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Clementine Keeps the Books · Chapter 6 of 6

Chapter 6

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Josiah Bell's trial began in May.

By then the road to Black Vein had reopened.

Wildflowers replaced snow along the lower slopes.

The mine operated again.

But Bell's attorneys attacked.

They claimed Peter Voss and Daniel Pike had acted independently.

They argued the fuse purchase was ordinary ranch business.

They insisted Bell's land filings were legal speculation rather than evidence of sabotage.

Clementine hated how reasonable lies could sound when spoken by expensive men in clean suits.

The trial lasted eight days.

On the ninth, Daniel Pike agreed to testify.

He named Bell.

He described meetings.

Payments.

Instructions.

Bell had financed the theft from Black Vein first, hoping losses would force Gideon to sell.

When Gideon discovered the scheme, Bell ordered the powder-house attack.

The jury deliberated less than four hours.

Guilty.

Bell was sentenced to prison.

The land filing was voided.

Black Vein was safe.

That evening Bitter Creek celebrated.

Clementine wanted nothing to do with another town dance.

Her aunt insisted.

"Not partners' choice."

"No."

"Just music."

"No."

"Cake?"

Clementine paused.

"What kind?"

Beatrice smiled.

The celebration filled the same hall where Clementine had been rejected.

The same pine walls.

The same lantern rafters.

The same wooden chairs.

But Clementine entered differently.

Not because Gideon walked beside her.

Because she no longer measured herself against the room.

People greeted her.

Miners had ridden down from Black Vein.

Caleb immediately violated the proposed no-speech rule.

"I'd just like to say—"

"No."

Clementine pointed at him.

The crowd laughed.

Later Gideon found her near the wall.

Her old chair sat there.

The exact one.

Clementine recognized a crack in its upper slat.

She touched it.

Gideon stood beside her.

"Bad memory?"

"Important one."

"Why important?"

"Because I thought that was the worst night of my life."

"It wasn't?"

She looked up at him.

"No."

Gideon smiled.

The fiddler began a slower tune.

He extended his hand.

Clementine stared.

"You're recreating it?"

"Improving it."

She took his hand.

This time no one selected partners.

No line of women waited for judgment.

Couples simply moved onto the floor.

Young.

Old.

Thin.

Heavy.

Married.

Unmarried.

Clementine danced with Gideon.

Halfway through the song, she noticed something.

Near the wall sat a young woman named Ruth Taylor.

Ruth was nineteen.

Tall.

Broad-shouldered.

Painfully shy.

Two young men stood nearby.

One whispered something.

The other laughed.

Clementine recognized the look instantly.

She stopped dancing.

Gideon followed her gaze.

"What?"

"Excuse me."

Clementine walked toward Ruth.

The young men fell silent when she approached.

"Problem?" Clementine asked.

"No, ma'am."

They retreated.

Ruth looked embarrassed.

"You didn't have to."

"I know."

Clementine sat beside her.

Ruth twisted her hands.

"I'm not good at dances."

"Neither am I."

Ruth looked toward Gideon.

"I think you did all right."

Clementine laughed.

"Eventually."

Ruth lowered her voice.

"My mother says if I don't marry soon, nobody will want me."

A year earlier, those words might have broken Clementine's heart.

Now they angered her.

"Your mother is wrong."

Ruth blinked.

Clementine continued.

"Marriage isn't a prize for being acceptable."

Ruth listened.

"And being chosen doesn't give you value."

Clementine glanced toward Gideon.

"Neither does being rejected take it away."

"But you found someone."

"Yes."

"That's easy for you to say now."

The words could have offended her.

Instead Clementine nodded.

"Fair."

She looked at Ruth.

"Then believe this instead. Before Gideon asked me to dance, I could keep ledgers, treat wounds, haul flour, run a mercantile, and survive winters."

She smiled.

"After he asked me to dance, I could do exactly the same things."

Ruth considered that.

"So what changed?"

"I met somebody who appreciated the woman who already existed."

Clementine stood.

"Don't marry somebody who needs you smaller."

She returned to Gideon.

He raised an eyebrow.

"What was that?"

