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Strength Beyond the Winter · Chapter 2 of 6

Chapter 2

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Marriage exposed Annabeth's weaknesses faster than Philadelphia society ever had.

Her first breakfast nearly burned down the kitchen.

Martha had gone to visit her sister for two weeks, leaving Annabeth determined to prove she could feed her husband without assistance.

She began with biscuits.

The recipe seemed simple.

It was not.

Bo entered the kitchen to discover smoke pouring from the stove and Annabeth attacking a blackened pan with a towel.

“Open the door!”

He did.

“What happened?”

“The biscuits betrayed me.”

Bo stared at the pan.

“These biscuits?”

“They looked different before.”

One was so burned it rolled from the pan and struck the floor like a stone.

Bo picked it up.

Annabeth waited for mockery.

Instead he examined it carefully.

“Could use these in the north fence.”

She glared.

“For what?”

“Structural support.”

Annabeth threw the towel at him.

Bo laughed.

It was the first time she heard him laugh without restraint.

The sound transformed his entire face.

Unfortunately, breakfast did not improve from there.

She set bacon on fire.

She oversalted eggs.

Three days later she dropped a ceramic serving bowl that had belonged to Bo's mother.

The pieces shattered across the kitchen floor.

Bo entered just as Annabeth knelt among them.

She looked devastated.

“I didn't mean to.”

He crouched.

“Don't move.”

“It belonged to your mother.”

“I know.”

“I'll replace it.”

“You can't.”

That made everything worse.

Annabeth stared at the broken fragments.

Bo began gathering them.

“My mother broke things too.”

“Not this.”

“No. Mostly my father's patience.”

Annabeth almost smiled.

Bo placed the pieces on the table.

“You think marriage depends on dishes?”

“No.”

“Then we'll survive.”

The ranch itself showed even less mercy.

On her first attempt to saddle her mare, Daisy, Annabeth tightened the cinch incorrectly.

She mounted.

The saddle slid sideways.

She landed in the dirt while three ranch hands immediately became fascinated by distant objects.

Bo walked over.

“You hurt?”

“Only my dignity.”

“That'll heal.”

“I dislike you.”

“No, you don't.”

Annabeth brushed dirt from her skirt.

“Temporarily, I do.”

Bo corrected the saddle.

“Again.”

She stared at him.

“You expect me to get back on?”

“You expect the ground to apologize?”

Annabeth mounted again.

By afternoon, her thighs ached.

By evening, her hands were blistered.

The next morning she rode anyway.

Ranch life provided endless opportunities for failure.

She tangled rope.

She frightened chickens.

She attempted to carry two water buckets and spilled half down her skirt.

She repaired a section of fence so poorly that a calf escaped through it before sunset.

Every mistake became entertainment for somebody.

Especially Jeb Carter, one of Bo's older ranch hands.

“Mrs. Rollins,” Jeb said after watching her struggle with a fence staple, “you sure you don't miss those fancy parties?”

Annabeth struck the staple harder.

“No.”

“Soft beds?”

“No.”

“Servants?”

The hammer slipped and hit her thumb.

Annabeth sucked in a breath.

Jeb tried not to laugh.

She turned slowly.

“Mr. Carter, does talking prevent you from working, or have you simply mastered disappointing two people simultaneously?”

The other ranch hands exploded with laughter.

Jeb removed his hat.

“I believe I'm starting to like you, ma'am.”

“Try silently.”

Her hands became rougher.

Her boots lost their shine.

The soft skin at her palms hardened into calluses.

And something unexpected happened.

Annabeth became happy.

Not constantly.

There were days when she missed warm baths that appeared without carrying water.

There were evenings when exhaustion made her cry quietly before sleep.

But the work mattered.

Meals disappeared because hungry men had spent twelve hours fencing.

Clean sheets smelled of wind because she had hung them herself.

When calves survived difficult births, everyone celebrated.

When a storm damaged a roof, no one blamed fate. They repaired it.

Purpose was not comfortable.

Annabeth discovered she preferred it that way.

Bo rarely praised her directly.

But she noticed things.

He stopped correcting every decision.

He began asking her opinion about supplies.

When a ranch hand needed to travel into town, Bo asked Annabeth whether she wanted anything rather than deciding what the house required.

One rainy evening, he returned from the barn to find stew on the table.

It was edible.

More than edible.

Good.

He took another spoonful.

Annabeth watched him.

“Well?”

Bo continued chewing.

“If I praise it too much, you'll become arrogant.”

“I survived your first month of criticism. I believe my character can withstand one compliment.”

He looked at her.

“It's good.”

Her smile arrived before she could stop it.

Bo noticed.

