Freedom and Fresh Starts

A Softer Kind of Courage · Chapter 2 of 6

Chapter 2

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During the next three weeks, Judson discovered something deeply inconvenient.

His wife worked harder than he did.

Not in the same ways.

She could not haul a deer across half a mountain.

She could not split frozen logs as quickly as he could.

She still jumped whenever a coyote howled close to the cabin.

But once Winifred decided something needed doing, she attacked the problem with a quiet persistence that made resistance useless.

On her third morning, she heated buckets of water and began scrubbing the table.

Judson returned at noon.

“What happened?”

“I cleaned it.”

“That table isn’t supposed to be that color.”

“It is now.”

The following day she attacked the stove.

Then the cupboards.

Then the floor.

Eleven years of grease surrendered one layer at a time.

Judson complained continually.

“You moved my knife.”

“It was stuck to the shelf.”

“I knew where it was.”

“You can know where it is now. It’s in the drawer.”

He glared.

She smiled.

Judson lost.

She washed his blankets.

Patched holes in his shirts.

Made curtains from fabric she had brought from Boston.

She found dried apples in a storage barrel and turned them into a pie so good that Judson ate half before realizing what he had done.

“You don’t like it?” she asked innocently.

Judson stared at the nearly empty plate.

“It’ll do.”

Winifred learned that phrase meant excellent.

She learned his other habits too.

Judson drank coffee black.

He hated turnips.

He liked biscuits with honey but pretended he did not care.

He checked every lock twice before sleeping.

He woke instantly at unfamiliar sounds.

He never spoke about his family.

Judson also learned things about Winifred.

She hummed while kneading bread.

She read every night, usually from one battered novel.

She hated mice but was not afraid of spiders.

When nervous, she knitted.

When angry, she became unnaturally polite.

He discovered the latter after commenting on the amount of butter she used in biscuits.

“Thank you for your thoughtful concern, Mr. McIntyre.”

He understood immediately that he was in danger.

Something changed between them.

Not suddenly.

Not romantically.

At first it was simply routine.

Judson began coming home earlier when he could.

He told himself it was because darkness came sooner.

It was not.

He wanted supper.

More specifically, he wanted supper with Winifred sitting across from him.

The cabin stopped feeling empty.

One evening she placed a bowl of stew before him.

Judson tasted it.

“Needs pepper.”

She handed him the pepper without looking up.

He added some.

Then he noticed she was hiding a smile.

“What?”

“You came home early again.”

“Snow’s coming.”

“The sky is clear.”

“Could change.”

“Of course.”

Judson frowned.

Winifred kept smiling.

Another week passed.

One afternoon Judson returned carrying two rabbits.

He found Winifred standing on a stool, hanging the second curtain.

He watched from the doorway.

Winter sunlight touched her hair.

The cabin smelled of cinnamon.

Something tightened inside his chest.

Winifred noticed him.

“How long have you been standing there?”

“Just arrived.”

“You could help.”

Judson crossed the room and steadied the stool.

Winifred stretched upward.

Her hand slipped.

Judson caught her around the waist.

For one second neither moved.

His hands were large against her.

Her face was inches from his.

Winifred’s breath caught.

Judson immediately set her down.

“Careful.”

“I was.”

“You fell.”

“I slipped.”

“Same result.”

She looked at him.

“You’re impossible.”

“So I’ve been told.”

Her eyes widened.

He had used her own words.

Judson’s mouth twitched.

Winifred laughed.

He did too.

It was the first time she had heard him laugh.

The sound transformed him.

For those few seconds, he did not look like the hard mountain man who had humiliated her at the depot.

He looked younger.

Lonelier.

Human.

Then his smile vanished.

“Got rabbits.”

Winifred understood the moment was over.

That evening, however, something new remained in the room.

Neither spoke about it.

Several days later, Judson needed to travel farther north to inspect traps near Granite Ridge.

He saddled his horse before dawn.

“Could be late,” he told her.

“How late?”

“After dark.”

Winifred handed him a wrapped bundle.

“What’s this?”

“Lunch.”

“I don’t need—”

“Take it.”

Judson put it into his saddlebag.

“Yes, ma’am.”

She blinked.

He almost smiled.

Then his expression became serious.

“Keep the door barred.”

“You’ve told me.”

“I’m telling you again.”

“Because of Gar Dempsey?”

Judson tightened the saddle strap.

“Partly.”

“Who is he really?”

Judson looked toward the mountains.

“Trouble.”

“That isn’t an answer.”

“It’s enough.”

Winifred crossed her arms.

“Judson.”

The use of his first name made him look at her.

“He worked a claim east of mine,” Judson said. “Started jumping other men’s land when his own played out. Three men who challenged him ended up dead.”

“Was he charged?”

“Never enough proof.”

“And he wants your claim?”

“He thinks there’s silver under the north ridge.”

“Is there?”

Judson’s eyes narrowed.

“Maybe.”

Winifred sighed.

“You’re very reassuring.”

“Stay inside.”

“I will.”

He rode away.

By noon, snow began falling.

Winifred spent the morning baking bread and repairing a tear in Judson’s winter coat.

Around two, she heard a horse.

She froze.

No one was expected.

The horse stopped outside.

Heavy boots crossed the porch.

Winifred glanced toward the shotgun hanging on the far wall.