"Correcting irritating people."

His smile appeared.

"Bad influence."

Their wedding occurred three weeks later.

Small by Clementine's standards.

Large by Gideon's.

Sixty people attended.

Clementine wore plum.

Not white.

A new plum dress, softer than the old one and designed without brutal corseting.

Her aunt cried before the ceremony began.

Caleb cried and denied it.

Gideon waited beneath a pine arch near the Black Vein cabin.

Clementine walked toward him alone.

Nobody gave her away.

That had been deliberate.

She belonged to nobody.

She was choosing.

When she reached Gideon, he whispered, "You look beautiful."

Clementine smiled.

"See? You can say pretty things."

"Don't expect consistency."

Their vows were simple.

Gideon promised partnership.

Clementine promised honesty.

Neither promised obedience.

Caleb loudly approved from the second row.

Afterward, workers filled long tables with food.

Music played.

Children ran through wildflowers.

As evening arrived, Clementine stood on the cabin porch watching lanterns appear through the valley.

Gideon joined her.

"Regret it yet?"

"Marriage?"

"Yes."

"It's been four hours."

"Plenty of time."

She leaned into him.

"No."

He wrapped an arm around her.

For several minutes they watched their friends celebrate.

Then Clementine said, "I want to change something."

Gideon tensed.

"Already?"

"Not you."

"Good."

"The company."

He looked down.

"What about it?"

"Black Vein needs a school."

Gideon blinked.

"There are eleven children here now. More families are coming."

"True."

"They can't spend winter without lessons."

"Agreed."

"And a proper clinic."

"More expensive."

"So was losing workers to injuries."

He sighed.

"Anything else?"

"Eventually."

"Clementine."

She smiled.

"You married a woman who tallies ledgers in her head."

"I remember."

"I intend to use the skill."

By autumn, Black Vein had both a schoolroom and a clinic.

By winter, it had something stranger.

Women began arriving for work.

Not simply as wives.

Clerks.

Cooks.

Teachers.

A nurse.

Gideon hired based on ability.

Clementine insisted wages be listed publicly.

The camp became known throughout the territory as a place where families could earn fairly and workers were paid on time.

Bitter Creek changed too.

Slowly.

Not magically.

Cruel people did not wake suddenly kind.

But customs changed when enough people stopped participating.

The next harvest dance eliminated partners' choice.

Mayor Whitcomb claimed it had been his idea.

Nobody believed him.

Arthur Dawes eventually sold his injured mare to a family that treated her properly.

Clementine considered that improvement enough.

One evening nearly a year after her wedding, Clementine opened a letter from Ruth Taylor.

Ruth had gone east to train as a teacher.

She had not married.

She sounded happy.

At the bottom she had written:

You told me not to marry somebody who needed me smaller. I finally understood you meant more than my body.

Clementine folded the letter carefully.

Gideon looked up from his newspaper.

"Good news?"

"Very."

He watched her.

Then his gaze moved lower.

Clementine noticed.

"What?"

"You've been tired."

She froze.

"I'm always tired."

"No."

He folded the newspaper.

"Different."

Clementine stared at him.

For once, Gideon was wrong about what troubled her.

She had known for two weeks.

She had simply been afraid to tell him.

Not because she expected anger.

Because happiness still frightened her occasionally.

It felt fragile.

Too good.

She crossed the room and placed his hand against her abdomen.

Gideon's brow furrowed.

Then he understood.

His entire face changed.

"Clementine?"

She nodded.

"Doctor thinks late spring."

Gideon did not speak.

For a terrifying second she wondered—

Then the largest, toughest man in the Iron Range dropped into a chair.

"Are you all right?"

Clementine asked.

He nodded.

His eyes were wet.

She stared.

"You're crying."

"I'm aware."

"Are you hurt?"

He looked at her.

She smiled.

The words were his.

Gideon laughed through tears.

Then he stood and wrapped her carefully in his arms.

Outside, snow began falling across Black Vein.

Another February was coming.

Clementine looked through the window.

Once, a man had chosen her because he believed she could survive winter.

He had been right.

But survival, she had learned, was only the beginning.

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