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Five Shadows on the Porch · Chapter 5 of 6

Chapter 5

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Judge Croft’s arrest should have ended everything.

Instead, it started a different kind of battle.

For three weeks, Red Bluff became crowded with attorneys, investigators, reporters, deputy marshals, landowners, angry ranchers, frightened clerks, and men who suddenly claimed they had never trusted Horace Croft.

The courthouse records revealed fraud stretching back nearly eleven years.

Forged taxes.

Fabricated debts.

Intimidated witnesses.

Properties transferred through shell companies.

Families driven away from land their parents had homesteaded.

The Thorne ledger became the center of the investigation.

But Thomas’s letters made the story personal.

The San Antonio Herald printed his final warning.

Soon newspapers across Texas carried headlines about “THE RED BLUFF LAND CONSPIRACY.”

Clara hated reporters.

They appeared on her porch at breakfast.

They waited outside church.

One asked whether she believed her brother had killed “upwards of fifty men.”

Elias answered from behind her.

“Sixty-three.”

The reporter nearly dropped his notebook.

Clara stared at Elias.

After the man hurried away, she asked, “Sixty-three?”

“No.”

“You lied?”

“He asked a foolish question.”

“How many?”

Elias walked toward the barn.

“Chickens need feeding.”

“Elias!”

He raised one hand without turning.

Clara smiled despite herself.

Something had begun changing around the ranch.

For the first time since Thomas’s death, mornings did not feel impossible.

Grief remained.

It probably always would.

She still sometimes reached across the bed in the darkness expecting to find her husband.

She still turned when a floorboard creaked.

But life had begun returning around the edges.

Neighbors helped repair fences damaged during the siege.

Ruth replanted the flower bed Silas had spat into.

Edwin Barnes sent a new coffee pot because the old one still bore a dent from the night Clara dropped her cup.

Mercer Kane did the hardest work and accepted the coldest silences.

He stayed in a bunk inside the barn.

Clara had not asked him to remain.

Elias had.

“Why?” she asked one evening.

“He’s testifying.”

“That doesn’t require sleeping near my cattle.”

“He has enemies.”

“So do you.”

“Exactly. Company.”

Mercer eventually testified before a state grand jury.

He admitted everything.

The intimidation.

Croft’s orders.

Thomas’s killing.

His own role in moving the body.

He expected prison.

Instead, prosecutors offered reduced charges in exchange for testimony.

When he returned to the ranch after the hearing, Clara found him sitting beside the creek.

“You testified?”

“Yes.”

“Everything?”

“Yes.”

“Even what you did?”

He looked at her.

“Especially that.”

Clara sat several feet away.

For some time they watched the water.

Mercer finally said, “I spent eight years riding for Croft.”

“Why?”

“Money at first.”

“And later?”

“Fear.”

He picked up a stone.

“Men think evil starts with waking up one morning deciding to become a monster.”

He tossed the stone into the creek.

“It usually starts with one small thing you explain away.”

Clara said nothing.

“One man gets threatened. You tell yourself nobody got hurt.”

Another stone.

“One family loses a ranch. You say they should’ve known better.”

Another.

“Then a man dies, and by then you’ve spent so many years becoming somebody else that you barely notice.”

Clara looked at him.

“Thomas noticed.”

Mercer’s eyes dropped.

“Yes.”

“He refused.”

“Yes.”

“That’s the difference.”

“I know.”

Clara stood.

“I don’t forgive you.”

Mercer nodded.

“I don’t expect it.”

“But I believe you’re trying to become someone better.”

He looked up.

“That’s more than I deserve.”

“Probably.”

A faint smile touched his mouth.

Clara returned to the house.

She found Elias packing.

Her happiness vanished.

“What are you doing?”

He continued folding a shirt.

“Trial starts next week. Marshal Holt doesn’t need me.”

“Neither does that answer my question.”

Elias stopped.

Clara folded her arms.

“You’re leaving.”

“I’ve been here almost two months.”

“Oh, forgive me. After fifteen years, two months must feel endless.”

“Clara.”

“You said you’d learn to stay.”

“I said I’d try.”

“No. You agreed when I told you to learn.”

Elias looked tired.

“This isn’t my life.”

“It could be.”

“No.”

“Why?”

“Because people know me.”

“What does that mean?”

“You’ve seen the reporters. The looks in town.”

“So?”

“So trouble follows names like mine.”

Clara laughed bitterly.

“Trouble followed me while you were gone.”

He flinched.

Good.

She wanted him to.

“You think leaving protects me?”

“It might.”

“It protects you.”

His eyes hardened.

“That’s not fair.”

“It’s true.”

Clara pointed toward the door.

“You know how to face men with guns, but you don’t know how to face breakfast with family.”

Elias looked away.

“That’s different.”

“Yes. Breakfast lasts longer.”

He almost smiled, but she did not.

“You are still running from that eighteen-year-old boy who shot Ames.”

“I’m not.”

“You are.”

She stepped closer.

“You’ve built your whole life around never needing anybody long enough to disappoint them.”

Elias said nothing.

Clara softened.

“Do you think Father would want you to spend the rest of your life punishing yourself?”

“I don’t know.”

“I do.”

She looked toward Thomas’s chair.

“And Thomas didn’t.”

Elias followed her gaze.

“His letter said to forgive you.”

“He didn’t know me.”

“He knew enough.”