Before she could reach it, the door slammed open.

A man entered.

He was large, unshaven, and dressed in a filthy buffalo coat. Snow covered his shoulders. A scar crossed his left cheek.

More disturbing was the Colt revolver in his hand.

Winifred knew immediately.

Gar Dempsey.

He closed the door behind him.

His eyes traveled over her slowly.

“Well.”

Winifred’s heart pounded.

She forced herself not to move.

“You’re Gar Dempsey.”

His grin widened.

“McIntyre talks about me?”

“Enough.”

Gar removed his hat.

“Didn’t know he ordered by the pound.”

The insult struck almost exactly where Judson’s had weeks earlier.

But something had changed.

Back then, Winifred had been tired, displaced, and uncertain whether she belonged anywhere.

Now this cabin contained curtains she had sewn.

Bread she had baked.

Floors she had scrubbed.

A life she had fought to build.

Gar stepped forward, tracking blood and snow across those floors.

Winifred looked down.

“Your boots are filthy.”

Gar laughed.

“You worried about your floor?”

“Yes.”

He seemed almost impressed.

“Where’s Judson?”

“My husband isn’t here.”

“I figured.”

“Then leave.”

Gar slowly raised the revolver.

“Or what?”

Winifred’s hands trembled.

The shotgun was twelve feet away.

Gar stood between her and it.

The fire poker rested near the stove.

Too far.

A cast-iron skillet sat on the stove beside her.

Bacon hissed inside.

Gar took another step.

“McIntyre owes me.”

“He doesn’t.”

“You don’t know anything about it.”

“I know enough about you.”

Gar’s expression changed.

“Careful, woman.”

Winifred looked directly at him.

“You entered my home without permission. You insulted me. You pointed a weapon at me. And you ruined my floor.”

Gar barked a laugh.

“My God, Judson bought himself a housecat.”

Winifred’s right hand closed around the skillet handle.

Gar saw the movement.

“What are you—”

She swung.

The heavy iron pan left her hands.

It struck Gar across the face with a sickening clang.

Hot bacon grease splashed over him.

Gar screamed.

The revolver fell.

Winifred moved before she could think.

She grabbed the fire poker.

Gar staggered, cursing and clawing at his face.

“You crazy—”

Winifred swung the poker low.

It connected behind his knees.

Gar collapsed.

She dropped the poker and threw herself onto his back.

He was nearly twice her strength.

But Winifred had something he had not expected.

Weight.

She drove both knees into his spine.

Gar roared and tried to throw her off.

Winifred grabbed a length of deer rope hanging beside the stove.

She had watched Judson bind bundles repeatedly.

Her first knot slipped.

Her second held.

Gar bucked.

Winifred pulled harder.

“You fat little—”

She tightened the rope around his wrists.

“Keep talking.”

He stopped.

She bound his ankles.

Then connected wrists to ankles.

Gar cursed until Winifred shoved a dish towel into his mouth.

Silence.

She stood.

Her entire body shook.

The Colt lay across the floor.

Winifred kicked it away.

Gar glared murderously.

She looked at the bloody snow and bacon grease covering the floor.

“You are cleaning that before you leave.”

Gar made an incoherent sound.

Winifred washed her hands.

Then she finished baking the biscuits.

It was dark when Judson returned.

He saw Dempsey’s horse first.

Panic hit him so violently he almost fell from the saddle.

He drew his revolver and ran toward the cabin.

“Winifred!”

He kicked open the door.

Warmth washed over him.

Biscuits cooled beside the stove.

Winifred sat near the fire knitting.

Gar Dempsey lay bound on the floor, his face swollen, coated in dried blood, flour, and bacon grease.

Judson stared.

Winifred looked up calmly.

“You have a guest.”

Judson lowered his revolver.

“What… happened?”

Gar made a furious muffled noise.

Winifred continued knitting.

“He arrived uninvited.”

Judson looked at Gar.

Then at the skillet lying bent near the wall.

“You did this?”

“He tracked mud across the floor.”

Judson blinked.

“He’s wanted for three murders.”

“Well, he also has terrible manners.”

Judson slowly removed his hat.

For the first time since the depot, he truly looked at his wife.

Not her dress.

Not her body.

Not the things she could not do.

Her.

He saw the woman who had crossed half a continent alone after losing everything.

The woman who woke before sunrise to learn work that bruised her hands.

The woman who had transformed his lonely cabin without ever demanding thanks.

The woman who had faced an armed killer and refused to surrender.

Shame filled him.

“Winifred.”

She stopped knitting.

He took one step toward her.

“I owe you—”

The window exploded.

Glass sprayed across the room.

A rifle shot thundered through the cabin.

Judson threw himself toward Winifred.

They hit the floor together.

A second bullet tore into the wall exactly where her head had been.

Gar Dempsey began laughing through the gag.

Judson lifted his revolver.

Outside, someone shouted through the snow.

“McIntyre!”

Another voice answered from behind the cabin.

“You’ve got something that belongs to us!”

Judson’s face hardened.

Winifred whispered, “Who are they?”

Gar continued laughing.

Judson looked toward the shattered window.

Then he looked at his wife.

“Dempsey didn’t come alone.”

And outside their cabin, hidden among the trees, at least four rifles were waiting.

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