Freedom and Fresh Starts

Coffee Before the Question · Chapter 6 of 6

Chapter 6

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Vernon Crow’s arrest changed Miller Junction faster than any sermon ever had.

People who had spent years lowering their voices when Crow passed suddenly remembered stories.

A rancher named Samuel Beck produced loan papers showing forged interest charges.

Bernard from the feed store admitted Crow had ordered him to refuse Garrick credit.

A freight driver testified that he had hauled chemical barrels to the north ridge.

Another man remembered seeing Daniel Mercer arguing with Crow shortly before the surveyor disappeared.

The second gunman from the chapel decided loyalty had limits when facing a murder charge.

He told Sheriff Reed where Mercer’s body could be found.

Three days later, they recovered remains from an abandoned mine shaft.

A bullet was lodged inside the ribs.

Crow’s empire began collapsing one confession at a time.

Yet justice did not repair Hollow Creek overnight.

Winter was coming.

The feed shed was gone.

The ranch still carried debt.

Dozens of cattle were sick.

The spring remained contaminated.

And Garrick’s bank payment was due.

Nola found him one morning studying numbers at the kitchen table.

“You’re going to wear a hole through that paper.”

“I need six hundred dollars.”

“How much do you have?”

“Two hundred thirteen.”

“Cattle?”

“Can’t sell sick stock.”

“The mineral rights?”

“Could sell them.”

“Will you?”

“No.”

Nola raised an eyebrow.

Garrick leaned back.

“Crow wanted that ridge badly enough to kill Rebecca. I’m not turning around and handing it to the first wealthy man who waves money.”

“Good.”

“You agree?”

“Unfortunately.”

He smiled faintly.

“There may be another way.”

Nola sat.

“What?”

“Lease the mineral rights instead of selling.”

“To whom?”

“A legitimate company.”

“With conditions.”

Garrick watched her.

“You’ve thought about this.”

“I think about many things.”

“I’ve noticed.”

She pointed toward the map.

“You keep ownership. You protect the spring. You demand safe disposal. You take royalties instead of a lump payment.”

“Where did you learn mining contracts?”

“Samuel worked around mining camps.”

“You really have been everything.”

“Mostly tired.”

Garrick smiled.

The change in him was impossible to miss now.

He ate again.

Slept occasionally.

Shaved twice a week.

Eli had returned to behaving like a boy instead of a replacement father.

He had even been caught trying to ride a yearling without permission.

Garrick had punished him.

Nola considered that progress.

Clara’s dress now fit properly because Nola had let out the seams and added fabric from an older skirt.

Weston regained weight.

His laugh returned before his appetite did.

The first time he threw mashed potatoes at Garrick, Nola pointed triumphantly.

“I told you.”

Garrick wiped potato from his beard.

“You predicted this?”

“Absolutely.”

Clara giggled.

Eli nearly fell from his chair laughing.

Garrick looked around the table.

Something shifted in his expression.

Nola saw it.

The sound of children laughing had once belonged to a different life.

Now it belonged to this one too.

It hurt him.

But not only in a painful way.

Later, Nola found him standing beside Rebecca’s grave.

The marker sat beneath a cottonwood overlooking the western field.

Nola stopped several yards away.

“I can leave.”

“No.”

She approached.

Garrick placed yellow wildflowers beneath the stone.

“She liked these.”

“So you said.”

He glanced at Nola.

“You remembered.”

“Yes.”

He looked back at the grave.

“I keep thinking I’m doing something wrong.”

“What?”

“Feeling better.”

Nola understood.

“It feels like leaving them behind.”

“Yes.”

“You’re not.”

“How do you know?”

“Because I spent years trying not to move forward.”

She looked toward the mountains.

“I thought grief was proof I loved Samuel and Anna.”

Garrick remained quiet.

“I thought if I stopped hurting every minute, it meant they mattered less.”

“Does it?”

“No.”

“How do you know?”

“Because I can say their names now without wishing I were buried beside them.”

Garrick turned toward her.

Nola rarely spoke so plainly about that period.

“I’m sorry.”

“Don’t be.”

She looked at Rebecca’s marker.

“Rebecca wanted you alive.”

His eyes lowered.

“You don’t know that.”

Nola reached into her pocket.

She handed him a small page.

“What’s this?”

“Last page of her journal.”

His face tightened.

“You kept it?”

“I found it stuck inside the back cover yesterday.”

He opened it.

Rebecca had written only a paragraph.

If I do not recover, I pray Garrick understands that surviving me is not a betrayal. He has always loved with his whole stubborn heart. I hope someday he gives that heart somewhere it can live instead of placing it in the ground with me. The children need laughter. So does he.

Garrick read it twice.

Then he sat beside the grave.

Nola quietly walked away.

That evening, he came into the kitchen.

“Nola.”

She continued cutting carrots.

“Yes?”

“I want you to stay.”

The knife stopped.

“I am staying through harvest.”

“No.”

She looked up.

“I mean after.”

Her heart beat harder.

He stepped closer.

“When you arrived, I was cruel.”

“That’s one word.”

“You annoyed me.”

“I noticed.”

“I thought the agency had cheated me.”

“Because I was old.”

He winced.

“Because you weren’t what I expected.”

“That sounds nicer.”

“It isn’t.”

He took a breath.

“I expected somebody young because I thought youth meant energy.”

Nola folded her arms.