Elias sat on the bed.

For once, the famous gunslinger looked completely lost.

“What would I do here?”

Clara laughed.

“I have fourteen miles of fence.”

“I’m serious.”

“So am I.”

“I don’t know ranching.”

“You grew up on one.”

“I know horses.”

“That’s ranching with more paperwork.”

“I’m not staying because you need labor.”

“No.”

Clara sat beside him.

“I want my brother.”

Silence.

Elias looked at his packed bag.

Then slowly unpacked the shirt.

Clara smiled.

“Good.”

“Don’t make a celebration out of this.”

“I’m telling Ruth.”

“Clara.”

“She’ll bake a pie.”

“I hate pie.”

“You’re lying.”

“Absolutely.”

She left before he could change his mind.

But staying brought new problems.

A week later, trouble arrived in Red Bluff wearing a silver-handled revolver.

His name was Grant Hollis.

Twenty-eight.

Quick.

Foolish.

Determined to make himself famous.

He walked into Mason’s Saloon and announced that Elias Thorne’s reputation had been exaggerated.

By evening, half the town knew Hollis wanted a gunfight.

By morning he was standing on Main Street waiting.

Elias came into town for nails.

Clara rode with him.

The moment they stepped from the mercantile, Hollis called out.

“Thorne!”

Elias closed his eyes.

“No.”

Clara whispered, “No what?”

“I’m tired.”

Hollis stood in the street.

“You the Pale Rider?”

“Unfortunately.”

“I heard you’re fast.”

“People say lots of things.”

“I came six hundred miles to find out.”

Elias carried the sack of nails toward his horse.

Hollis looked stunned.

“You walking away?”

“Yes.”

Laughter came from the saloon porch.

Hollis flushed.

“You afraid?”

Elias stopped.

Clara could feel the town waiting.

Everyone expected the legend.

The lightning draw.

The dead young challenger.

Instead Elias turned.

“You have a mother?”

Hollis frowned.

“What?”

“Mother. Father. Wife?”

“Mother.”

“She alive?”

“Yes.”

“Go home.”

Hollis’s face reddened.

“Draw.”

“No.”

“Coward.”

Elias smiled faintly.

“Possibly.”

“You think you’re too good to fight me?”

“No.”

He looked at the young man.

“I think you’re too young to die because strangers might tell a story about you.”

The street became quiet.

Hollis hesitated.

Elias continued.

“You kill me, men come looking for you.”

“What if you kill me?”

“Your mother gets a coffin.”

The young man’s confidence weakened.

“This is what you wanted?”

Elias asked.

“To be remembered because one of us dies?”

Hollis looked around.

Nobody laughed now.

Finally his hand moved away from his revolver.

Elias nodded.

“Good choice.”

He loaded the nails onto the saddle.

Clara followed.

As they rode away, she looked at him.

“What?”

“That was impressive.”

“I didn’t do anything.”

“Exactly.”

He glanced at her.

“Age makes shooting less interesting.”

“And staying?”

He looked toward the distant ranch.

“Maybe more.”

Two months after Croft’s arrest, the trial began.

Clara testified.

Sheriff Garrett testified.

Mercer testified.

Edwin testified.

Then Elias.

Judge Croft sat beside his attorneys, still dressed perfectly.

When Clara entered the courtroom, Croft looked at her as though she were dirt on his shoe.

She looked back.

This time she felt no fear.

The prosecutor asked, “Mrs. Thorne, why did your husband refuse to sell?”

Clara answered, “Because the ranch was ours.”

“Was it especially valuable?”

“The creek was.”

“So this was about money?”

“For Croft.”

“And for your husband?”

Clara looked toward the gallery.

Elias sat there.

Ruth.

Neighbors.

People who had spent years afraid.

“For Thomas, it was about whether powerful men had the right to take something just because they wanted it.”

The prosecutor nodded.

“And what did your husband decide?”

“He decided they did not.”

Croft’s attorney stood during cross-examination.

“Mrs. Thorne, your husband’s death was initially ruled accidental.”

“Yes.”

“And you accepted that ruling?”

“No.”

“You signed the death certificate paperwork.”

“I signed because I was burying my husband.”

The lawyer paused.

“You are understandably emotional.”

Clara stared at him.

“I am understandably widowed.”

A murmur moved through the courtroom.

The lawyer changed direction.

“Your brother is a notorious gunfighter.”

Elias sighed from the gallery.

The judge presiding over the trial frowned.

“Counsel, relevance?”

The attorney replied, “Potential intimidation of witnesses.”

Clara said, “My brother didn’t intimidate Judge Croft into writing eleven years of fraudulent entries.”

Laughter erupted.

Even the judge concealed a smile.

Croft did not.

Five days later, the jury returned.

Guilty.

Fraud.

Conspiracy.

Bribery.

Extortion.

And conspiracy connected to Thomas Thorne’s death.

Silas Vance, who had survived Croft’s gunshot, accepted a plea and admitted responsibility for the fatal blow.

Croft was sentenced to decades in prison.

Outside the courthouse, reporters shouted questions.

Clara ignored them.

She walked down the steps into bright Texas sunlight.

Elias waited beside the hitching rail.

“Well?” he asked.

“It’s over.”

He nodded.

But Clara shook her head.

“No.”

“What?”

She looked toward the open road.

“It’s finished.”

There was a difference.

For the first time, Elias seemed to understand.

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