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Beatrice's Midnight Kitchen · Chapter 2 of 6

Chapter 2

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Two days after Beatrice's disastrous meal, Maud Fletcher arrived.

She came in a buckboard from Pine Hollow wearing a black dress, gray shawl, and the expression of a woman permanently disappointed by humanity.

Maud was narrow everywhere Beatrice was soft.

Narrow shoulders.

Narrow mouth.

Narrow eyes.

Her first act upon entering the kitchen was to inspect the pantry.

Her second was to inspect Beatrice.

The pantry received less criticism.

"So you're the new Mrs. Hayes."

Beatrice nodded.

"Yes."

Maud looked her up and down.

"City?"

"St. Louis."

"Thought so."

Gideon stood nearby.

"Maud, I hired you to cook."

"And cook I will."

She turned toward Beatrice.

"Kitchen works better with one woman giving orders."

Beatrice understood.

"I'll stay out of your way."

Maud's smile contained no warmth.

"That would be best."

For the next three weeks, Beatrice became a guest in the house she had crossed half a continent to call home.

She mended shirts.

She swept floors.

She washed linens.

She reorganized cupboards Maud did not use.

When she tried to help with vegetables, Maud slapped her fingers away from a knife.

"I said I've got it."

When Beatrice offered to make preserves from late-season crab apples, Maud snorted.

"Don't need fancy city jams."

When Bea carried water, Maud told her she was spilling it.

When she chopped firewood badly, Toby quietly finished the pile after she left.

None of it escaped Gideon.

But he had other battles.

Every morning he rode the northern line where Caldwell's men had begun damaging fences.

Every afternoon he checked cattle.

Every evening he opened ledgers that refused to improve.

The closer foreclosure came, the quieter he became.

Beatrice saw the exhaustion in him.

She saw it when he entered after dark with dust in his beard.

She saw it when his shoulders sagged before he realized she was watching.

She saw it when he stood over maps at midnight, calculating distances between water holes.

And slowly, against her better judgment, affection took root.

Gideon had been cold.

But he had never been cruel.

When Toby mocked her indirectly, Gideon stopped him.

When Maud made cutting remarks, Gideon sometimes frowned but seemed too consumed by the ranch to understand their full meaning.

At supper, he always thanked Beatrice when she passed a dish.

He never asked why she had failed him.

That kindness made her more determined.

So every night she waited.

At one-thirty, Gideon's footsteps stopped overhead.

At one-forty-five, Coot's snoring began through the wall near the bunkroom.

At two, Beatrice entered the kitchen.

She did not waste food.

There was too little for that.

Instead, she experimented with heat.

A cup of flour.

A spoonful of cornmeal.

Half an onion.

A scrap of beef.

Water.

Sometimes one potato.

She learned the stove inch by inch.

The left burner ran hotter.

The rear oven vent leaked.

The damper required a wedge to hold halfway.

Pinewood created a fast flame but uneven coals.

Oak from the lower creek bed burned slower.

Cottonwood worked for simmering when mixed properly.

Beatrice kept notes in a small ledger hidden beneath loose floorboards in the pantry.

October 3. Three oak splits, one pine. Damper half plus width of thumbnail. Oven stable enough for biscuits.

October 5. Pot must sit right-front for braise. Move left only to finish.

October 8. Altitude changes rise. Less leavening. More liquid.

Her hands changed.

Small burns appeared.

A blister formed beneath her thumb.

Her palms became rougher.

She hid them beneath gloves during the day.

One night, she made biscuits.

Perfect ones.

Flaky.

Golden.

Soft inside.

She ate one alone at the kitchen table and nearly cried.

Not because it tasted good.

Because she had conquered something.

The next night she worked with beef.

The Whispering Pine had plenty of tough cuts because Gideon could not afford to waste marketable meat.

Beatrice browned scraps slowly.

She added onion.

Wild garlic Coot had mentioned growing near the creek.

Dried chile peppers from a tin she'd brought from St. Louis.

A little coffee.

A little vinegar.

Then she let the meat cook for hours.

At four in the morning she tasted it.

Rich.

Smoky.

Tender.

Familiar enough for frontier men.

Different enough to be remembered.

Beatrice smiled.

She knew what food could do.

She had known it all her life.

Before bankruptcy, before humiliation, before Wyoming, the Montgomery Tavern in St. Louis had been alive every night with travelers, merchants, politicians, musicians, riverboat captains, immigrants, cattle buyers, and railroad men.

Her father handled accounts.

Her mother greeted guests.

But the kitchen had belonged to Aunt Celeste.

Celeste had been born near New Orleans and believed food was a language more honest than speech.