“And now?”

“Now I know stubbornness has no age limit.”

She laughed.

He did too.

Then his expression became serious.

“You walked into this house and within an hour you saw everything I had spent months pretending not to see.”

“Garrick—”

“You saved Weston.”

“Dr. Webb helped.”

“You saved Eli from becoming a grown man at ten.”

Her eyes softened.

“You gave Clara somebody she could speak to about her mother.”

“She speaks to Bear about most things.”

“Bear has terrible advice.”

“That bear has excellent judgment.”

Garrick stepped closer.

“And you saved me.”

Nola immediately shook her head.

“No.”

“You did.”

“No.”

“Why won’t you let me say it?”

“Because I don’t want you confusing gratitude with love.”

Silence.

The word hung between them.

Garrick stared at her.

Nola wished she could call it back.

Instead he asked, “Do you think I’m doing that?”

“I think you were lonely.”

“I was.”

“You were grieving.”

“I still am.”

“You needed help.”

“Yes.”

“And I arrived.”

“Yes.”

She swallowed.

“That can feel like love.”

He considered her words carefully.

Then he nodded.

“You’re right.”

The agreement hurt more than she expected.

Nola looked down.

“Good.”

Garrick continued.

“That’s why I’m not asking you to marry me.”

Her head rose.

He smiled faintly.

“Not yet.”

“Garrick.”

“I want you to stay because this house is better with you in it.”

He took her hand.

“I want enough time to discover whether this is gratitude.”

His thumb moved slowly across her knuckles.

“And if it isn’t?”

Nola looked at him.

“Then what?”

“Then I’ll ask properly.”

Her throat tightened.

“That sounds suspiciously reasonable.”

“I have moments.”

“Few.”

“Rare.”

They were standing very close.

Garrick lifted his free hand.

He paused before touching her cheek.

Giving her the choice.

Nola did not move away.

He kissed her.

It was gentle.

No desperation.

No attempt to replace somebody lost.

A beginning rather than an escape.

When they separated, Nola whispered, “You still owe me thirty dollars.”

Garrick laughed against her forehead.

“I knew romance wouldn’t make you cheaper.”

“Nothing will.”

The next morning brought news from Fort Mercy.

The mineral company Garrick had contacted wanted to inspect the north ridge.

Their engineer arrived within the week.

His estimate stunned them.

Crow had not been chasing a small silver deposit.

The ridge held enough lead and silver to transform Hollow Creek’s finances for decades if developed responsibly.

The company offered Garrick twelve thousand dollars for outright ownership.

He refused.

Instead he negotiated a lease.

Nola sat beside him.

So did a lawyer from Fort Mercy.

The agreement protected the water source, required waste to be hauled away, and gave the Hale family royalties.

When Garrick signed, the lawyer smiled.

“You realize you could have taken the twelve thousand today.”

Garrick looked toward his children playing outside.

“I’ve seen what greed does.”

He pushed the contract forward.

“I’d rather build something my children can live with.”

The bank debt was paid within forty-eight hours.

Feed was purchased.

The north spring was closed until specialists could clean the contamination.

A new well was dug.

Neighboring ranchers volunteered labor.

Not because Garrick had suddenly become wealthy.

Because Hollow Creek’s fight had revealed how many of them Crow had hurt.

One Saturday, fifteen wagons arrived.

Men rebuilt the feed shed.

Women repaired curtains and brought food.

Children chased one another across the yard.

Clara wore a new red dress.

Eli got into a fistfight with another boy and returned with a swollen lip.

Garrick looked horrified.

Nola looked delighted.

“He’s being ten.”

“He punched somebody.”

“Yes.”

“I’m supposed to punish him.”

“Yes.”

“You seem happy about this.”

“I’m thrilled.”

Garrick shook his head.

Weston sat in Nola’s lap banging a wooden spoon against a bowl.

Amos Pike approached.

“Looks different around here.”

Nola smiled.

“So does Garrick.”

Amos glanced toward him.

“That boy laughed twice today.”

“Three times.”

“Miracle.”

“You told me he needed one.”

Amos looked at her.

“Reckon one arrived.”

Nola’s smile faded slightly.

“I’m not a miracle.”

“No.”

The old man tipped his hat.

“Miracles are usually less argumentative.”

Before she could respond, Garrick called from the porch.

“Nola!”

“What?”

“Clara says there’s something under her bed.”

Nola sighed.

“Probably Bear’s judgment catching up with him.”

She started toward the house.

Amos watched her go.

For years Hollow Creek had been spoken of as a dying ranch.

Now hammering rang through the air.

Bread cooled in the kitchen.

Children shouted.

A baby laughed.

And beside Rebecca Hale’s grave, yellow flowers moved gently in the wind.

The dead had not been forgotten.

But the living had finally stopped dying with them.

There remained one question Garrick had promised not to ask until he knew the answer inside himself.

He waited through harvest.

He waited through the first snow.

And one December evening, after the children were asleep, he reached into his coat and placed a small velvet box beside Nola’s coffee.

She stared at it.

“Garrick.”

He sat opposite her.

“No desperation.”

She looked at him.

“No loneliness talking.”

He shook his head.

“No debt.”

“Paid.”

“No sick child making you emotional.”

“Weston bit me yesterday. He’s fine.”

Nola smiled despite herself.

Garrick pushed the box toward her.

“Now may I ask properly?”

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