Something shifted between them.

Their marriage had begun with politeness.

Then came irritation.

Then companionship.

Bo discovered Annabeth read newspapers whenever travelers brought them from larger towns.

Annabeth discovered Bo owned several books hidden in a cabinet and had taught himself accounting because he distrusted bankers.

That amused her immensely.

“My father would consider that an insult to civilization.”

“Your father runs banks.”

“Yes.”

“My point stands.”

She told him little about Philadelphia.

Bo did not press.

For that she was grateful.

But the West could be as cruel as the East.

Women in Copper Creek watched Annabeth closely.

At church, she overheard two ranch wives talking behind her.

“She won't last winter.”

“She'll be back East before Christmas.”

“She married Bo because she wanted adventure. Once she learns adventure includes frozen chamber pots, she'll disappear.”

Annabeth said nothing.

But that afternoon she chopped wood until her hands reopened.

Bo found her behind the house.

Blood spotted the handle.

He took the ax.

“Enough.”

“I can do it.”

“I know.”

“Then give it back.”

“No.”

“Bo.”

He examined her palms.

“You don't prove anything by destroying yourself.”

She looked away.

He understood immediately.

“Who said something?”

“No one.”

“Annabeth.”

She hated how easily he could hear lies in her voice.

“Some women believe I'll leave.”

“Do you?”

She looked at him.

“No.”

“Then why care?”

“Because they're waiting for me to fail.”

Bo leaned the ax against the chopping block.

“People waited for me to fail when I bought this ranch.”

“You?”

“I was twenty-two. Barely had enough money for forty acres and three half-dead cows.”

Annabeth looked across the property.

“Now you have thousands.”

“Didn't happen because people believed in me.”

He placed her injured hand gently against his palm.

“It happened because I kept working after they stopped watching.”

That night he rubbed salve into her blisters.

Neither mentioned how intimate the gesture felt.

Autumn became winter.

The first major snowstorm arrived suddenly.

By evening, drifts covered the road.

Wind shook the shutters.

Annabeth stood at the window.

“This is what you meant by brutal?”

Bo added wood to the stove.

“This is mild.”

She turned sharply.

“You're joking.”

“No.”

“You have a terrible sense of comfort.”

Bo smiled.

During the night, one of the ranch hands pounded on the door.

A pregnant cow had collapsed in the barn.

Bo dressed immediately.

Annabeth followed.

“You stay inside.”

“No.”

“The barn's freezing.”

“Then we should work quickly.”

“Annabeth—”

“You asked for a fighter.”

He groaned.

“I regret that speech more every day.”

She put on her coat.

They fought for two hours to save the cow and calf.

Annabeth held lanterns, fetched cloth, warmed water, and followed every instruction.

When the calf finally breathed, Bo sat back against the stall.

Annabeth was filthy.

Hair had escaped her braid.

Her face was streaked with dirt.

She looked radiant.

“We did it,” she whispered.

Bo looked at her differently then.

Not like a city woman.

Not even like his wife.

Like someone who belonged beside him.

“You did good.”

Annabeth smiled.

“Careful. Compliments may make me arrogant.”

“I'll risk it.”

Spring arrived months later with melting snow and fields turning green.

By then Annabeth could saddle Daisy without help.

She could patch a fence.

She knew which ranch hands drank coffee black and which pretended not to like her apple pie while always taking seconds.

She had stopped counting the days since Philadelphia.

Then a letter arrived.

Not from her father.

From her younger cousin Margaret.

It contained only a few sentences.

Julian Mercer is furious.

Your father tells everyone you suffered a nervous episode.

They are searching for you quietly because a public scandal would embarrass them.

Please be careful.

Annabeth read the letter twice.

Bo entered the kitchen.

“What happened?”

She folded it quickly.

“Nothing.”

He studied her face.

“That wasn't nothing.”

For several seconds, Annabeth considered telling him everything.

Then fear won.

If Bo knew who her father was, perhaps he would see her differently.

If he understood the influence Charles Whitmore possessed, perhaps he would wonder whether their marriage could survive it.

Or worse—whether marrying her had been a mistake.

Annabeth placed the letter inside her apron.

“My past knocking.”

Bo's gaze remained steady.

“Need me to answer?”

Something tightened in her chest.

“Not yet.”

Bo nodded.

He did not demand more.

Outside, cattle moved toward the spring pasture.

Ranch hands shouted.

A hammer rang against wood.

Annabeth looked at the world she had chosen.

She had learned to ride.

To cook.

To work.

To fall and stand again.

But she had not yet learned the hardest lesson.

You could cross an entire continent and still discover that the life you escaped had found the road behind you.

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