Then I reckon any man after him has competition.”

Mara stopped.

“No.”

Wade looked up.

“The dead aren’t competition.”

Her voice remained calm.

“They’re memory.”

Something in his expression softened.

Before he could respond, a shout came from outside.

“Fire!”

Mara’s head snapped around.

Orange light flashed against the window.

The smokehouse.

She ran.

Men poured from the bunkhouse carrying buckets.

Flames licked up one side wall.

“Water line!” Gideon shouted.

Mara grabbed Toby before he could come closer and handed him to Amos.

“Stay with him.”

Then she ran toward the smokehouse.

Wade caught her arm.

“No.”

“My stores are in there.”

“It’s burning.”

“Then help me save them.”

The fire was controlled within twenty minutes.

But not before one wall blackened and half the winter meat was threatened.

Mara stood amid smoke and slush, chest heaving.

Gideon examined the wall.

“Flue?”

Wade crouched.

“No.”

He pointed.

“Oil.”

Mara stared.

A broken lantern lay near the rear wall.

Too far from where anyone normally worked.

Silas picked it up.

“This didn’t happen by accident.”

The men grew quiet.

Mara looked toward the darkness beyond the yard.

For weeks, Crowder Basin had become safer.

Warmer.

Almost like home.

Now someone had tried to burn the thing keeping forty men fed.

And for the first time, the threat did not come from weather, hunger, or bad luck.

It came from a person.

Someone who wanted Mara’s work destroyed.

Someone who might still be on the ranch.

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