"Anybody can boil beef," she had once told twelve-year-old Beatrice. "Cooking begins when you make a tired man remember he wants to live."

Beatrice had never forgotten.

She knew roux.

She knew braises.

She knew pepper sauces.

She knew cornbread, biscuits, gravies, stocks, preserves, custards, roasted game, river fish, smoked pork, and every economical trick required to turn leftovers into something a paying customer would order twice.

But Wyoming had humbled her.

She had arrived believing skill traveled unchanged.

It did not.

Different altitude.

Different fuel.

Different equipment.

Different flour.

Different climate.

So she learned again.

And she told no one.

Then Caldwell came.

He arrived one afternoon on a black stallion that probably ate better than most families in Pine Hollow.

Gideon met him outside.

Beatrice stood inside the open doorway.

Caldwell wore a dark tailored coat despite the dust.

His silver watch chain flashed in the sun.

"Hayes."

"Caldwell."

The banker removed a ledger from his saddlebag.

"Thirty days."

"I know the date."

"Do you?"

Caldwell stepped onto the porch.

"I thought perhaps married life had distracted you."

His eyes moved toward Beatrice.

They lingered.

She felt heat rise in her face.

Caldwell smiled.

"Mrs. Hayes, I presume."

Beatrice inclined her head.

"Mr. Caldwell."

"Your husband didn't mention he'd imported such abundance from Missouri."

Gideon's expression changed.

"Watch yourself."

Caldwell ignored him.

"I suppose every dying ranch deserves one final luxury."

Gideon's hand moved toward his gun.

Beatrice saw it.

So did Caldwell.

That was exactly what he wanted.

Beatrice stepped forward.

"Mr. Caldwell."

He looked at her.

She smiled politely.

"Would you care for coffee before you leave?"

The invitation surprised everyone.

"No, ma'am."

"Good."

Her smile disappeared.

"Because you're not welcome inside my house."

Coot, standing near the barn, coughed into his fist to conceal laughter.

Caldwell's eyes hardened.

Then he smiled again.

"Thirty days, Hayes."

He handed Gideon the ledger.

"If you cannot satisfy the note, the Whispering Pine becomes bank property."

"It becomes yours," Gideon said.

"Same thing."

"You want the water corridor."

Caldwell shrugged.

"I want profitable land."

"You created half this drought by damming feeder channels."

"Prove it."

Gideon's jaw tightened.

Caldwell mounted his horse.

Then he looked once more at Beatrice.

"Some burdens are easier to sell before they consume everything you have."

Gideon stepped off the porch.

"Ride."

Caldwell rode.

Dust followed him.

Beatrice watched Gideon lean against a post.

For a moment, the man who seemed impossible to break looked very close.

She approached.

"Gideon?"

"I'm fine."

"No."

He laughed once without humor.

"No. I'm not."

He looked toward the cattle.

"Three generations. My grandfather built the first cabin here. My father nearly died defending this land during a winter raid. I've worked it since I was fourteen."

Beatrice said nothing.

"I thought a wife might help."

The words struck harder than he intended.

He realized it immediately.

"Bea—"

"It's all right."

"No, it isn't."

She looked at him.

He seemed ashamed.

"I didn't mean that the way it sounded."

"You needed someone strong."

"I needed another pair of hands."

"And you got me."

He looked away.

Beatrice swallowed.

"Do you regret it?"

The question hung between them.

Gideon took too long to answer.

That was answer enough.

Beatrice nodded once and walked inside.

That night at two in the morning, she cooked harder than ever.

Not because she wanted revenge.

Because she had decided something.

If Gideon believed she was useless, she could survive that.

If Maud thought she was soft, she could survive that too.

But she would not stand by and watch the ranch die while knowing there might be something she could do.

At three-fifteen, she opened the pantry ledger.

She wrote a new heading:

DINNER FOR A MAN WITH MONEY.

She began listing possibilities.

Beef braised with coffee and chile.

Roasted root vegetables glazed with sorghum.

Buttermilk biscuits.

Corn pudding.

Pan gravy.

Spiced apples.

Molasses cake.

She stared at the page.

Then wrote beneath it:

Who would need to be impressed enough to save us?

She did not yet know the answer.

But Gideon did.

And three days later, he came home carrying a telegram.

Coot read his expression first.

"What happened?"

Gideon looked toward Beatrice, Maud, and Toby.

"Horace Pendleton is coming."

Coot's mouth dropped open.

Toby whispered, "The railroad man?"

Gideon nodded.

"Friday."

For the first time in weeks, hope entered the Whispering Pine Ranch.

And with it came the possibility of losing everything.

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